I Mean, Most Of My Kintypes Are Anything But Cute. Sure, Hyenas Can Be Cute. The Cubs Certainly Are.

I mean, most of my kintypes are anything but cute. Sure, hyenas can be cute. The cubs certainly are. But a dragon, or at least the sort of dragon I see myself as, certainly isn’t cute. Foxes are cute. I won’t even try to deny that. Those other words don’t bother me much, but not all non-human creatures are “cute,” and not all of us like being called cute. But maybe that’s just me. I mean, I know that my identity is valid, even if I don’t always feel like it is. I don’t need reassurance from others telling me that it’s okay to be me. I get that it’s nice for some creatures to hear, but for me, it just kind of irritates me

are posts like "[insert]kins are valid/cool/great/cute/etc" actually make you feel better?

yes

sometimes

only if they mention my kintype specifically

i dont really care about them

no

they make me feel worse

theyre actually annoying

it depends

other/results

If I had money to give you, I wouldn’t hesitate, but all I can do is try to spread your message in the hopes of more people seeing it.

please, dont just scroll away hi! im delilah, im an autistic ptsd-ridden tgirl thats gone homeless twice in the past 3 months, and i very urgently need some help

im out of my spiro, and im nearly out of my estradiol, and i need to be able to pay this months rent. im still figuring out life, but with all the shit ive gone through, its difficult to do it without help.

ive been so stressed that ive been going days without eating at a time, and ive been struggling to find respite from that stress. im working on getting my second job, but with how shitty im feeling, its been hard to do it.

please, if you can, any help at all would be so, so greatly appreciated. im terrified of going homeless for the third time in a row, ive been sexually harassed, stolen from, threatened, and without a soft place to sleep for days at a time, and i dont want that happening again.

ive got a lot of things i want to do with my life, people i very desperately love, and im working on my first album ever, please allow me the freedom to continue.

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Me when my therapist doesn’t believe that it’s possible to be a system without having DID but she believes me when I talk about my past lives. Like, what? Excuse me?

Moth (the angry one, check my pinned post for more details there) was just SCREAMING that whole time I was having that conversation.

Like, no questions when I say I have specific memories of two distinct past lives, either. Totally believes me on that.

She thinks that Ilerei is a personification of my compassion and Moth is a personification of my anger. If that’s the case, why would I give it the name Moth? Like, sorry, buddy, but that’s not even that cool of a name. They’re not original characters I just made up. I mean, I’m not sure if I made Ilerei, but she’s become a part of me. And after like two years of being in denial I’ve accepted the fact that I’m part of a system. And my fucking therapist just goes “uhh, nope, you’re wrong.”

So, umm, yeah. I’m really just venting and trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do about this.

Dragon eye thing I found at the craft store. I get shifts where it feels like my eyes look like this, so I simply had to buy it. Still not totally sure what exactly I am, and starting to think I’m some kind of shapeshifter, but I know that there’s something about yellow eyes with vertical slit pupils that just feel right

QUICK PSA FOR THE DISABLED COMMUNITY

If you take any daily medication, do not eat grapefruit or activated charcoal unless you know for a fact they won’t affect your medication.

Both Grapefruit and Activated Charcoal will cancel out medication.

‘Where would you ever eat activated charcoal?’ You may be asking

Well

Halloween eve is here y’all and if you want a black cocktail or cupcake, it was probably made black with activated charcoal! So please double check before consuming!!

Everything hurts and I’m angry all the time. Just grieving everything I could’ve been. I mean, I could’ve been something if I’d had a childhood. If my brain worked the way it’s supposed to. If I wasn’t sick. If I were just… normal.