Warmth

Warmth

Toji x Mamaguro TW!/DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT!: DROWNING/SUICIDE ~~~~~~

12:31 AM

Toji was finished with one of his missions and is now staring blankly at the endless sea that’s waving harshly as if it’s mad and his feet touching the cold, bare sand. He always wishes the sand would always be warm, just like before, which is always futile, but it would elicit warmth when the salty water touches slightly to his toes, reminding him of his wife, who always had a warm smile etched in her face. Then, his mind began to play with the memories they had without his permission. The moonlight shone down at them, where a woman was playing in the salty water and a man was standing on the shore as he watched his wife fondly, their feet feeling the warmth of the water and sand.

“Toji, come on! The water is warm!" She exclaimed, looking at the man who stayed on the shore as she smiled brightly while she splashed the salty water with her pants rolled up to her knees. Toji sighed and reluctantly joined her in the sea, as he couldn't really have the desire to refuse his wife, not forgetting to roll up his pants as well.

He gently held her hand as he finally reached her. A fond smile reached his face as he continued watching his happy wife giddily splash the water, listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore, and the warm laugh of his wife echoed in the deserted sea with a pleasant smile.

Toji numbly took a step on the water, as if his consciousness suddenly turned off. Not bothering to roll up his pants as they got soaked in the water and reached up to his ankles as he continued going forward, his memories kept playing. She playfully splashed some water on the man who’s staring into space before flinching as he felt the water hitting him, which caused him to go wet. The man scowled like a cat as he looked at his wife with a disapproving expression as the water dripped down on the tip of his hair and his shirt made out big, wet patches everywhere, which made the female laugh loudly but yelled in shock as the water splashed back in her, courtesy of the black-haired male who’s grinning in victory and mischief. “Payback.” He said, smirking at the female, who huffed with a pout.

The water was now on his waist as he kept going; he doesn’t care anymore whether he drowns or not. He just wants her back. His mind still whirred their memories, flashing every second.

Their banters.

Their fights.

Her death.

“Take care of Megumi, okay?”

She whispered, gently caressing the male’s face while smiling softly despite the death nearing her. He doesn’t understand why she kept smiling; he wanted to yell out his frustration to the gods and kill them for doing this to her.

“I love you.” “...” He finally submerged under the water, letting the warmth touch him as his body slowly went down to the bottom of the sea as he exhaled his last breath, a small smile plastered into his face at his final moment.

“I’m finally with you.”

_____________________________ I FINALLY POSTED GUYSS AHSAUJAJDBA

I KNOW I SAID TO POST MY DRAFTS BUT THIS WAS A DRAFT BEFORE AND JUST DECIDED TO CONTINUE IT EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I PLANNED THIS BEFORE TO POST AND FINISH FOR HIS BIRTHDAY BUT I FAILED BUT YEAH I FINALLY POSTED THIS! I HAVE ANOTHER DRAFTS TO POST SO BE READY TO ENJOY THEM AND I MIGHT CONTINUE TO FINISH THEM SOON. ALRIGHT, I'M OUT AND BYEEE!!

ALSO, LIKES AND REBLOGS ARE HIGHLY APPRECIATED! AS WELL AS CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM!

I MIGHT ALSO DO SOME MASTERLIST AND OTHER LISTS TO REDO AGAIN - > -

CHECK MY OTHER WORKS TOO EHEHE <33

Masterlist!

I need my non-existent man so much 😭 I didn't eat lunch and dinner at all. I'm too busy with my school works plus procrastinating at the same timee..uhuhuhuh I just need someone to tell me that's its time to eat and not skipping meal and focus with my work and take a rest for a bit but nooo, I'm aloneee 😭 need my man so much, for real..

I'm even questioning myself if I have an adhd or not 😃

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKK OLD XIAN POSTED

TIANSHAN UNDER THE BLOSSOM TREE IS SO DSNJS

BUT WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE TIAN WILL LEAVE SOON OR IDK

THE FORESHADOWING 🫢😨

What should I call Mamaguro??? I can't call her mamaguro forever in my pending stories 😭 help mee please 😭 AND GEGE WHEN WILL YOU ANNOUNCE MAMAGURO'S NAMEE?? DAWG IT'S UNFAIR THAT SHE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE A NAME IN THE FUSHIGURO FAMILY AND NO, FUSHIGURO DOESN'T COUNT AS A NAME CUZ IT'S A LAST NAME AND IN NEED OF THE FIRST NAME

He always supports his child

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**I use Picrew Name: Huang Xin Sexuality: Aromantic Age: 15 Height: 6'5 (195 cm) Nationality: Chinese