Hi! Can You Write A Headcanon For Bucky Barnes Having A Girlfriend With A Chronic Illness And Anxiety,

Hi! Can you write a headcanon for Bucky Barnes having a girlfriend with a chronic illness and anxiety, please? It would help me a lot. Thanks and have a beautiful day!

Yaaaay, I love writing headcanons, it comes the easiest for me to do honestly. I tried to keep it as vague, since there hadn't been mentioned a specific illness, but I hope you still like it!

I think it's safe to say this man knows exactly what he's doing.

I think he's the "caring but not coddling" type of person.

Since you are somewhat his rock, something that keeps him stable during these times, where many things are still very new to him.

So of course he'll gladly help you with anything you need.

At first, he'll ask you to tell him as much about your illness as possible, because I think he'd have somewhat of a hard time coming up with questions on his own.

If he feels like he's still uneducated or if you have a hard time talking about it, he'll try to search up stuff on the internet but then discard the idea, since anyone can say literally anything on there and get in touch with a specialist instead.

He's really the best at supporting you throughout anything that comes with your illness.

Are you in pain? He makes sure that you'd taken your meds if you take any. If a massage is what you need, he's got you as well. Can you imagine how nice a massage by his metal arm would feel??? Oh man...

If you need to go to the hospital for some time or undergo a surgery, he'll be there for you as much as he can. When you wake up, he's there with some nice chocolates and your favourite trinket from home to make the stay easier for you.

If there's something special you need, be it treatment, meds or just anything to make daily tasks easier, he's ready to pull some strings, be it with Sam or even the Wakandans. Sure, it's kind of sad that not all people can do that, but I think it's alright to be selfish when it comes to your wellbeing and I'm sure Bucky does as well.

If anyone's being a dickhead to you because of your illness, maybe at work or anywhere else, do tell him, he's ready to...talk it out with them. No, no, you don't need to fret hun, he's just gonna give them a lesson, nice and calm, about how it's so easy to not treat people like shit because of something that is out of their control.

Honestly, I think Bucky has some sort of anxiety as well. He's been brainwashed for a very long time and the only thing he knew how to do was kill.

So I think that he definitely gets nervous around new people, at least in the beginning. He really doesn't want them to react the same as Tony did (not that he was mad at him for it).

He's very afraid of hurting someone, even if it doesn't show that much. He doesn't want to hurt people, but neither did he back then and yet he still did. Sure, he should is cured now, but deep deep down, he's not 100% sure still.

So that makes meeting new people stressful for him, which makes it awkward, which makes him anxious.

Another thing in which Bucky's anxiety shows is that at first, he's reluctant to sleep with you. Not like that you horndog, I mean in the same bed.

He's still plagued with nightmares as more and more memories come back to him, always new people he's hurt, killed or done wrong.

And well, he doesn't want to accidentally hurt you. And if you're chronically ill? Well, that doesn't assure him at all, let me tell you that. He'd hate himself if he was somehow the reason your condition worsened.

But we're here to talk about your anxiety. I just wanted to show that Bucky can relate to a level, but got carried away a bit, oops (what can I say, I love this man).

Again, he'd ask you to tell him about it, what makes you anxious and what helps you calm down. How should he help you when you get a panic attack? And so on, and so on.

If you're in public and the busy streets cause to hyperventilate, he's the best man for quick escapes. He'd quickly pull you into an alleyway, put his jacket on the ground for you and help you calm down.

If you need space, he's gonna sit against the opposite wall, if you need him to distract you, he'll talk about the most random stuff he comes up with, if you need help with some grounding excercises, he knows plenty of those, if you need some contact, he'll gladly pull you into his lap and pet your hair while whispering comforting words into your ear.

If you get anxious or uncomfortable anywhere at any time, you can 100% tell him. He even encourages it. He'll whisk you away, somewhere where you'll feel safer.

If your anxiety makes you unable to speak, you two have a gesture that you both agreed on for instances like these, maybe a few taps on his shoulder, a squeeze of his hand, something like that and he knows he needs to get you out of wherever you two are.

If you go to therapy because of your anxiety and don't like it, feel discouraged, Bucky is great at comforting you.

He himself isn't really that thrilled about his therapy, but that's mainly because it feels weird to him to open up to someone who listen's to him because it is their job to do so, he feels weird talking about his deepest feelings and fears with someone who he doesn't know anything about. And the fact that his therapy wasn't really his choice is not helping as well.

If you wanna change therapists, he's totally onboard with you. But he'll remind you that feeling like it's not working happens sometimes, and that you should not give up. You deserve to be happy and healthy.

I heard you did match upsss sooo can i have a Diabolik lovers match up?

So im a girl , im straight.Average height , black medium hair thats bleached brown on the bottom , a tiny bit of tan skin and big eyes , asian.

My mbti type is INTP , im introverted kinda apathetic , non emotional and lazy but i love to day dream , draw , use my computor.

I also have a liking towards romance which i day dream of romantic scenarios.

My style is pretty much a casual hoodie and jeans at times i wear a hair clip to pull up my bangs.

Im a pretty logical and a reasonable person but i can be affectionite towards my friends and be put going when you get to know me more.

I'm so sorry, I completely forgot about the other two asks you send after the first one, so I rewrote this. I match you with:

Shuu Sakamaki

You guys are both really chill.

I think at first Shuu would hang out with you without actually saying anything, because you're not annoying and loud. You don't have to talk to him, he probably wouldn't even want you to, you can just go about your activities like he isn't even there.

He isn't the talkative type anyway, so the fact that you're apathetic doesn't bother him in the slightest.

After some time he'd learn to enjoy your silent company.

He'd lay on your bed and listen to songs, pretending he's asleep, but secretly peek at what you're drawing or looking at at your computer.

If you wanna lay down and daydream a bit, he would silently pull you towards him and wrap his arms around you, telling himself it's just because you're warm and not because he likes you.

At some point, he'll demand that you show him what music do you listen to and depending on how close you two are at the time he won't criticise it that much.

I think he would be into platonic cuddling tbh. He's also really good at it.

Once you warm up to him, he'll gradually become more open as well, because he likes you and it's only fair to show you the same amount of care you show him.

Don't expect anything big from him though, he's also pretty lazy XD

He won't show affection much, when you're cuddling, he'd stroke your back at most.

The smug bastard would enjoy your shyness, the way you look down or burry your face in his chest instead of looking at him.

So when you get a kiss that isn't initiated by you, he's either jealous or it's one of the rare moments he feels sentimental and wants to show you he loves you.

In these moments he'll tell you he loves you, even though when you say it to him, normally he doesn't say it back.

If you get nervous in public and it's really bad, he'll hold your hand to try and reassure you as he accompanies you to do the thing you need to do.

hi~ hope you're having a great day! May I ask for a Dialovers match-up? Thank you.

I'm an italian INTP female with aquarius sun, capricorn moon and cancer rising. At first I'm pretty shy but after a while I become pretty talkative. I also have a lot of energy and I usually start dancing randomly for no reason. I'm also stubborn and I hate taking orders. So if someone orders me to do something I'd probably do the opposite. Also I don't get angry easily but when I do I simply ignore the person that I'm angry at.

I like having personal space and when someone I'm not confident with enters it I get anxious. I show my affection mostly insulting (not heavily) and also I hate saying thing like "I need you help" or "I'm sorry".

For the appearance: I'm a 1.61 m girl with shoulder length brown hair bleached white on the under hair (I hope it makes sense). I'm not slim and neither fat so I'm in the middle. I have some muscles because I used to dance as a sport.

Now I really like playing videogames and staying in my room all day and I hate studyng because I find it boring and/or useless. My favorite subject is English.

So again thank you and have a nice day! <3

I'm awesome, thank you for asking! I match you with:

Yuma Mukami

I'm sure I already said it, but I'm gonna say it again. Yuma is someone who likes talking to people, doesn't matter how you come off at first. Unless you tell him you don't want anything to do with him, you can bet your ass he'll try to start up a conversation.

However, he'd love to see you get comfortable around him. He'd listen to you ramble on and on with a smile. But don't expect him to not tease you if he catches you dancing somewhere, just saying...

Now we're getting to more problematic part of the story. I had to think for a hot minute about someone from the two families who wouldn't at least try to boss you around. Which basically rules out all the Sakamakis.

You gotta remember that these guys are vampires. The Sakamakis feel like humans are inferior and stupid species. Mukamis (and I mean all of them) have been hurt by people, a lot. When they were children none the less. So of course there are some issues. However, I feel like most of the Mukamis would be easier to manage with the bossing around.

Sure, Yuma might demand your help in the garden from time to time, but he's growing there vegetables and food for everyone, including you. So, to him, it seems fair that you lend a helping hand.

Next. Yuma admires your patience, that you don't get angry easily, but it's prone to happen sooner or later. It really hurts him when you shut him out, because he doesn't know what's going on. It just seems like you are dead set on that you are in the right, even when you might not be. So you two could go weeks without interacting with one another.

Communication is important. That goes for the shutting others out out of anger and the bossing around. It may be hard to see under his tough exterior that he's build up growing up, but he means well and cares a lot. Have a serious conversation with him and I'm sure you'll manage to find each other in the middle <3

Hello there! I hope you are fine. May I have a Black Butler matchup?

So uh I'm 17, INFP, a pisces and a pan. I have short, straight black hair with black-ish big eyes. I have an round face with chubby cheeks even though I'm a bit of the thin side.I have long eyelashes and wear glasses. So basically I have baby face and I don't show my age at all! As for my height I'm 1.70 cm.

For my personality, I'm that mom-friend that every friend group has. Need some painkillers? BAM! Need some pads? Do you need 1 or 50? You are hurt? Don't worry I have an aid kit. Your stomach or head hurts? Honey, don't you worry I have a various kind of herb teas with myself.

If someone needs a shoulder to cry on, that person is me. If somebody hurts my friends I go like "So you are saying that he/she/they broke your heart? Okay give me the names and addresses. Now."I would deal with them and then say "So do I need to break some more faces?" I'm not that violent but if they touch my family and friends.... May God help them.

But I'm actually very kind and smiley. I'm the kind of person who smiles at strangers, hold the door for them, talk with a waiter casually and smile at them as well. I never judge someone for their nationality, skin color, language, sexuality etc. And If I see someone bully another person for these reasons or another one, I stand against the bully and if needed I beat them.

I may seem like an cold and serious person at first meeting but over time I'm the biggest goofball and crackhead you can ever see! Sometimes I'm a bit sarcastic and tease my closest friends a lot- ofc I never offend them. I know what they are insecure about( if they are, WHICH isn't allowed on my watch.- and My friends always tell me that I kinda flirt with them but I never realize and When I actually try to flirt, I can't? But I also know how to be serious as well.

For the hobbies; I love watching anime, literature, myths, listening and observing people, comforting people or just listen their rantings, reading, listening music and singing.... I am not that good at gardening and stuff but sometimes I do this as well...

Thanks a lot in advance and I'm glad I found you blog!😍😘

Hi, I'm doing amazing, thanks for asking! I honestly wish every mom friend out there a very pleasant existence. Don't forget to take care of yourself, huns! I match you with:

Soma

This dude, omg. He'd declare his love for you the day you two meet.

Of course, at that time he isn't really in love with you (yet), but he definitely wants to spend more time with you.

And oh boy does he spend more time with you. As soon as he finds out where you live, he'd be at your doorstep every day, asking if you wanted to hang out.

If you'd say no, he'd give you the most convincing and iressistible puppy dog eyes that you've ever seen.

This man child is very clingy, but Agni holds him back to an extent, because everybody needs time for themselves.

Btw, Agni is your biggest shipper and fan, you have his infinite blessings from the start.

But as soon as you set some boundaries (and trust me when I say you gotta do it firmly, because he can be a bit thick, if you know what I mean), he'll become the cutest, most selfless boyfriend you've ever had.

Mans is enchanted by your kind and helping personality, but he'd rather if you both got pampered by Agni (who is honestly just really happy for you two so he doesn't mind) than you doing the work.

However, if you're insistent, he'll just sigh and later on brag to everyone (ehmehmCielehmehm) about how kind of a girlfriend he's got and how you're his entire life and he'd give up anything for you if he had to.

Have you ever forgotten to take care of yourself, since you're taking care of others all the time? Well, not anymore! Soma makes sure that if you're adamant on taking care of him and others, you will get taken care of as well!

That said, sometimes he gets jealous of Agni if you spend too much time with him, assuring that he's ok too or anything else. He'd pull you away to do something and act pouty around Agni and the poor khansama has no clue what he did wrong.

Soma plans days off for you two, be it so that you could just be lazy all day and stay in bed or have a picnic or go to a spa.

Sometimes he gets insecure about his personality, worrying that he's "too much" and overwhelming (usually after getting scolded by Ciel).

He'd love if you just cuddled him and reassured him that you won't leave him because he's too loud.

He's very handsy as well, kind of like Lizzy with Ciel, just not as forcefull. He won't yank you around, but he is the master of surprise hugs and suddenly picking you up off the ground.

He's not really a crackhead, but definitely a himbo. So your energies go very well together <3

Agni would tell the both of you stories and myths from India, sing you their songs and Soma would try to teach you some dances if you'd like. If you say yes, he's over the moon! He can't wait to dress you in their national robes, you'll look like a princess that you basically are now.

In return, you can share some myths from your country and get them both familiar with your culture in return.

Soma would just be such a great and fun boyfriend!

I can also see you with: I wanted to say Joker, because I feel like he's also very kind to those around him, but I don't have that good of a grasp on him yet, since I'm in the process of watching Book of circus. But definitely Grell Sutcliff - She loves to get pampered and taken care of. Would love it if you listened to her ramble. But she knows not to just take from someone. I feel like she'd love to spoil you almost as much as she loves to be spoiled. Like, this woman goes all out. Spa days and makeovers and shopping are a must. She'll give you her honest opinions on outfits that would look good on you and trust me, she has a keen eye ;) You just need to remind her sometimes to slow down or calm down a bit, she's very excited since there's finally somebody who gives her the love and attention she deserves <3

Im sending this to my followers and random users this is very important.Im copy and pasting this so i wont write much , so some men are planning to rape or sexually harass women on april 24 and now its a trend on tik tok and some what of the internet , please be safe and stay at home but if not make sure to keep a man with you or be safe.

That's so horrible, thanjs for letting me know. To anyone out there, please make sure to be safe! There are many safety tips all around the internet, so maybe check some out.

I have never seen a single episode of Mha in my life.

But this...

this has made me feel a certain way.

And I don't know if a good way or bad way.

I was honestly shaken.

And I'm gonna read it again XD

An Eye for an Eye // yandere poly EraserMic x Reader

a concept i teased a little while back and decided to make into a full story! I originally wanted to get this out on halloween, but you all see how that’s worked out :p

tags/warnings for angst, violence and physical fighting, kidnapping, abuse, manipulation, obsession, failed escape attempt, so on so forth im not even sure what all to tag at this point. this is honestly pretty long for me to be posting the whole thing on tumblr, so prepare for a long read, this bad boy sits at almost 8000 words!

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“Food’s good tonight. Did you try something new with the sauce?”

“Oh, you noticed, huh? Yeah, I thought I’d try somethin’ different, ya know? Switch it up!”

You could applaud these two for keeping their tones so casual, if the fact didn’t make you so disgusted, that is. It takes everything you have not to cringe when you happen to glance over to meet a pair of bright green eyes looking at you filled with adoration. “What do you think, babe? Thought I’d put some of yer favorite flavors in it! Ya like it?”

Another dinner, another forced bonding session. You just give Yamada a look of muted hatred, brows furrowed, eyes narrowed, not a sound leaving your mouth as you just look back down to your meal. A few more bites, just a few more bites, and you’d go back to your room, you tell yourself. God, even just sitting here with them was like some kind of fucked-up domestic torture. They didn’t deserve to hear you speak.

Hizashi doesn’t seem to take the hint, scooting his chair closer to yours from around the small circular dining table. “Aw, don’t be that way, sugar! I’m just tryna see whatcha like, since you’ve barely been eatin’ lately!”

You scowl, muttering under your breath. “Gee, I wonder why. Such a fucking mystery.”

Just like that, it’s quiet again, nothing but the occasional clink of silverware against the ceramic plates. The blonde pouts, unsure how to reply to your hostility, taking a moment to sip from his wine, shooting his partner a look from across the table while long slender fingers drum against the hard, wooden surface almost anxiously. Shouta finally clears his throat to break the silence.

“So,” The instructor begins while you’re mid-bite. “the next time you feel like playing locksmith, you should probably reconsider.”

There’s a noticeable tensing of your posture, and you have to clear your throat as your food seems to stick in your airway. “See, I was going to get something out of our lockbox the other day,” Scarlet liquid spins around in the wineglass as Aizawa swirls it casually. “and wouldn’t you know, someone thought it would be cute to try and get in it without the key, and wound up breaking the lock.” His dark eyes narrow at you. “So? Care to explain?”

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