pikuniku53353358 - Piku_Niku :3
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Piku_Niku :3

An artist who loves games such as: rain world, jsab, etc.

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pikuniku53353358
4 months ago
Hunter, Unnamed Slugpup, & Scav 14193.Scav Is Sad.

Hunter, unnamed slugpup, & Scav 14193. Scav is sad.

pikuniku53353358
4 months ago

It's done in 2D, I can at least start posting speedpaints so that you can see for sure, heh)

A Little Battered By Life Survivor

A little battered by life Survivor


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago
I Figured My Slugcats Weren't Enough... Slug-like! So I Decided That I Needed To Solve This Problem,

I figured my slugcats weren't enough... Slug-like! So I decided that I needed to solve this problem, so I slowly began to draw redesigns of all the slug cats and the first one I drew as you see Monk! Heh, isn't he cute? :3

(Important clarification: the designs of my slugcat characters in my au will not change in any way! These changes will only affect the designs of slugcat from rw in general. And I won't change my slugcat oc in any way because it is perfect >:3)


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5 months ago
Scavcat And.. Slugenger?

scavcat and.. slugenger?

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5 months ago

My au for "Rain world" - "Sinful world"

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

ATTENTION, FURTHER INFORMATION WILL TOUCH A LITTLE ON MY PERSONALITY AND INFORMATION ON MY AU on rain world "sinful world"! PLEASE READ ALL THE WAY TO THE END, THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME! AND I'M ALSO OPENING AN ASK BLOG ON MY AU, SO IF YOU WANT TO ASK MY CHARACTERS ANY QUESTIONS, THEN YOU'LL HAVE TO HAVE AT LEAST SOME INFORMATION ON Sinful world ANYWAY! (Link to ask blog: @rw-au-askblog-sinful-world) (and this post was written with the help of a translator, so I apologize in advance for any possible mistakes^^") So, if someone doesn't know, then I'm Piku_Niku, but you can just call me Piku. I am 13 years old, I draw on my phone with my finger in ibis paint. I'm looking for different fandoms, such as: rain world, hollow knight, ori and the blind forest, just shapes and beats, gravity falls, fundamental paper education, etc.I will mainly draw art for the rain world game.My favorite ships for this game:

Saint/Monk

Artificer/Rivulet

Gourmand/Survivor

Watcher/Enot

Spear master/Hunter

I also have my own au related to rain world, and now I will tell you a lot of it. However, I will not mention one part of the information, since my Persians themselves will be able to answer it in the form of an aska (so do not hesitate to write me messages with your questions about my au :)), and I will not be able to mention other information since I am currently writing fan fiction on a Russian platform called "Ficbook.net " by This week, and it's not finished yet. Some of my readers are following me on tumblr, which means I won't be able to drop plot spoilers here. Don't worry, you'll find out in time, but it will take some time :)

AU setting: all SW actions take place in a kind of simulation. The world is quite realistic and is located in three-dimensional space, however, by its very nature it obeys game laws and logic, which means that the creatures there have an indicator of karma, hunger, cycle duration report, etc., in general, everything that is in the base game.

Characters: Inv (Enot)

Fear (THE REAL NAME IS STILL UNKNOWN!)

Developers

Monk

Survivor

Hunter

Gourmand

Cold-blooded Wind (Golden Eye)

Fragile Compassion

Big Heart

Feeling of Fault

Hate

(the list of characters will be updated over time, but at the moment there are as many characters in the fanfiction as written above)

The plot in brief:The developers have already created many different mini-worlds called "campaigns" and placed slugs with different histories, chaoacters and goals for life there. But that wasn't enough for the gods. They became bored with ordinary worlds that follow some kind of rules. Therefore, they hastily created the "Enota campaign" and created almost simultaneously one of their most important and dominant persons in SW โ€” Enota and Fear (he was not called that before, so I will call Whity in this period of time, BUT this is not the canonical name of this character, but only a temporary code name)). They were both immediately told that they existed in a fictional world and that they were created only so that both poor slugs would suffer. And Enota was also given out how pathetic and insignificant he was, and then they threw both slugs into their world. An important clarification: Whity and Enot had not seen each other before, the developers created them separately from all the others so that they would not see each other inadvertently.

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

Enot did not know how to survive in his world, which is why he spent a lot of effort to survive his first cycle. All this was observed by Whity, which in fact is essentially the soul of Enot, which is imprisoned in his consciousness, into which Enot himself can penetrate only when he is asleep. And so, in a dream, the slugs met and became friends. The developers also informed him about their nature when creating Whity, and also said that if Enot commits at least one sin, it will affect his soul, that is, on Whity itself. He will be in terrible pain and constantly writhing in pain. And knowing all this information from the developers, Whity asked his friend not to commit any sins. The soul was terribly paranoid and did not allow Enot to enter normally and step in. He even forbade slug to pick up a spear in principle, and as a result, to fight in order to banal self-defense.

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

Enot did not know how to survive in his world, which is why he spent a lot of effort to survive his first cycle. All this was observed by Whity, which in fact is essentially the soul of Enot, which is imprisoned in his consciousness, into which Enot himself can penetrate only when he is asleep. And so, in a dream, the slugs met and became friends. The developers also informed him about their nature when creating Whity, and also said that if Enot commits at least one sin, it will affect his soul, that is, on Whity itself. He will be in terrible pain and constantly writhing in pain. And knowing all this information from the developers, Whity asked his friend not to commit any sins. The soul was terribly paranoid and did not allow Enot to enter normally and step in.

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

No matter how hard Enot tried to rid his friend of these sins, there were more and more of them, and at the same time the pain from these sins only became stronger and more unbearable. At this point, a Feeling of Fault appears in the plot. This character is metaphorical, we can say that he does not exist in reality, he is needed so that one can understand the thoughts and feelings of one of the characters, in our case, Enot. That is, it means that only Enot can see Feeling of Fault and talk to him. Because of the fractures in the relationship with Whity, Feeling of Fault began to tell Enot that he was still a loser and a weakling, which only added more oil to the fire and made the whole situation only worse. At some point, a real scandal broke out between Enot and Whity during which they stopped being friends. After that, after a while, Whity was completely consumed by sins, and Enot's Feeling of Fault became especially strong during this period of time. Enot's consciousness, in order to protect him, sharpened Feeling of Fault and began to gradually erase all painful memories associated with Whity. At some point, he completely forgot about his former friend and can be said to have started life with a clean slate. And it would seem that this is a good thing, now Enot has become completely free from the prohibitions of his former friend, and even now no Feeling of Fault will bother him, but... The thirst for blood still remained in him. At first, Enot tried to suppress her and he killed especially only scavengers, because they had caused him too much pain in the past, but over time, Enot's moral compass completely erased and he began killing everyone indiscriminately in rather cruel ways, eager to hear the screams of his victims and taste their torn flesh and meat. Enot-maniac was very strong because he faced enemies every cycle and learned to defeat them. He became so strong that the scavengers, realizing that they could not resist this psychopath in any way, began to hide in secret bunkers underground without proper food, heat and much more. Enot-maniac destroyed the lives of many creatures, and those who miraculously survived were left with many mental injuries. The most revealing of them will be my scavenger character named Cold-blooded Wind. As a child, an Enot-maniac tore off his eye, but he was able to escape, however, this incident affected not only physically, but also mentally (you can learn the details of the Wind's background from ask. Believe me, everything is much worse there than you think. This is the third most tragic character in SW)

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

He even forbade slug to pick up a spear in principle, and as a result, to fight in order to banal self-defense. It seemed to Enot-maniac that he had reached the top and found his happiness and the meaning of life, but... That's not so. He actually needed companionship and good friends all this time. He began to wish for it as soon as the developers abandoned him to his fate. Throughout his life, Enot has never been able to feel real affection and support from others, and as a result, the murders of Enot-maniac began to get boring. What's the point of killing everyone and everything like that? He had tried all possible methods of murder on his victims anyway, everyone had long ago realized that Enota was a maniac worth being afraid of... A small piece of forgotten memories was able to remind Enot-maniac of the void sea, which Whity once told him about and he headed to it in order to finally find his long-awaited peace. But plunging into it, Enot found himself in a dating simulator. He spent a lot of time in it, and during this time, Enot, communicating with other slugs and not killing anyone, realized that he was wrong. That killing is not an option and that he wants to find friends! That's just how to do it if you can't get out of dating sim? But who said that it is ABSOLUTELY impossible to get out of dms? Remembering what kind of drug addiction an Enot egg could create in a dating simulator, he threw it at one of the buttons in this space and it was swallowed up by a singularity. Then the walls cracked and behind them was the code of all slug campaigns, as well as the code of the dms itself, which was also swallowed up by this black hole. After that, this hole in space and time turned into a portal and sucked Enot into it.He found himself back in his campaign, but now some of the chips from dms are now working in his world (that is, the egg can now create fierce nonsense and drug addiction here if desired), as well as slugs from its campaigns appeared in different parts of his world. The Raccoon has a new chance to start this life from scratch, make friends and find his happiness by ascending into the void sea. First of all, he changed his name to Eve, since the name Raccoon was now associated with his dark past. After meeting the Monk, he realized that there were probably a lot of such popadans in his world, so Inv decides to create his own gang called the "VC Gang" (VC - Void Cats). At the moment, this gang consists of Monk, Survivor, Hunter, Gourmet, their tamed red lizard and Inv himself, who is the leader here.On the way of our friends, there will be many obstacles that will mainly occur due to Fear (as Inv called Whity when they met again), which, due to sins, received quite a lot of power and authority. In order to put obstacles to slugs, he sends a black parasite blob into the real world, which infects a creature nearby that is afraid of Inv, which means that he cannot infect the same Inv friends, because slugcat is obviously not afraid of them. However, other obstacles will be encountered due to Inv's dark past, which he tries to hide from everyone. Scavengers still remember the time when the Enot Maniac raged in their world, and this will have its consequences...

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

That's all for now. I remind you that you can safely ask me additional questions about my au. My characters will answer them in the ask blog (@rw-au-askblog-sinful-world). I hope at least someone has read up to this point and is interested in my QwQ fanfiction, and I'll also give you a link to my fanfiction just in case, maybe someone won't be too lazy to read it with the help of a translator: https://ficbook.net/readfic/13570641

Additional content by my au:

My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"
My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"
My Au For "Rain World" - "Sinful World"

Designs by Cold-Blooded Wind and his friends - Fragile Compassion and Big Heart.


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

I can't figure out one detail in rw fandom

This applies to one thorn, which, apparently, everyone at least dislikes, and at most hates with all their hearts. But I really like him myself, and seeing all this hatred from other people towards its, I begin to feel that I am behaving wrong and that I am a sick and mentally ill person... I'm talking ship Gourmand x Survivor... I think for the most part, this ship is disliked because of alleged pedophilia and compared to Monk x Survivor. This is argued by the fact that the Survivor is still a child, and the Gourmand is an adult slugcat. But in this case, people should hate all the other thorns associated with Survivor and Monk, because it turns out that there is no pedophilia in them, but for some reason everyone is satisfied with everything. As for me, it is not very correct to consider Monk and Survivor as children, because both of these slugcats can very well stand up for themselves, and in the game itself I can't say that they are depicted as some kind of small. That is, I believe that Survivor is about 20 years old by human standards, and Gourmand is 28-30. Of course, this is quite a big age difference, but at what point did such relationships become illegal? Please explain to me why my point of view may be wrong, but until anyone has explained to me why ship Gourmand x Survivor is very bad, I will continue to like.


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Em... Okay, I'll try to write something?..

Last Song: Stolas' song from Helluva boss latest (so far) episode

Favorite color: all shades of purple

Currently watching:... Nothing, I work and watch only videos on YouTube in my free time. I only follow the release of the Helluva boss episodes... Sometimes. I don't know if this counts.

Last movie: The second part of Guardians of the Galaxy (translated the title from Russian, perhaps in the original this film is called something else)

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet and spicy

Relationship status: I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend and girlfriend, which is sometimes quite tiring, but I'm not complaining, everything is fine

Current obsession: Tell in the tumblr about my au in the rain world and hope that at least someone will pay attention to her.

nine people i want to get to know better

Nine People I Want To Get To Know Better

Thank you for the tag, @slutsons-blog! Starting a new post because I'm autistic and therefore mostly only care about the "Current Obsession" question, and want to ramble excessively as usual in that one.

Last song: Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Red Rescue Team: Pokemon Square because I'm currently playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon with my daughter. Otherwise I honestly couldn't tell you. Whatever was on in my car.

Fave color: Purple

Currently watching: Star Trek Discovery

Last movie: Knives Out

Sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet, tart, salty

Relationship: married x 27 years

Last thing I googled: the word "dependent", for spelling assistance. which is a good thing because I spelled it "dependant".

Current Obsession: it's been spn since 2016. Truly we are the Hotel California of media franchises. I did recently play Disco Elysium twice in a row in quick succession, and I follow the DE tag. I can't recommend the game highly enough.... but I can feel my Special Interest-level obsession with it fading already. Spn has never faded even a tiny bit and I wonder if it ever will.

@slutsons-blog I feel after reading that you're watching spn for the first time, that I did you a bit of a disservice with my Sam takes to you before in that I mostly talked about Sam's evolution as a character as the show goes on and very little about him from the first five seasons.

Gotta be honest and tell you that although I liked both brothers all along, I was a Dean girl until the end of s6/beginning of s7, when the balance of who gets whumped the most started shifting and my subconscious suddenly decided to switch allegiances. It's not that I liked Dean any less; my id just loves a sopping wet pathetic kitten of a man who has been sexually abused, and Sam got suddenly way more kitteny and pathetic after the Cage. So I don't actually have a ton of takes on "what to love about Sam in the early seasons". I do love early seasons Sam too--she is my beautiful baby princess--but my early seasons takes are a lot more inchoate.

I count myself lucky about my id's sudden defection though, because I think we have limited control of who our blorbos are, and having Dean as a blorbo is a tough row to hoe as the later seasons go along. You know how you noticed that in s6, Dean suddenly gets a lot more assholey without apparent reason? Unfortunately he never gets better again, and in fact keeps getting worse and worse as the years go by, until by the last seasons he is openly far more abusive to their joint child(-in-an-adult body) than John was to him and Sam. It's a realistic picture of what can happen when trauma keeps piling up on people, but it's also honestly pretty distressing, especially if he's your blorbo.

If one is in it for the ship, there's some good destiel content in the later seasons, but if you're in it for Dean, you're left either 1) dealing with the fact he's got extremely significant interpersonal problems that he never gets much of anywhere on solving and that negatively impact his chosen family in profound ways, or 2) pretending he's the same character he was in s1 and Sam is the same Sam from s1, only more boring, and Dean is just trying to put up with him because he was brainwashed by John (or ig 3- something in the middle between those two. But that seldom seems to happen in practice for whatever reason). These two versions of the show are poorly compatible, and that's how the Sam girls and the Dean girls end up in isolated silos. A few people manage to live in both, but not many.

Anyway, I feel like without the context of how Sam and Dean change in the mid to late seasons, the two fics I recc'd as Sam character studies are going to seem insanely Dean-critical, so if you haven't read them yet, you might want to wait until s10. In the meantime, the general recs are fun reads and hopefully do a good job of showcasing both characters earlier on.

Tagging (but I would be a huge hypocrite if I didn't specify there's no pressure to respond, since I almost always fail at responding to tag games myself): @adihildilid @aliusfrater @quietwingsinthesky @sammygender @ardentpoop

@peanutbutterandbananasandwichs @schizosamwincester @normalbrothershow @jellybracelet.


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

YAY, MORE SCAVENGERS FOR SCAVENGER LOVERS!

Iโ€™d love to see how you draw scavs- theyโ€™re such silly guys I love them all so much

Ok, here are some scavs :3

I love them too

Id Love To See How You Draw Scavs- Theyre Such Silly Guys I Love Them All So Much
Id Love To See How You Draw Scavs- Theyre Such Silly Guys I Love Them All So Much
Id Love To See How You Draw Scavs- Theyre Such Silly Guys I Love Them All So Much
Id Love To See How You Draw Scavs- Theyre Such Silly Guys I Love Them All So Much
Id Love To See How You Draw Scavs- Theyre Such Silly Guys I Love Them All So Much
Id Love To See How You Draw Scavs- Theyre Such Silly Guys I Love Them All So Much

Credits:

ArtFight attack on Paradoxbeta

ArtFight attack on Cyberwolf606

Just a cute scav I met in arena

My OCs Hammerhead and Ambassador

Request for followers from Telegram


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Awwwwww, so cute^^ I like it <3

Bigthbomb

bigthbomb


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

You are back!!

Yes, I'm back, now I'm drawing art with iterators in my style. It's going to take some time, because... Drawing robotic cyborgs in clothes is quite difficult) But it's okay, everything will be fine, I'm sure of it)


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago
Meow :3

Meow :3

What about you?

What About You?

I want you to draw yourself, in any form, and your favorite ship!!!

I just want to find out who likes what, especially since I think it's so cute


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Koyt and Kala! 2 silly scavengers that accidentally got outcasted from their pack because they were too busy making bad music and (trying to) tame every creature they come across.

Koyt And Kala! 2 Silly Scavengers That Accidentally Got Outcasted From Their Pack Because They Were Too

also they accidentally got the mark of communication by bothering pebbles too hard

Koyt And Kala! 2 Silly Scavengers That Accidentally Got Outcasted From Their Pack Because They Were Too
Koyt And Kala! 2 Silly Scavengers That Accidentally Got Outcasted From Their Pack Because They Were Too
Koyt And Kala! 2 Silly Scavengers That Accidentally Got Outcasted From Their Pack Because They Were Too
pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Pretty eyes^^

Another Low-poly Scavenger Drawing :3

Another low-poly scavenger drawing :3


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

A gift for a friend

A Gift For A Friend

I drew two original characters of a good friend of mine. If anyone becomes interested, here is his nickname @mike-noctalios

He is a novice artist, so do not judge his work harshly)


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5 months ago

Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Rakan Zaqout from Gaza.๐Ÿ‰ I am reaching out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraising campaign. I lost both my home and my school, my parents lost their jobs too, due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions.๐Ÿ’”

I kindly ask you to visit our campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom.๐Ÿ•Š

Please note, our campaign has been verified by 90-ghost and aces-and-angels.โ˜‘

If someone has a desire, help these people, I do not have the means for something like this


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

**I've stroked Fawn**

No one will be interested, but I'll tell you a little bit about the fawn.

No One Will Be Interested, But I'll Tell You A Little Bit About The Fawn.

Of all the stories, I really like it because it's moderately tragic and moderately funny.

Fawn is a slugcat who has gone through three stages of growth (in the picture, he is at the final second stage) this baby was created by a wild creature, and is called a forest. This region is a living being, you can just call it a tree

No One Will Be Interested, But I'll Tell You A Little Bit About The Fawn.

At the moment, the fawn lives alone, he can talk to the forest. But unfortunately, not all the slugcat he saw can speak sign language.

The fawn is very kind. He's part of the forest. He is the heart of the forest. If the fawn dies, the forest will die. If the forest is damaged, the fawn will immediately feel it

The forest and the fawn are connected. The fawn is essentially sharpened in the grass, where the roots of the trees grow, he cannot go further, otherwise he will die

He is often lonely because there is no shadow with him anymore. There is no Hera either. Yuni, he rarely appears

It is very easy to get into the forest, because the forest no longer covers itself. If you go into the forest, the fawn will immediately understand who you are and will go to meet you to find out the purpose of your visit

(By the way, a fact. This place is either sometimes attacked by scavengers. Also, lizards very rarely go there, they are scared, they are all scared, so they avoid this place)

No One Will Be Interested, But I'll Tell You A Little Bit About The Fawn.

It is very easy to get into the "tree", just go to the main tree from the outer expanse, and then move west. It won't take long, but you'll get to this place.

No One Will Be Interested, But I'll Tell You A Little Bit About The Fawn.

If you will sit in silence, be silent and try to hear at least something, then you will hear the leaves moving without wind and soon you will hear a voice. He's very friendly, it's the voice of the forest, but you have to be very focused to make out what the forest is saying

Because the forest is alive, everyone is afraid of it. There are rumors among slugcat that monsters live in the forest. Scavengers avoid this place because they are afraid of the atmosphere around it. To be afraid of lizards too

The forest can also absorb food, but it does so a little faster than other plants. He devours dead creatures or rotted berries to replenish his strength. It looks creepy, because in front of your eyes it's raging, the lizard that you recently killed on the territory of the forest somehow goes to the ground like quicksand

Whatever it was, the forest is a safe place, if winter comes, then this place will either go into hibernation or become a warm corner. There are a lot of fruits here, and there are also fish

No One Will Be Interested, But I'll Tell You A Little Bit About The Fawn.
No One Will Be Interested, But I'll Tell You A Little Bit About The Fawn.

The river is not very far from the center, it is marked with a cross. Also, the region has an underground part, there are tunnels that lead to the ground (they are marked with circles). And there are also hot springs, there are not many of them, but they are marked with squares

Warm, like an autumn forest, awaits new, kind guests who will stay next to its owner. The forest is the mother of the fawn, the forest takes care of the fawn and wants her child to be happy

(Something is not interesting and confusing, someone, just stroke the fawn)


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago
@phi-star

@phi-star

I've finally done it... It was a bit difficult, but I did it. I also need to implement the idea of my good and close friend, draw art under the rubric "if I drew cutscenes according to rw", and also want to draw iterators in my style. After that, I want to roll out and pin a huge post where I will describe to you in all possible detail my "sinful world" and after that I can start dropping art on this topic here^^ (I hope they will be of interest to at least someone :_)


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Hi there ๐Ÿ‘‹,

My name is Mohammad, and Iโ€™m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. Iโ€™m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. ๐Ÿ’”

Iโ€™ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future. ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my familyโ€™s safety and well-being. ๐Ÿซถ

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. ๐Ÿ™

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. โค

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 ๐Ÿ”—

Oh my god... I'm sorry that you're in such a terrible situation... I would give you at least a small donation, but I'm 13, I don't have any card, and therefore at least some money... The only thing I can do is spread this message, maybe someone with a kind and compassionate heart can help you. I hope everything will be fine with you and your children. โค๏ธ


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Awawawa, cuties <3

Wait A Minute!

Wait a minuteโ€ฆ!


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pikuniku53353358
5 months ago

Hey, you're NOT terrible! I'm sorry you had to go through all this... That you're still going through all this... If I could, I would definitely hug you and tell you that you are far from the most terrible person in the world, as you probably begin to consider yourself sometimes. Of course, you don't have wealth, but each of us has it. And no matter how much it hurts us at some moments, we must get up and continue on our way. Someday you will find your happiness, but for now, we will support you with everything than we can.

*I hugged you

In general, I'm going to complain about my life now, who doesn't want to listen to me complain, just ignore it

Dude, I literally hate myself, thanks to my fucking parents for ruining everything for me.

I'm not kidding, my mom literally made me emotional swings. At first she would yell at me, and then she would come when I was sobbing and comforting, apologizin

My dad mostly ignores me, they remembered about me when it was night and I was not at home, then they needed me. Dad still doesn't treat me very well. Dude, just say you're proud of me, just do something good for once in your life, just hold me and that's it. But no, he needs to make fun of my drawing again, he doesn't even know what I'm drawing.

My sister, oh my dear big sister. She kicked me out into the street as a child, in winter and without a jacket. Dude, the temperature was below zero. I was a child, an unbalanced child, I don't remember why it happened, but thank you that she quickly realized what she had done and let me back in

Why did they all like to make me cry, I was a fucking scared kid, God, I'm still scared when people yell at me

But okay, the family, the people I considered close, just told me that it was all my fault.

My friend, whom I thought I was helping to cope with depression, just said that I left him, just because I didn't write first, dude, he never wrote to me first

I just said that we weren't friends anymore, like he said, so he changed his shoes and started apologizing and saying that he was a very bad friend. I didn't listen to him.

Another friend of mine had a fight with me. She just started arguing with me and bragging that she was getting an additional education, although she didn't even get a certificate, she didn't graduate from school.

She just told me to fuck off and said she shouldn't have made up with me. Yeah dude it wasn't the first time

My girlfriend just rudely dumped me, it was terrible.

I made the decision to break up with a guy because I just had bad relationships with guys. Thank him for being the only one who understood me and treated it well.

Conclusion

I don't like guys. I want a girl to love me. I hate myself, I wish they would pay attention to me in any way and I feel just terrible

Wow, dude, I'm terrible.


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