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I'm a good student. When can I kneel down in front of you?

How can I calm down? Maybe if I sit on his lap? hmm and we make out for hours?? hmm

WARNING! DRAMA! DRAMA! GIRLS😤

I'm so fucking a naive girl, hoped so much that I would have a PEACEFUL semester. BUT NO...

Guess who showed up for R's other class AND!?! Guess who did R pair me up with for a joint project? WELL OF COURSE WITH THE RIVAL GIRL.

THANK YOU SIR THANKS!!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!😭

What if we dress up as husband and wife on Halloween and stay that way forever? Just thinking

When he calls me Bambi im wet...i mean im happy..and wet

Dear diary - I love him.

R's birthday was this month. Yes, I didn't write about it, honestly because I didn't know what to do. I didn't buy him anything, I couldn't think of anything. I feel a little guilty for not being able to express my gratitude and love to him somehow. >< I've made it a point to try to approach him carefully this semester so there aren't any problems. Am I doing it right? I don't know. Will this be progress? I don't know. However, I didn't leave him without a word, I went up to him at school and said with a big smile, "Happy Birthday!" And he just looked down at me with a cute smile, then caressed my face and said "Thank you dear". He actually gave me a present that day, not me. He caressed my face and my heart was not beating properly.

I hope he thinks of me when he looks at his dick :)

I NEED MY TEACHER!! GOD PLS I'M NOT ASKING TOO MUCH

my two moods

Older men's hands are the perfect jewelry on girls' necks.

I want to get closer to him, flirt with him more, push his boundaries.

Dear my diary - Summary post. HI GIRLS!!! <3

The opening of the year is over and the new semester begins! The Tc community is back again!💋 Hell yeahhh I can't wait to read everyone's blogs, and I can also write my nonsense to you, since this is my diary, so I try to write things out of myself better.

There will be drama for sure girls!!😵 What do I have to face this semester?? Hmm.. Well, looking at the new students, there are a lot of beautiful girls…(well, all girls are beautiful to me) lol Some of them look like very girly tumblr girls, so khm: if anyone follows me, I'll let you know that the "literature and art" teacher is booked! OKAY??😭 I hope no one wants to start a fight with me!! (pls nooo)

There are also pretty boys, but since none of them are crisp 30-40-50 ahem..sooo not really interested. (sorry guys oops)

Next: There is a new teacher. (female OF COURSE) I hope she has a partner because I'll go crazy if she is single.🙂 She will be my biggest enemy if she doesn't behave, and it would be unpleasant because I'll have a mandatory class with her. T-T I'm trying to stay positive!!

I want to do many things differently. Learning from my mistakes not only about R, but about everything. I will have double class with R, which Im very happy about, and it seems that I have many more practical hours, which means that I will be in school more. I hope to see more of R. Also, I took up a subject that he teaches, Idk exactly what it means based on the name, but I'll be curious. So one more hour when I can see him!! Yippie :3

I hope that I'll do better at school this semester and that I'll make many memories with R. Soah gives the best!! Love yaaa girls

UPDATEEE!!! Sorry for the late update🥺💕

Well, girls, before I got this message from R, we didn't talk for a few days. Yeah yeah ofc, we also have summer vacation at the university, and i try to live my irl life etc. (that's why I'm not always active and I'm really sorry, I miss you girls <333 *mwah*)

Back to the topic: I was with my friends all that day, we were at the nearby large lake, sunbathing and swimming. Then we walked back to the city in the afternoon-evening.(?)

I was wearing an oversized white shirt + bikini, my hair was braided and we were having a good laugh about one of my friends when my phone suddenly vibrated in the back pocket of my shorts.

And when I saw that "R." sent a message, my face froze as if all the emotions I had suppressed during the summer had hit my face.😵‍💫😩

It turned out that he drove past us just as we were laughing on the sidewalk. (lol I didn't even notice it was his car😭 i mean bc there are a lot of cars on the streets so I didn't pay attention to that ahhh)

So yeah that was a little update. BUT!!!! We started talking more again...and he calls me Bambi.😭🫣

Fuck. He slowly killing me again.

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫

I know girls that summer break is hard without our favorite teacher…

but try to stay positive and use this time to be the best you can be, so that when he/she sees you again at school, he/she will only blink and turn around after you with jaw dropped. Okay?

Go my girlies and glow up this summer!!!💗

I'm sorry that I don't bore you more often with my posts, I'm just a typical girl who dies because of the heat and got sunburned twenty times just so she can see her older man as often as possible, who probably sees her more as her little sister than as an adult woman and sometimes I suffer, but everything is fine girls yeah yeha salalaaa I hope you have a good summer too!

I love Tumblr it's like Pinterest and Twitter had a rot daughter

It's okay to feel sad or empty sometimes.

You’re human and you have a soul that needs rest.

What if he has a girlfriend someday? How could you handle it?🥺

I love him unconditionally.

Which means if he find happiness with someone else instead of with me, I will accept it. It's okay. Because I want him to be happy and loved. And yes, unfortunately, this can happen at any time and how will I handle it? Horrible at first. I'll cry, have throw tantrums, shout at myself. I'll feel that the world has ended and a piece of my heart has been taken, "my place" has been taken away. But then I can't do anything but accept and put up with it. If I see that he is happy and good for him with that woman, then this knowledge puts a little band-aid on my broken heart and I'll stay by his side as his friend and student.

Okay I'm crying now lol

When you start to have more feelings for an older man

Starts crushing on someone

Or lying on the beach on my teacher...hmmm this is also an option!

If I had to choose between lying on the beach this summer or lying on my teacher, it’s clear that the first option doesn’t exist.

Short story time hey-hey! <3

One day when I was with my dad's house, R came through. Meanwhile I studied for the exams in the kitchen. (Dad helped me by listening to me when I learned the exam tasks) and when I heard the front door open, I thought it was my dad, so I said out loud to him:

"Dad, will you help me please? I'd like to tell you about this exam assignment!"

Girls.. who would have thought that it was not my dad but R???😵😭 Then I didn't get an answer right away and I kept writing in my notebook bla bla bla and didn't even look up when this omg sentence burned into my brain:

"Of course I'll help you angel!"

I obviously noticed that it wasn't my dad's voice and I immediately raised my head and saw R jokingly smiling at me.😱 I honestly felt like my head was going to be red, not just because he was here, but mainly because he called me angel. Okay, I know he was joking and he was trying to imitate my dad, but damn this situation made my heart skip a beat...😳😳

btw R really wanted to help me study, but then my dad came and pulled him away from me lol *sad*

If I had to choose between lying on the beach this summer or lying on my teacher, it’s clear that the first option doesn’t exist.