Not A Temporary Fix

Not a temporary fix

Fluff/domestic

He didn't mean to pass through. He wasn't even going to. It was a very very busy day and stopping to look at his boyfriend pet a random cat through their window pane wasn't on his list of many things he had to do today. It was a deal they made to not talk or even come close to each other till they had not done their share of work, done with cleaning and shifting in at least one room but then this was also a once in a while opportunity to watch his boyfriend smile with cats like that.

Harry swiftly leaned against the door and watched Draco pet and play with the cat for the longest while to have this feeling surge through within to go to him and play, watch him closely but he was known to be no friend to cats. Cats simply tend not to like Harry and he was okay with it but right now watching Draco talk gibberish to the cat was perhaps one of the best things he had seen in a while. The way that his face lit up while playing with the cat, the way that his lips pouted, the way that he was running his hand smoothly over the cat's fur, the way that all his attention was so focused, the way that he made the cat seem much more friendlier, it made a warm feeling to gush through within Harry. It was there in that moment that he thought that maybe he could stand and watch Draco from the door forever, with his smile and his words, he could do it forever because this was a rare moment since Draco looked much more at peace that he had in a very long time and it made Harry happier than he could even comprehend.

He knew in that instant that no matter how their relationship started, whatever they have, it wasn't a temporary thing, not anymore because you don't dream of settling in with someone and having a cat together one day if you're not in it for the long run. Harry knew that whatever his heart felt for Draco was much more bigger, much more complex and much more tender than even he knew and he was okay with it because it was Draco Malfoy and of course they haven't had the best past, nor even the best relationship but if Harry had to fight flesh and bones for someone forever, it's gonna be Draco.

"You can join me, you know, instead of gawking and smiling at me from the door." Draco teased without looking up from the cat.

"No, you look pretty with the cat- oh- wait, i have an idea, stay there." And he quickly ran and grabbed his camera from one of those cardboard boxes and came back.

"Harry-"

"No, don't look up. Keep playing with the cat." And Draco did as he was told and Harry clicked that Polaroid.

"are you done, now?" Draco asked with a soft smile to mean he didn't say anything harshly and that he just wanted Harry to come and play with the cat as well.

"Not quite." But Harry went to him either way and this time the cat didn't run away, instead the cat liked Harry very much that they were afraid they'd never find the same kind of cat again who'd like Harry as much as Draco. So, they kept it, they kept the cat and they named her Allie.

But in all of that none of them realised that they had started a together forever without even knowing. The Polaroid on top of the stool besides the door said million more things than it intended on. It marked a together forever in that specific house, on that specific day, it made that house a home because even if it was only Draco in that picture, it was the love behind that Polaroid of Harry that made it their first picture together and frankly they didn't even know it. But suppose that's just some stories. And perhaps Allie was their fate. Perhaps she always had been.

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A sudden realisation that wasn't as scary before:

I'm no longer a school student and I'm responsible for all my actions including the good and the bad ones.

(I saw a bunch of school kids today and it hit me too hard that I'm no longer just a school going student. I'm very much a person who doesn't wear uniforms anymore.. and that is wild.)

i wish i could google search my own mind like "whats my favourite movie?" or like "who am i?"or "tell me about myself"

"Baby, you are the love of my life.."

Me and who?

Let’s not talk about 2020?

I know what I want, I wish to cease my existence....