So Uh. Sorry For Inexplicably Disappearing For A Bit. It Will Happen Again.

so uh. sorry for inexplicably disappearing for a bit. it will happen again.

lots of words under the cut, proceed with caution.

yeah im not sure whats happening with me lol. im stressed out that's for sure, but i can't figure out if im going through a burnout, art block or if im just fighting against drawing what i wanna draw (hazbin hotel)

but enough about me and more about vox!! i have not watched the show yet, but ive seen a couple clips here and there so i have a general idea of what's going on/what everyone's personality is. and ive found myself drawn towards the manipulative tv man!! he's just so gender. like i dont even find him attractive or anything i just wanna be him. this of course means im going to be giving him many of my traits + traits that dont belong to me but i think would suit him. and im going to explain them all as simply as i can:

- i gave him a detachable shark tail. i hc him to have not-so great balance issues because his head is a heavy tv, he's gonna be a bit wobbly. the tail is also heavy, attaches at around mid-back and drags on the floor, helping him not tilt over and fall haha. also, i imagine hes clumsy in the way he moves around too fast and then bumps into things, so the heavy tail dragging on the floor helps slow him down so he doesnt crash into anything. oh, and its a shark tail because of vark and his other pet sharks

-yknow what, fuck you: *makes vox into a robot*. he's got a tv for a head, i dont think it would be too much of a stretch too say he's fully mechanical, including having wires for guts and such. of course, since hes basically a walking machine, he's gonna need maintenance - untagling his wires, replacing any broken/cracked bits, running through his code, etc. its like playing doctor, but on yourself.

-the thing he's got in his mouth is a charger!! in this case, a laptop charger, but he can use any type of charger too. i imagine that he can still consume human food, including caffeine, but it all has a weaker effect on him. sucking on a charger is his android equivalent of a human chugging a can of monster. he usually does this when working for long periods of time for energy.

-let my boy have circuit board veins like his sharks i beg. let him be a robot. dont be a coward /j /j

-if he has claws on his hands, hes gonna have claws on his feet. this isnt up for debate /hj

thats about it!! enjoy the more saturated version underneath :)

‼️SEMI-BRIGHT COLOURS BELOW ‼️ i recommend you proceed with some caution if your eyes are sensitive :]

thank you for the tag!! five things that make me happy, you say? hmmm...

1. my loved ones' laughter, especially if that laughter was caused by me. there's probably nothing in the world then hearing my friends be comfortable enough around me to openly laugh, because in my experience, i hate laughing around others i'm not comfortable with, so seeing other be comfortable with me and laughing makes me so, so happy.

2. drawing. as long as i can remember, i've always drawn atleast one thing a day. drawing is a safe space for me, a little land of my own that i can escape to and forget about everything else - my responsibilities, the passage of time... anything that isn't what i'm currently drawing will erase (pun intended) itself from my mind and i can have some temporary freedom from my thoughts.

3. my friends simply existing around me. honestly, my friends could replace my family and i wouldn't even complain. i really can't remember a time where i've thought of my family as more of a safe space than my friends, even if the friendship ended up not working out. my friends are my number 2 safe space, right below drawing. i get to be myself with them, no matter how weird or rude i've been told i am. shout out to my friends :)

4. my room. i've never really been able to decorate my room much due to how small and just generally un-decorable it is, but it's a place where i don't have to worry about judgement. it's mine, and what i say goes. you go into my room, you obey my rules, and my number 1 rule is that no one but my immediate family and friends can go in here. i can't get hurt here, and it's where most of the stuff that brings me comfort is: my stuffies, my phone/drawing tablet, my bed, my art supplies, random knick-knacks, etc.

5. my pets, a.k.a my budgie 'preener' and my dog 'cash'. i've known my dog since i was about a year old, i've spent my whole life with him. i've watched him grow from a young, lively puppy that i could never keep up with, to an old, sick dog that i have to go far slower than i'm used to just so he isn't left behind on walks. sometimes, it makes me sad, because i know he's going to die soon, but, atleast he spent his whole life with a family that loved him. gave him food he liked and love, always gave him an excessive amount of pets, washed and trimmed him when needed, gave him dog beds... he grew up with two kids that adored him, that thought he was the best thing ever, that always petted him when they saw him. he knows we love him, and tha's enough for me. he's old, but he's still as happy as a puppy.

and my budgie... i don't know much about him, actually. we got him in 2022, i believe, and we got him from the streets. we don't know how old he is, if he's ill, but he seems happy with us. the longer we've had him, the more he trusts us - he's even started climbing onto our hands and letting us take him away from his perching spot! he's an asshole that's always pecking at us, yelling when he doesn't get our attention, and he's also an idiot (his full name is idiot preener for a reason after all), but he's my idiot and i love him. i hope i'll manage to get his full trust one day.

alright, that's enough emotion to last me a month. tag time!! (no pressure, of course): @flamingredanon @roman-goesdown-067 @3-opossums-in-a-ballgown @nonomikun @x-0h-m3-0h-my @arsonistman @is-that-a-cat777 @raia-theinkydiva23 @seashoreships @dexicze

"List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers (ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡" Thanks to @daydream-dryad-13, @dorianbrightmusic, and @0rchidrose for sending me this! I'll also be tagging rather than leaving in askboxes so I can better keep track of who I've sent it to.

When someone lets me know about something they think is interesting - this can be something as small as "hey look at this cool rock I found", or it can be someone explaining a topic they're interested in in considerable depth. i LOVE it when all you amazing people share interesting things with me!

People responding to stuff i've put out in the world - whether that's a "you ok?" after a vent, or a "ooh that reminds me of this!" after a blurble, or a "but hear me out, what if this" after an idea - you're telling me that a REAL PERSON not only LISTENED but JOINED IN??!? amazing.

I have recently discovered that there's a gluten-free French bakery about 15min walk from my house, and i am DELIGHTED. you're telling me there's this dude who heard we can't eat croissants, and not only did he go "damn that sucks" he went and STARTED AN ENTIRE BAKERY ABOUT IT??!? and there's sourdough?! which i haven't got to try yet cos it's only baked a few times a week and it sells fast and i'm busy but there are also ham and cheese croissants. which are ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS??!? granted, i am still suspiciously lacking in bagels specifically but I GET TO EAT CROISSANTS AGAIN AND THEY ARE DELICIOUS. this is a VERY good thing and i am VERY happy about it!

Bob Mintzer's piece Computer. The computer-y sections pop and bounce just like the inside of my brain and it's SO fun; and the opening chords never fail to bring a smile to my face. (It's now stuck in my head, which i'm looking forward to enjoying for the rest of the day!)

Silly bad jokes/puns. When someone gets me with the 'hi X, i'm name' or similar - like, fuck you (on principle) but I love it. and when i get someone in a similar way - it's just so good! another one that always amuses me is "where's my fucking [item]?" "over there next to your regular [item]" - you understand the style? yeah.

there are many other things that make me happy (singing, in general; for one) but those are 5 specific examples that came to mind! now, for the 10 people who've reblogged me most recently that haven't sent me this yet: @atimewillcomeforsinging @musicalyikes @chilly-moss @mac-attac @verycisdragon @amastelaire @astronomical-bagel @most-definitively-a-human @thefairfeline and 1 other who I can't seem to tag, so I'll leave it in their askbox instead! And anyone else that would like to join - what makes you happy, you amazing people?!

can't stop thinking about ink souls... i know they sont really exist in canon but imagine if everyone jn the cycle had a soul they could manifest. likethe souls of the missing children from FNaF. just think about it

had to use my boy buddy as an example of this. i imagine the souls would include an injury from a key event the person's ink form goes through in thecycle, as well as the first injury they obtained when they died. they'd barely have any features, they just be made of ink. they'd have some of their ink forms features. boris clones have dog noses or his ears, alice clones have halos or horns, non-mascot creatures like sammy, the lost ones or the searchershave whatever is special to their form (e.g. jack would have his hat, sammy would have his legs/ears, etc.) charley clones have a tuxedo. barley clones would have an eyepatch or the little hat. edgar clones would have his teeth or an extra set of arms. carley clones would have her hat or her little ear/hair swirls. please hear me out.

recently started rewatching carmen sandiego. decided to do some redesigns :)

also, my player redesign has appeared before, but i wanted to explain both of them for in depth haha

also NO. i forgot player's headphones how could i. please just imagine like charles calvin's headphones on him but with gold and dark blue accents instead of dark grey accents. i beg i can't believe i forgot them.

hi i just want everyone to know that i will never ever EVER be angry with anyone for not replying to my texts even though you’re visibly online and reblogging/posting. i understand that holding a conversation takes a lot more energy and effort than scrolling and posting and that’s 100% okay. take care of yourself first. the whole idea that you HAVE to reply to someone when you’re online is toxic and makes mentally ill people feel as though they are bad friends just because they can’t always reply within minutes. 

KEEP RESISTING!! KEEP FIGHTING!!! DON'T STOP UNTIL PALESTINE IS FREE! 📢📢📢📢