S-o-meone - Ana - Tumblr Blog

I ate 261 calories today, I don't eat "too much" but I feel like I ate 2000 calories ｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡

How it feels to be on ed tumblr while listening to spotify:

and being on hour 12 of ur fast🤭

Masturbation, cvtt!ng, starving and crying. That's me !! :3

st4rve is so difficult when your mother is not a almond mom😭

When I was 6 I used to fantasised about cutting my fat with scissors, why is everyone so surprised now?

«Duo D!3ts»

i desperately need Tumblr friends to talk to

my biggest th!nspø is hachi / nana from the anime ‘nana’ like omg?????? “shes a cartoon character” i dont careeeee she is thigh gap body goalz

Real!! I'll be skinny but still ugly..

me bc becoming skinnier isnt gonna make my face any prettier

Like, I like women and I do it for myself

“men don’t like skin and bones” luckily for me idgaf what a man likes

me when i actually gain weight after eating more calories than i should

Reall, like, girl who are you to say that

i CANNOT take the ppl who post meanspo on here seriously lmaoo u guys just sound like rlly badly written super villains

heh, you lazy imbecile... you really think this is your moment of redemption, do you? after shoving your face with grease flavored pizzas..? hah, don't make me laugh... even nikocado avocado has more willpower than you, pulling himself from the trenches of the greasy-filled demons, but you... you just can't seem to get enough of it, can you? how pathetic... but by all means, continue. i enjoy watching you fail over, and over again >:)

(!TW!)

Having ed and sh is amazing, like, if I want to eat I just have to c¥t myself and it distracts me

i be like “i’m not gonna eat today” then i eat 🧍🏽‍♀️

to all the teenagers who think an 3d is a "lose w3ight fast" hack

to all the 13-14 year olds on here asking for tips on "starting out"

to all the moms thinking "this will just be for a bit to help lose the baby w3ight"

to all the 20 somethings falling into hyper r3stricted fad di3ts

please, im begging you, get out while you still can

having an 3d is not fun. it's not dainty or beautiful, its not a "lifestyle" or an aesthetic. we romanticize it on here bc its easier than acknowledging what we're going through. but it's hell. it's losing friends and relationships. it's CONSTANTLY thinking ab f00d, w3ight, what you can e4t and what you can't. it's never being able to genuinely enjoy your favorite f00ds bc the numbers jump out as soon as you try. it's constant guilt, either w yourself for e4ting or w your loved ones for not e4ting. it's constant lying. it's wanting recovery but also being terrified of it.

if i could snap my fingers and be "normal", to be able to "e4t intuitively", to be able to enjoy f00d again, i would do it in a heartbeat.

this is a lifelong disease that will never fully go away. you absolutely can recover, but the thoughts and urges will likely never fully leave. it probably sounds so hypocritical from an 4n4 blog, from someone who posts thinspø and tips. i am not here to judge; i will never try to force recovery on anyone, esp when i'm not even ready myself. but we are stuck in this hole w the ladder just a little too far to reach.

please do not join us.

Why is everything so high calorie

When I’m reading m€anspo but it’s low key corny and making me laugh

You know its bad when your goal is to not get your period this month

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

“Damn this is so high in c@lories” i say as I continue b¡nging

I’m my own fatspo, I know nobody wants my body, it’s disgusting

hey google, "low c@l recipes" does not mean "445 per serving"