Contains Smut *

contains smut *

one shots

Fractured Friends - Cassian and you have been best friends for a while. Lately, he’s been pushing you away, brushing you off, to spend more time with his mate Nesta. During a fight your hidden feelings for Azriel get revealed.

Butt Of The Joke - Reader has been secretly smitten by Azriel for a while. She met him after becoming friends with Nesta and joining the Valkyries for training. After struggling with the thought of coming clean about her feelings for the spymaster, she overhears a conversation that breaks her heart.

Blood Tether - After the mating bond snapped you made the decision to keep it from Azriel, thinking he was in the process of pursuing Elain. When a horrible attack leaves the shadowsinger badly injured, your secret gets revealed.

series

Glass Shards - part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5* part 6 final part*

Reader is a handmaiden working for The High Lord of the Night Court and The High Lady. When she gets accidentally injured, Azriel, the High Lords spymaster, feels the mating bond snap into place.

Exiled By Fire - part 1 ongoing

During a High Lord meeting, Reader attacks her father Beron to protect Feyre. He punishes her greatly for it and when she's being granted refuge at the Night Court, she finds more than just a new home.

Unforgettable - part 1 part 2 part 3

Reader is good friends with Feyre and gets invited to a mission with Azriel, because of her unique powers.

Love Potion

Mattheo Riddle x Reader

Summary: Mattheo always looked at you in a certain way.

His eyes always followed your every move.

You noticed it very early on just how much attention he was paying to you.

His eyes followed you everywhere.

No matter the place, time or occasion.

Let it be class or breakfast or lunch or dinner.

He always had an eye on you.

And you actually didn’t mind.

Mattheo is a very handsome guy. Even if everyone and even your instincts warned you about him, there was still something.

Something which kept you interested.

You felt a pull towards him.

A pull you never acted on.

So, it was mostly longing looks exchanged between you two, nothing more. 

One evening, you were having dinner with your friends.

Hermione talked about Ron and how stupid he was. Then you grabbed a bonbon and popped it into your mouth.

“Y/N NO!” you heard someone say but it was too late.

Amortentia.

Or as they called it, love potion. 

The entire room smelled like him. Amortentia tends to smell like the person you are in love with, you didn’t even realise. 

You were blind.

The room smelled like smoke, honey and wood.

You wanted to see him, kiss him.

“I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean for you to eat it!” said one of the Hufflepuffs. “I was meant to prank my roommate!” 

While everyone was talking, you were quick to run off into the backyard of the school.

You had a pretty good idea of where to find Mattheo.

And surely enough, you found him by the trees smoking.

“RIDDLE!” you yelled, making him flinch and almost drop his cigarette.

“Y/N?”

“Kiss me! RIGHT NOW!”

“Are you drunk?”

“Just in love, come on.” you ran over to him, almost making him trip as you came in contact with him.

He grabbed you to save you from falling and this is when he noticed your eyes.

“Were you given something?”

“All I feel is looooove.” you said and smiled.

Mattheo noticed Hermione from the corner of his eyes.

“What happened to her?”

“A Hufflepuff gave her Amortentia.” she explained as she grabbed your hand and began to pull you back.

“Love potion? Why?”

“Forget this happened Riddle!” Hermione yelled back at Mattheo as you waved to him.

“Byeeee Matty!” he lifted his hand and gave you a small wave back. He was utterly confused.

—

“I CAN’T BELIEVE I DID THAT!” you yelled into your pillow once the potion wore off. “Why didn’t you stop me?!”

“I tried!” said Hermione.

“I want to die. I’m so embarrassed. At LEAST he was alone! Imagine if I did that in front of the school!”

“Well… on our way back to our rooms… you kinda… just a tiny little bit yelled in front of everyone passing by that Mattheo is yours and you will fight for your true love… kinda.”

“Oh. My. Fucking. God. No.” you shook your head but she nodded. “NO. PLEASE NO.”

“And… maybe… kinda… The Slytherins were also there? Maybe?”

“I am jumping out the window,” you said as you stood up and walked towards the window, Hermione grabbed your hand and pulled you back. “I want to die, please. This is so embarrassing!”

“The thing is that almost everyone like cheered for you. Malfoy even wanted to give you a high-five for being so brave. I thought he was being sarcastic, but he was for real. Then Theodore came up and said ‘Go get him, Tiger’ They were all cheering you on.”

“So, I’m the laughingstock of the entire school. Lovely.”

You fell back into your bed, face into the pillow. How will you face everyone tomorrow?

—

 “Mattheo Riddle! The lucky guy!” said Theodore as he hit Mattheo in the shoulder. “Having one of the prettiest girl scream and declare her love for you. Lucky you!” Mattheo rolled his eyes at his friend.

Although he couldn’t sleep one bit for the entire night, his mind was way too busy.

“It was only a prank.” Mattheo said. It was the only logical explanation.

“Nope. You know Angie? The Hufflepuff girl? Nevermind… Apparently, she made some chocolate for her friend as a prank, but Y/N ended up eating one and it had Amortentia in it.” Mattheo looked at Theodore, trying to see if his friend was lying but he wasn’t.

“And how do you know that?”

“Angie told her friends and I heard it. They didn’t realize I was standing there. But lucky you, having a girlfriend! Don’t fuck it up tho! Or I might steal her.”

“Piss off.” Theodore laughed as they both entered the class.

Mattheo’s eyes immediately locked with yours. You looked scared as you looked away. He could only imagine how you were feeling.

But he was just as confused and embarrassed.

After classes, you wanted nothing more than to run back to your room and hide from everyone.

No one said a thing. But the looks they gave you, said it all.

You just wanted to get out.

You made it to the hallways when someone behind you called your name.

It was Mattheo, your eyes widened as you quickly darted into the girl’s bathroom.

“Y/N, I just want to talk.”

“Look I’m sorry what happened okay?! Please just forget it.”

Then he opened the door and came into the bathroom as you back away and walked into the sinks. 

“This is the girl’s bathroom what are you doing?”

“I need to know if, what you said is true. Did you mean any of it or was it the potion?”

“I-I.” you wanted to lie, you wish you were a better liar. All you could do was listen to your heart hammer in your chest. 

“So it’s true. What you said is all true… you do lo-”

“OKAY now, please, I’m embarrassed enough, I do not need your rejection, Riddle. Please can you just leave me alone?” you wanted to go into a stall and lock yourself for eternity.

“I thought you hated me.” he suddenly said and you looked at him, shocked. “I was watching you and… you always avoided my looks. Okay, not always but many times.”

“I don’t know what to say.”

“Just agree to grab some butterbeer with me. That could be a start.”

“What?” you were so confused.

“I’m asking you on a date.”

“You are asking me on a date?”

“Why is that so hard to believe?” he asked as you turned your body back towards him.

“I thought you didn’t do… dates.” you sounded very nice, you worded it even more nicely.

“I don’t. But with you, I will.”

“So, what? You… like me too? After what I said and did yesterday?”

“It was very cute.”

“Cute? Which part exactly? When I yelled at you to kiss me or when I swore to kill whoever dares to go close to you?”

“Exactly.” he smirked. “I will wait for you, get ready for our date. An hour? Is that enough?”

“Okay. An hour.” he nodded and turned to leave.

You stood there, stunned when a voice behind you made you jump.

“How romantic!”

“Myrtle!”

“You have a date! Go get ready!” she yelled and you listened.

You got ready relatively quickly.

You debated not going, then you decided to give it a try and go.

Then, as you waited by the gates you were prepared for Mattheo not showing up.

Maybe this was his way of repaying you for embarrassing him?

But, he did show up. He did take you out to eat and drink and you did have a good time.

He did walk you back to your dorm and placed a small kiss on your cheek as a goodbye.

He did all that.

And if you only knew it would take a small amount of love potion for you to finally be with him, you would have eaten that piece of chocolate a long time ago. 

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facts

A letter reflecting our 12th house synastry

A good fraction of our time is spent in your bed lying down holding and whispering sweet nothings to each other. Last night I had another dream about you, and I’m sure I’ll have another tomorrow. We read each other's minds. A day doesn't go by without us being synchronized. You told me I’m the first and last thing you think about in bed; the place where we lie to rest and wake to rise. The outside world knows nothing about us, about how deep our love goes, how intertwined we are. Not because we’re hiding anything, but because our relationship is something sacred that mustn’t be meddled with by those outside of us. You lived down the street from me before we met. We played at the same park, went to the same library, and walked around the same block nearly every day; how ironic is it that we didn’t meet until I moved from that neighborhood. We immediately treated each other as if we were lovers when we were just friends and loved each other unconditionally, so when you told me you were in love with me and wanted to be my wife I was elated. You've always felt like a blessing to me. I remember the sigh of relief we both had after keeping our feelings hidden from each other for so long. I wish to spend the rest of my life with you. You tell me you see us growing old together; eventually living in the same old folk’s home. Not a minute passes by where you’re not on my mind; for you have made an imprint on my psyche.

~ Caught ll ~

Mattheo Riddle x Fem!reader

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Warnings:Annoying Friends, Language, Drugs(barley), Smut(almost)

Ever since the boys found out about you and Mattheo it had become increasingly difficult to find alone time since the only one that actually respected your privacy was Enzo. When they first found out Mattheo thought it was perfect, he thought he’d get to take you on dates whenever he wanted, not just at night. And the first time the group crashed one of those dates he was happy to have them join while he got to show off your relationship.

But when it kept happening over and over he became more and more annoyed with their presence. Even when you’d sneak out of the castle to avoid them, the boys seemed to always find you. So it wasnt a surprise when Mattheo saw the group running towards the Black Lake behind your shoulder as he kissed it, “Oh come on!! Can you just give me some fucking time with my girlfriend please?!?!”

“Seriously? This is why you wanted to come here of all places,” Enzo shouted waving his hands in the air as he stood infront of the other three. Over the last few weeks he had desperately been trying to keep the boys from highjacking your dates but to no avail. “I am not about to be a part of this,” he scoffed as he stomped back up the grounds.

“Hellooo Lovebirds, wanna spark this with us?” Theo sang as he held a joint out above Mattheo’s narrowed eyes. “No, no I do not, if I wanted to I would have stayed in our dorm when you fucking rolled it.” Mattheo snapped, already standing and pulling you along with him before Theo could speak.

“Stay here, smoke your joint, and do not come to our dorm anytime soon.” He entangled his hand with yours as you made your way to the castle and down to the dungeons quickly.

You both were giggling and thanking Merlin you could finally be alone again as you slammed the dorm door open to Enzo’s shocked face, “I’ll….Imma….I’ll just give you two the rooooom…” He laughed as he stumbled and rushed from the dorm room. Mattheo immediately turned to put a locking charm on the door before he picked you up to chuck you on his bed, joining you and tugging the deep green curtains closed around you.

“Finally,” He huffed out as he kissed you aggressively and tugged your shirt off above your head, pushing you backwards, covering your body with his. “It has been way too long,” He growled into your neck as he bit and licked up to your jaw, taking your lips in his just as fists pounded on the door. A muttered charm with a click of the lock signaling it was now open.

“Are they fucking serious right now?” He groaned as he collapsed ontop of you. “This is really starting to piss me off.” He muttered moving off of you and grabbing your shirt for you. When you both looked past the hangings of Mattheo’s bed he rolled his eyes back toward you as Draco, Blaise, and Theo took seats around the room, passing their joint without a care in the world, “I think I might go to Azkaban if this keeps up.” Mattheo sighed as he tugged the curtains closed again, falling back onto the bed and pulling you to lay on top of his chest.

When your dates and rendezvous continued to repeatedly fail, Mattheo decided to revert back to his old methods and soon you were being grabbed by the wrist and tugged into an empty classroom with zero warning just like old times. He was almost immediately picking you up and wrapping your legs around his waist as you draped your arms around his neck. He kissed you all over as though he was starved while he carried you towards the teachers desk.

“I think we both agree we can just get started right Princess?” he laughed as he roughly placed you onto the desk, throwing papers to the floor and pushing himself between your legs. He moved to hike up your skirt as you unfastened his belt, letting you see how incredibly hard he was from the weeks of waiting to have you.

Mattheo kissed up and down your neck as he moved your underwear to the side while you began pulling him from his boxers and palming him lightly. He moaned louder than usual before smashing his lips into yours as he hastily lined himself up at your entrance beginning to push himself inside of you as the the classroom door was opened to laughs and high pitched mocks of “Princess,” from your friends.

“You have got to be fucking kidding me,” Mattheo groaned with a deep sigh and closed eyes as he slammed his hand onto the desk beside your thigh, “Why the fuck are you guys even here,” He snapped, putting himself, still rock hard, back into his boxers and smoothing out your skirt to make sure you were decent.

“You’re hogging y/n, we barely get to see our best friend anymore,” Theo grumbled sitting in a chair as Mattheo gave him a fake, mocking sympathetic look before Blaise pulled himself up to sit on the desk next to you.

“Oh great just make yourselves comfortable,” Mattheo said with a roll of his eyes, gripping your thighs tightly and gritting his teeth, “not like we were busy with anything,”

“y/n Love, you want us hang out with you don’t you?” Draco asked with a joking pout as he leaned onto the desk beside you, “I know you miss us,” To be honest you did not miss them, there was no way you could, they gave you zero chance to anymore and at this point you were just desperate to be alone with Mattheo.

“How could I when you can’t ever seem to leave us alone” You snapped, looking up to him with a fake smile, “Ooohoohoo, someones sassy today,” Draco and the other boys laughter that filled the room only annoyed you further. “No Malfoy I’m pissed,” You rolled your eyes and took Mattheo’s hand as you hopped off the desk to leave the classroom, throwing your friends the middle finger before slamming the door shut.

“Let’s try my dorm again hm?” You smiled over your shoulder as you led Mattheo to the dungeons with your hand still in his.

“Merlin Princess, you have no idea how hot that was.” He chuckled as you tugged him into your dorm letting him kick the door shut behind you. “Oh really?” You chuckled as you turned back to him, his eyes roaming over your body as his fingers played with his lips, mumbling a very distracted “mhmm”, making you giggle. His eyes widened as he noticed you stepping closer to him, meeting your eyes as you grabbed his belt with a light tug towards your bed. He smirked down at you as he let you guide him, turning as you walked before you shoved him down onto your bed with force.

Mattheo smiled and chuckled happily as he let his head fall back while you crawled over him slowly. It wasn’t often that Mattheo gave over control, but when he did he absolutely loved it. You let your lips slowly trail over every exposed section of his body before finally reaching his lips and straddling his waist as you kissed him deeply. His hands immediately found your hips, tugging you forward on his still hard dick, the friction pulling a desperate moan from the both of you.

You trailed your lips back down his neck as your body moved lower, unbuttoning his shirt slowly and kissing each newly exposed section until your lips met his v-line. “Don’t be a tease Princess,” he sighed as he positioned himself on his elbows to watch your actions.

As you unbuckled his belt and trailed your tongue across the exposed skin above it your door swung open making Mattheo flop back onto your bed with a desperate groan close to a whine. For a second he only stared up at the ceiling, breathing slowly as the three boys made themselves at home around your dorm.

“Y’know what I don’t fucking care anymore,” he sighed as he sat up to grip your waist, pushing the both of you off the bed and tugging you towards your bathroom, “if you don’t wanna give us any privacy than you can just listen to me fuck her if thats what you really want.”

He lightly shoved you forwards through the door of your bathroom before slamming it behind you, turning to mutter a locking charm before looking at you with angry, hungry eyes.

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🪷August 9th🪷

Since I'm actually and finally starting to keep it consistent I'M BACK

Actually the main reason I'm back in tracking my achievements on here is mostly 'cause I'm gonna be home alone for two weeks and the gym is closed for vacation. So I need consistency!

So here's a list of the things I'm working on

Beauty

🪷 Getting Healthier skin

🪷Face mask once a week

🪷Gua Sha often

🪷Daily Skincare

🪷Oral Hygiene

🪷Management of my body hair without stressing about it

🪷Stay Hydrated

🪷Haircare

🪷 Experiment with make up and hair

Workout

🪷 Daily 10K steps (even at home)

🪷 minimum 10 minutes workout everyday day

🪷 1h workout at least twice a week

🪷 Stretching daily

🪷 Resistance Band on thighs daily

Hobbies

🪷 Upcycling clothes

🪷Create my Pinterest pinned wardrobe

🪷Keep on learning Korean and Chinese

🪷Redo old fashion sketches in my new style for my portfolio

🪷Keep on working a little on music and lyrics

🪷 Slowly keeping on with anime and tv series

🪷 Keep on reading the 30 little volume on history (now in volume 2 : Ancient Greece)

Body Goals (TW)

🪷 Stay below 50 kg (UGW 45, now 50.5)

🪷 Reach 45 cm in thighs (now ±50)

🪷 Reach 21 cm in arms (now ±25)

🪷Reach 50 cm in waist (now 58)

Food (TW)

🪷Not counting kcal but don't overeat

🪷Coffe +Biscuits or just Coffee for Breakfast

🪷Since it's hot, only ice cream and/or pop corn out of meals

🪷 Portions control

🪷Drink lots of water or Zero sugar drinks

🪷If overeating workout a little before bed

Let's do that consistently until Uni starts again in October

astro notes: daily transits 7/11

Thursday, 7/11, the energies combine decisiveness with intuition, making it a day of balanced practicality and sensitivity. The Moon and Mars provide structure and drive, while Venus and Neptune enhance our emotional and intuitive capacities. This dynamic sets the stage for exploring love, creativity, and partnerships in new and meaningful ways.

Key Influences

Moon Trine Mars (5:51 a.m.): Decisive Planning: This aspect energizes us to plan and take decisive actions. The trine between the Virgo Moon and Mars in Taurus promotes practical and effective strategies to accomplish our tasks for the day.

Venus Trine Neptune (29°54' Cancer–Pisces): Intuitive Guidance: This trine encourages trusting our intuition and higher self. It fosters a sense of compassion, creativity, and sensitivity in our interactions and decisions, making it a good time for creative and spiritual pursuits.

Venus Enters Leo (9:18 a.m.): Dramatic Affection: As Venus moves into heart-centered Leo, there's an emphasis on expressing affection in more dramatic and generous ways. This transit, lasting from July 11 to August 4, highlights a desire for romance, creativity, and attention. However, it cautions against prioritizing romance over substance and seeking validation.

Virgo Moon Trine Uranus (11:20 a.m.): Calculated Risks: This aspect supports taking innovative and calculated risks. The progressive energy of Uranus in Taurus aligns with the discerning nature of the Virgo Moon, encouraging new approaches and unconventional solutions.

Moon Opposes Neptune (6:55 p.m.): Discomfort with Change: The opposition may bring some emotional discomfort or confusion, especially if we've stepped out of our comfort zone. It can create a sense of being ungrounded or uncertain.

Moon Ingress into Libra (7:06 p.m.): Focus on Partnerships: The Moon's shift into cooperative Libra redirects our focus towards harmony and balance in personal and business relationships. It encourages diplomacy and collaboration.

Moon Sextile Venus (8:14 p.m.) and Trine Pluto (9:24 p.m.): Transformational Insights: These aspects provide an opportunity to uncover insights into tomorrow’s Venus–Pluto opposition. They highlight themes of love, transformation, and deep emotional connections.

Integrating the Influences

Morning Planning: Decisive Actions: Use the early morning Moon-Mars trine to plan your day with precision. Focus on practical tasks and take decisive actions to ensure productivity.

Trust Intuition: Intuitive Guidance: Allow the Venus-Neptune trine to guide your emotional and creative endeavors. Trust your intuition and be open to compassionate and empathetic interactions.

Express Affection: Generous Love: With Venus entering Leo, explore new and dramatic ways to express affection. Be mindful of balancing romantic gestures with genuine emotional connections to avoid superficiality.

Midday Innovation: Calculated Risks: Take advantage of the Virgo Moon trine Uranus to try innovative approaches. Be open to new ideas and calculated risks that can lead to progressive outcomes.

Evening Reflection: Emotional Balance: Reflect on any discomfort or confusion that arises with the Moon-Neptune opposition. Seek grounding and balance as the Moon enters Libra, focusing on harmonious relationships.

Insightful Evening: Transformational Insights: Pay attention to the insights and themes that emerge during the Moon's sextile to Venus and trine to Pluto. These aspects can provide valuable clues about the transformational energies at play in your relationships and emotional life.

Practical Applications

Morning Routine: Plan Strategically: Begin your day with a clear plan of action. Use the decisive energy of the Moon-Mars trine to set realistic goals and accomplish tasks efficiently.

Creative and Intuitive Activities: Follow Intuition: Engage in creative or spiritual activities that allow you to tap into your intuition. Trust your inner guidance and be open to imaginative pursuits.

Romantic Gestures: Express Love: Find ways to express your affection generously and dramatically. Whether it's through words, actions, or gifts, let your love shine but keep it genuine.

Innovation at Work: Take Risks: Be open to new ideas and innovative solutions in your work or personal projects. The Virgo Moon trine Uranus supports taking calculated risks that can lead to positive changes.

Evening Reflection and Balance: Ground Yourself: Reflect on any emotional challenges or confusion from the day. Use the balanced energy of the Libra Moon to find harmony in your relationships.

Transformational Insights: Prepare for Change: Pay attention to the insights and emotional themes that emerge in the evening. They can provide valuable clues about upcoming transformations in your love life and personal growth.

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