It Also Reminds Me Of How I Wore My Hair Down Everyday My Freshman Year Of High School So I Could Hide

It also reminds me of how I wore my hair down everyday my freshman year of high school so I could hide my face easily. I still feel the urge to hide my face over 10 years later when I feel like someone is looking at me.

A show made me cry because someone said “you don’t have to hide your face from me” and I didn’t realize how much I could use someone saying that to me

I hate how I am uncomfortable in literally any social situation. Why must I be awkward?

What do you mean they don’t take medicine just to function daily? What do you mean they just decided to do something on the spot and did it? What do you mean their body doesn’t change colors based on temperature and activity and such? Been taking medicine since I was a baby and I really can’t understand that some people just don’t take medicine? And some people are anti medicine? Yes there’s always a risk but I wouldn’t be at a functioning level without it.

I always say if there’s a zombie apocalypse I would die as soon as I ran out of medicine because I wouldn’t be able to run for long if at all, or I’d be throwing up and having tummy problems constantly, I would have to sit down so I don’t pass out, and more.

I don’t so much forget that I’m disabled so much as I…forget that other people aren’t.

Like, I can’t forget how tired I am or how much I’m hurting or how many things I wish I could do that I just can’t right now. Those things are actively happening to me, I’m thinking about them all the time.

It’s more like…what do you MEAN they got their entire to-do list done in one day? What do you mean they had the time and energy left over to do a couple of other things, too? What do you mean, they were sore yesterday from doing something physical, but that they’ve pretty much recovered by today, and tomorrow they won’t even feel it?

Watching BTS to try and avoid a complete emotional breakdown

My re-goop when my brain finally fully developed my frontal cortex at 26ish was the best so far (27 now). Things just click a lot easier now

thank fucking god I'm not 14 anymore

“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”

— Kate Jacobs // Comfort Food