Fuck All Romances Except The One Of The Dreamy Booknerd Lady, The Sarcastic Welsh And The Soft Violist

Fuck all romances except the one of the dreamy booknerd lady, the sarcastic welsh and the soft violist boy

Lately my home has been nothing but two arms holding me tight when I’m feeling tired, and maybe love is when you allow someone to change you without having to change who you are. your heart is a love letter drenched in the sea, and all I want to do is drown in your existence always.

The closest I get to me is you.

i'm starting to run out of fingers

to count the amount of times

you've made my heart flutter in its cage.

a gentle brush of shoulders

or an insult mixed in with smiles

when you grab my arm

to stop me from doing something stupid

or you shake my hand

and hold it for a second too long.

the sound of my name from your lips

carries with it more weight

than the two syllables ever held

and i can't help but want to know you

to travel the paths that led you here

to read the map which points

towards the mountains you've climbed

and the rivers you've swam across.

i want to know what you've left behind

and the secrets you're hiding

i want to know

if you prefer moonlight

to bright yellow sunshine.

dogs or cats? pink or blue?

an endless list of questions

i want more

and more

like a book whose pages are yet to be filled

and i'll wait for you to write down your stories

until we run out of paper and ink

To me you're the morning; you woke me up.

내겐 넌 아침이란 걸 you woke me up

-BTS, '"Her"

ghost of you

a lingering touch on my arm

a quick hug against your side.

gently, you interlace your fingers with mine

just as gently, you press a kiss to my temple.

your thumbs catch the tears on my cheek

and your arms hold me tight against your chest.

your sweet words bring a smile to my face

and your low voice brings an ache to my stomach.

i miss you

deeply, terribly, painfully.

i miss you, yet i don't even know you.

maybe one day i'll meet you

or someone like you,

and i can finally tell them the words

i so desperately wish to say to you.