He's Old But Gold.

He's old but gold.

ok i don't want the "rival girl" to win so maybe on monday i'll gather my courage and hug R. pff In fact, I'll definitely hug him and I don't care how he reacts... OKAY?? OKAY! no one can defeat me.

i miss him and i want him.

Today I think I maxed out Valentine's Day as much as I could.🥺

My gift to my teacher today was to wear a pretty "eye-catching" outfit. One of R's favorite colors is green, and I have a green top that I wore with a large cardigan and matching skirt. I was a little bold when I unbuttoned my cardigan, but let him think of me all day, even if he spends the evening with someone else. (SORRY NOT SORRY SIR)

(I would like to note that I think my plan succeeded and he liked it) OR NOT IDK *delulu* 😭 <3

I did it girls! I finally hugged him!!!🤗🥺🥺

As I write this to you, my heart is still pounding and I have butterflies in my stomach thinking back on it all. AHHH

In the morning, I got ready so excitedly, I woke up even earlier to be beautiful, bc I hadn't seen him in a while and I wanted to make it memorable. (u know hihi)

I knew that he was already at school early, so I hurried to catch him in the corridor in the morning. I was so excited, I acted like a love-struck teenage girl in a romantic movie. Although I didn't find him right away unfortunately, but during one of the breaks I finally saw R in the corridor, then I excitedly looked at my bestie, who knew my plan, that I wanted to hug R, and immediately told me "don't run away now, go hug him, girl" she said laughing and she didn't even have to ask twice.

I didn't care about anything, I didn't care what anyone would think and I didn't care what R would react either, when he saw me he waved at me with a big smile and I ran towards him with a grin and then when he saw that I didn't really want to slow down he stopped a little and that's when it happened that boom I hugged him. Girls, you can't believe how good it felt to hug him and smell him again. Then he stepped back a little, I think because of my momentum, so that we wouldn't fall backwards. lol

Then I felt him lovingly hug me back and greeted me like this: "Ohh Hey dear!"- he told me laughing and caressed my head. But I wouldn't put him in an uncomfortable situation, I quickly let him go but when I looked up at him he was so close and ahh I almost died.😭 and and listen girls....

"Didn't you just miss me huh?"- he said jokingly and pinched my cheek and I just confusedly told him "yes and?" then I pushed his hand away. He just laughed at that and then rolled his eyes at me and told me to "go study now, the vacation was enough, we'll talk later." and with that he left, and Im just like: *blushing* *giggle* *blushing* *die* 😭😭😭😭

Anyway, that's my little story, I was so happy that I did it. I REALLY LOVE THIS MAN <333 AHHH 💘💘💘💘

my fav spot: his lap

How do I politely ask him to grab my neck, push me against the wall and eat me up?