i'm done with living. wanna talk? I post a lot of my personal life, don’t take it too serious. Camila, she/her/hers/ bi/pan(i guess) learning french and german so dm me if you wanna help me please. in love with calum hood's slutty white choker
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God I hate feeling like this, it's like I am overwhelmed but haven't had the guts to do any of the things that I must do, but still even though I have the time and resources I just can't bring myself to do it, I'm just never motivated enough to do anything these days ugh, thought I was getting myself out of the hole but instead I am just digging deeper and deeper and now reaching the top seems impossible to do
(don't know if this could be called executive dysfunction but if it is please let me know)
I guess I just got too used to being excluded that it doesn't suprise me anymore
most of the times I just wish I could be dead, but right now I can't seem to find any reason to actively want to continue in this world
well, it's been almost a month and the obsession is still going on hard, even started watching street woman fighter 2 in Korean lmao, the commitment, someone please help me
holy fuck, I just wish I could understand my brain, just over here simping over a 28th year old Korean dancer who knows absolutely nothing about me but I am incapable of doing anything else other that watching every single choreography of hers ugh
I hate the random feeling of just wanting to cry without an actual reason, it just happens so out of the blue, it might be because I don't fully know how to process my emotions, but still, don't know how not to feel like this ugh
kinda sick and tired of being the but of the joke huh
not to be dramatic at all, but kinda feeling your hate across the last couple of days
holy fuck, I just wish I could understand my brain, just over here simping over a 28th year old Korean dancer who knows absolutely nothing about me but I am incapable of doing anything else other that watching every single choreography of hers ugh
well thank god I can't say all the things that go through my mind because, oh boy
usualmente mi familia me cae bien, pero dios, hoy no los soporto
last night I had a dream where I kind of kissed this girl I know since middle school who is so gorgeous but I don't think she'll ever look at me in that way and ugh, I just can't stop thinking about her, but I don't know if she's single or taken, plus she posted an insta story with this song and it just has been on my mind ever since
sometimes it takes just a little deep breath
I wish I could change things
never thought I would feel this left out again , fucking hate this shit dude, fucking sucks
“The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment you absolutely and utterly have to walk away.”
— Alyssia Harris