silossylas

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Silossylas - Kinda Done Ngl

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silossylas

5 years ago

So hi, I don't know who I am any more

Okay to preface this, I have always been so sure of myself, of who I am, of the plans I wanted to follow. But recently I've noticed that I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. I'm a senior in highschool with mo real life experience who has depersonalization episodes the moment I'm in confrontation. I'm also a gay D&D nerd in the south who has no clue what he's doing.

The thing is, I've always questioned my ability to survive, to get past senior year, if I truly had a future and the truth is I was always in denial of the fact I might have one. Like I made all the plans for after highschool but I always assumed in the back of my head I'd just be another statistic, a dead boy on the side of the road or just dead and now that I have actually gone to therapy I'm not comptemplating my death anymore. But I still dont think I have a future.

Maybe it's me just being afraid to move forward in my life. My therapist does say I dont handle change that well, but I just can't figure out who the guy in the reflection is anymore. I know I'm posting something rather depressing and weird that's also not well put together either but that's because its 1:47 AM and I refuse to sleep, I have to plan a Halloween oneshot for later today.

This has been me talking to the ethereal place known as the internet, thanks for reading my short rambles, I hope there's hope, love Children of Cthulhu (Aka Trey)

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tired late night ramblings senior senior year senioritis hope TED talk mental health no sleep lgbtq Idk what im doing with these tags do i just put whatever here like do i just put every word i said love yourselves love yourself

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silossylas

5 years ago

What weird gay sex positions, but I've never complained about that.....

Illustrations From The Mighty Marvel Comics Strength And Fitness Book (1976).

Illustrations from The Mighty Marvel Comics Strength and Fitness Book (1976).

Ghost Rider…

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silossylas

6 years ago

Yo kid, want some blasphemy, we got tyrant God.

Yeah sex is cool i guess (if you’re into that sort of thing) but have you ever tried blasphemy or moderate-to-severe heresy against the tyrant that calls himself “God”?

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silossylas

5 years ago

Watching that ass move and seeing bats smile would 10 out of 10 made the game better,