So Hi, I Don't Know Who I Am Any More

So hi, I don't know who I am any more

Okay to preface this, I have always been so sure of myself, of who I am, of the plans I wanted to follow. But recently I've noticed that I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. I'm a senior in highschool with mo real life experience who has depersonalization episodes the moment I'm in confrontation. I'm also a gay D&D nerd in the south who has no clue what he's doing.

The thing is, I've always questioned my ability to survive, to get past senior year, if I truly had a future and the truth is I was always in denial of the fact I might have one. Like I made all the plans for after highschool but I always assumed in the back of my head I'd just be another statistic, a dead boy on the side of the road or just dead and now that I have actually gone to therapy I'm not comptemplating my death anymore. But I still dont think I have a future.

Maybe it's me just being afraid to move forward in my life. My therapist does say I dont handle change that well, but I just can't figure out who the guy in the reflection is anymore. I know I'm posting something rather depressing and weird that's also not well put together either but that's because its 1:47 AM and I refuse to sleep, I have to plan a Halloween oneshot for later today.

This has been me talking to the ethereal place known as the internet, thanks for reading my short rambles, I hope there's hope, love Children of Cthulhu (Aka Trey)

Lol I wish my sibling were this cool

times are tough. have this blessed short film from xmas of my sister and brother figuring out they can macarena to cascada’s “everytime we touch”

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

Yup

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

Lol if DC wanted to be successful they should just make a movie about these four

I'd very much like to punch a feminist.

I’d never, ever hurt a lady but I’d be happy to punch a feminist. It’d bring me great joy.

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