31/05/2024

31/05/2024

summer night routine 2024

this one is made from request by @thisisneededfmr

08/04/24

happy late Easter!

🐣

here’s some signs of repressed anger because why not:

never feeling angry, but often feeling sad or depressed

overuse of sarcasm or cynicism

being uncomfortable with conflict or confrontation

feeling the need to control a lot of things

experiencing chronic muscle tension or headaches

having difficulty setting boundaries, expressing needs or saying no

shutting down, avoiding people or isolating yourself when upset

high levels of chronic stress or anxiety

feeling guilty, ashamed or bad when you are angry

17/06/2024

going to my cousins' summer house to celebrate midsummer in two days

there's a perfect lake and everything is so scenic, especially during the evenings when the sun is low

30/07/2024

If you have to sacrifice your voice ‘to keep the peace’ it’s no longer peaceful : You’re internalizing the chaos instead

-Zara Bas

17/04/24

saw swan lake at the ballet last night, was so gutted by the end of it 

DAMN it why didn’t my parents force me into ballet when I was three years old?????

24/06/2024

moving abroad diaries part 1

I'm moving to England by myself in two months. Two months - that's nothing. There'll be regular updates like this because I need to soothe my anxious mind and writing/planning things out usually helps a little

First, a short list of things I need to check/plan for/stay on top of:

visa application

living accommodation (ask about date so I know for when to book my flight)

flight booking

study info, (like schedule, course literature etc)

plan for what to pack, (fall/winter wardrobe)

sort out the renting-situation for my current apartment

start up a bank account in the UK (upon arriving)

get all my insurances

start up a phone subscription (upon arriving)

clean out the apartment I’m renting to a lovely couple