I Just Have A Random Thought...What If There's A Background Or Side Character In 19 Days Who Envy But

I just have a random thought... What if there's a background or side character in 19 days who envy but supports their friendship and closeness for each other and kind of wishes he could be with them as well or have friends like that but quickly shrugs it off and just leaves them alone and silently supports them in the sidelines even though it hurts?

Idk, but seeing them together makes me wish to experience that as well when I already found the right friends, but being far away from home is the problem and the pandemic. Although I'm still happy for them and squeal like a seal when they have soft moments,. /v\

Warmth

Toji x Mamaguro TW!/DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT!: DROWNING/SUICIDE ~~~~~~

12:31 AM

Toji was finished with one of his missions and is now staring blankly at the endless sea that’s waving harshly as if it’s mad and his feet touching the cold, bare sand. He always wishes the sand would always be warm, just like before, which is always futile, but it would elicit warmth when the salty water touches slightly to his toes, reminding him of his wife, who always had a warm smile etched in her face. Then, his mind began to play with the memories they had without his permission. The moonlight shone down at them, where a woman was playing in the salty water and a man was standing on the shore as he watched his wife fondly, their feet feeling the warmth of the water and sand.

“Toji, come on! The water is warm!" She exclaimed, looking at the man who stayed on the shore as she smiled brightly while she splashed the salty water with her pants rolled up to her knees. Toji sighed and reluctantly joined her in the sea, as he couldn't really have the desire to refuse his wife, not forgetting to roll up his pants as well.

He gently held her hand as he finally reached her. A fond smile reached his face as he continued watching his happy wife giddily splash the water, listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore, and the warm laugh of his wife echoed in the deserted sea with a pleasant smile.

Toji numbly took a step on the water, as if his consciousness suddenly turned off. Not bothering to roll up his pants as they got soaked in the water and reached up to his ankles as he continued going forward, his memories kept playing. She playfully splashed some water on the man who’s staring into space before flinching as he felt the water hitting him, which caused him to go wet. The man scowled like a cat as he looked at his wife with a disapproving expression as the water dripped down on the tip of his hair and his shirt made out big, wet patches everywhere, which made the female laugh loudly but yelled in shock as the water splashed back in her, courtesy of the black-haired male who’s grinning in victory and mischief. “Payback.” He said, smirking at the female, who huffed with a pout.

The water was now on his waist as he kept going; he doesn’t care anymore whether he drowns or not. He just wants her back. His mind still whirred their memories, flashing every second.

Their banters.

Their fights.

Her death.

“Take care of Megumi, okay?”

She whispered, gently caressing the male’s face while smiling softly despite the death nearing her. He doesn’t understand why she kept smiling; he wanted to yell out his frustration to the gods and kill them for doing this to her.

“I love you.” “...” He finally submerged under the water, letting the warmth touch him as his body slowly went down to the bottom of the sea as he exhaled his last breath, a small smile plastered into his face at his final moment.

“I’m finally with you.”

_____________________________ I FINALLY POSTED GUYSS AHSAUJAJDBA

I KNOW I SAID TO POST MY DRAFTS BUT THIS WAS A DRAFT BEFORE AND JUST DECIDED TO CONTINUE IT EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I PLANNED THIS BEFORE TO POST AND FINISH FOR HIS BIRTHDAY BUT I FAILED BUT YEAH I FINALLY POSTED THIS! I HAVE ANOTHER DRAFTS TO POST SO BE READY TO ENJOY THEM AND I MIGHT CONTINUE TO FINISH THEM SOON. ALRIGHT, I'M OUT AND BYEEE!!

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I MIGHT ALSO DO SOME MASTERLIST AND OTHER LISTS TO REDO AGAIN - > -

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Masterlist!

"Satoru, do you want anything?" "Kikufuku!" "Alright~" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Satoru, get off.." "Noooo." kept hugging him "Satoru, let me finish the report!" "Noooo~" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Suguru, did you lose the bet?" "...." "You did, right?! AHAHAHAHAHA." "Shut up! 💢" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Satoru, I'm going out for a mission." "Alright, buy me kikufuku when you're done, specifically the cream one and don't die out there and get back home safe!" "Heh, Got it~" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "....." "Suguru....don't leave.." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Yo, Satoru..." "Suguru..." "We'll meet again, right?" "We will...so don't cry....well then, see you later...Satoru.." Smiles "......" "......" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Satoruu~~!!" 'You're not him..." "You're right, I'm not him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"...Satoru, Welcome home." "Suguru, I'm home...finally home."

From there, Satoru is finally together with his beloved, his home.

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Anyone wants to request 19 days to me? I will gladly write one or two for the boys or the boys with my oc. ^^

cuz I'm bored, idk. kekekekeke

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If 19 days ever became an anime in the future, I would definitely cry when we would finally hear their voices. And I know that I'd cry, cause I just did ☝😚... 🥲