New Pre-stream Archive In Which I Talk About Why I Streamed Anyway, Even Though I Was Having A Rough

new pre-stream archive – in which i talk about why i streamed anyway, even though i was having a rough one: when you practice at your worst, you get better at your best. i really need to immortalize that as a blog post sometime...

okay so new development, this adhd med is allowing me to actually do things with less executive dysfunction... get out of my head more... be more spontaneous!

which also means i've started just like. talking way more and spouting at people randomly lmfao

i've literally never had this happen before – i was the complete opposite as a kid – so please bear with me as i re-learn how to talk, what qualifies as being too forward or talking too much, and how to give other people space lmao. thank you 💖

i was gonna finish ppt2 on stream this afternoon but i've got a lot on my plate and need the break x_x

i'll try to sneak it in this week, because i'd REALLY like to start Phantom Hourglass next week on Oct 1st. we'll see if we can finish up ppt2 in time for my arbitrary goal!

reminder – phantom hourglass begins in 24 hours as of this post! i've been looking forward to revisiting this game for a long time, and i hope you're looking forward to it too 💖

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BIG STREAM ANNOUNCEMENT: next up on the streaming docket is The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass, starting Sunday, October 1st at 3PM Central and continuing every Sunday thereafter!

i remember LOVING this game as a kid, but the internet has a much more... polarized outlook on its controls and dungeons. so we'll sail the open seas once more, with intent to answer an important question: is it still as good as i remember, or have i lost patience for the game's unique structure?

at about 20 hours, this is the longest game i've ever comitted to streaming... so i'm more than a little intimidated! i expect it'll be about two months of consistent Sunday streams before we're through. come hang out and we'll explore it together 💖

BIG STREAM ANNOUNCEMENT: next up on the streaming docket is The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass, starting Sunday, October 1st at 3PM Central and continuing every Sunday thereafter!

i remember LOVING this game as a kid, but the internet has a much more... polarized outlook on its controls and dungeons. so we'll sail the open seas once more, with intent to answer an important question: is it still as good as i remember, or have i lost patience for the game's unique structure?

at about 20 hours, this is the longest game i've ever comitted to streaming... so i'm more than a little intimidated! i expect it'll be about two months of consistent Sunday streams before we're through. come hang out and we'll explore it together 💖

after a year and a half of putting it off, and over ten years since the last time it was tested...

🎉🎉🎉 I FINALLY GOT MY BLOOD WORK DONE 🎉🎉🎉

the last time i had blood work, it hurt like HELL! it was so bad that i've had flashbacks every time i think about needles.

this time... it didn't hurt. at all! it was mildly uncomfortable at worst. i am SHOCKED that it was that easy!!

this is a massive step for my health for many reasons – i'm excited to see what comes of these lab results, of course, but also... i can breathe easier knowing that blood work isn't all that scary after all, and finally get other tests done that i have been in desperate need of. maybe even vaccines!

perhaps most importantly: this fear was my last barrier to getting HRT. i need it done through a doctor for health reasons, but the repeated blood work necessary for that was too high of a price to pay. if they're all as smooth as today's was, though... i might finally be able to handle it.

so yeah!! big things all around!!! i am very excited for the future of my health.