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I know it's not great to weigh yourself everyday, but I NEED to know the number or else I'll lose my mind
Yet, I lose my mind anyways if I don't like the number.
learn from my mistake...eat a little something before driving
the brain fog WILL get you
wish I would lose weight as fast as I'm losing my hair
failed an exam for the first time today so now not only am I fat… I’m fat AND stupid
I was doing so well... I was under 300 calories and was on the treadmill for 90 minutes and burned 700 calories...and then my parent's insisted I come home for the weekend...
Why do they keep doing this to me and how do I prevent it?
the fact that i got to the point where i'm shaking in hot temperatures makes me happy
i love drinking 0 cal energy drinks right when i wake up. i like the burning feeling it gives on an empty stomach
im lowering my cals to below 1k i need to lose weight faster ughhh
seeing the scale go down makes me so happy
if u ever think ab food go look at urself in the mirror. works every time
only reason i wash dishes is to burn extra calories 🥰 other than that ts boring asl
been off this app for like 2 weeks holy shit 😭 but i'm not too far from 90 lbs now ‼️ currently at 101 but i'll try to stay active on here nbs 😭🙏🏻 ts is destroying me mentally but it's the only way i feel decent ab myself. i'm addicted w seeing how far i can take this before something serious happens to me
0 cal blue razz energy drink for dinner is superior. also restricted my cals even more today n yesterday cs i ate a salad at a salad place yesterday n an acai bowl today in the morning. i'm terrified they're lying ab the cals 😭 doing good tho cs at least everyone is starting to worry now which means it's paying off. also felt like i was ab to have a heart attack running on the treadmill nbs 💀 vision got so bad n my heart felt weird along w my breathing lmao
ate some chipotle and i can't fucking throw it up fml. i keep trying but NOTHING. this js means i'm skipping dinner n drinking 0 cal energy drink smh
Idk if anyone's interested but I found some low calorie snack packs for Halloween... Like the kind you get in trick or treat bags lol
They're at Walmart, like $6.98-9.98 for packs packs of like 12-30 depending on the item
I got ghost shaped veggie chips (70 Cals a bag)
Mini bags of goldfish (100 Cals)
Mini bags of pretzels (50 Cals)
And mini bags of black forest gooey center gummies (70 Cals)
From what I can tell they're about half a normal serving so if you cut servings in half anyway it could be a good addition to your safe foods
Plus you don't have to worry about measuring it out it'd already like the perfect little portion
Also found some packs of gummy bears that are 70 Cals for the whole little bag. Brand name is Lily's. No added sugars! They're kinda thicker than a regular gummy bear but the taste is fruity and good if you can get past the texture. Could be helpful if you're the kind of person who struggles with finishing bags of candy in one sitting like I tend to do...This way it's only 70 Cals not like 350.
Update: lunch. 🍽️ ⊹ ᨘ໑.
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TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.
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I skipped breakfast and did some cardio, I felt very lightheaded and dizzy so, I haven’t done much: Some stairs and a lot of walking. I’ve burnt 330 calories in total. I feel nauseous after eating so much, even if I ate very slowly.
LUNCH~ 220-255°calories
-two pieces of cottage cheese, not measured but not more than four bites. Very good.
-cherry tomatoes
-one rice cake (extra low calorie version)
water drank until now: 1.5 L
🩰 ּ ﹗ ˖ ་ 💭 !! I tried calculating them accurately but, I’m still pretty much training my eye at the moment. The food description wasn’t so clear, especially the cheese since it was very fresh and organic. The only thing with a clear description was the rice cake, 35 calories each.
༘ ྀ Update + struggles༣
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TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.
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VENT! ⋆ ࣪. . ` YOU DON’T HAVE TO READ!: My mom is forcing me to eat. They are eating pasta with tomato sauce and tuna, (popular pasta in Italy, I am living in Italy). I just cannot. I had a strong panic attack and now I’m struggling not to cry (I’m very sensitive when it comes to food, rehab made me hate food even more). I asked her if I could take it slowly and have just some tuna and a rice cake.
TW: I will have to pûk€ everything. I hate eating and then doing that. I prefer not eating at all. I feel so unlady like when I force myself to puke. ʚ(T T)ɞ I am so motivated nothing can stand in my way anyway, no matter the situation. If I have to do it, I will.
BRIGHT SIDE › ◟⊹ ˚˖
- for the sake of my optimism and motivation I will add a good side. I’ve worked out after lunch, burning 500 calories at least. woohoo 🥳 (trying not to have another meltdown LMAO).
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(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) edit from the foture: Tried pǔking everything but I couldn’t. Just a little 🗣️🗣️
Good morning!
TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.
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My parents are away! They will be away all day. YEPPIII, I can be hungry in peace now. Last night I felt so nauseous and empty…. Does anyone know any ways to prevent that? It’s my only problem.
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I have a love hate relationship with my arms and hands. I never feel like they are skinny enough. I had waaay better hands before “recovering” at the start of the year. (•᷄ࡇ•᷅)
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