" ' . . ' . ' ."

" ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵉ ˢᵃᵗⁱˢᶠʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵃ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ. ⁱ ᵗʳᵘˡʸ ᵇᵉˡⁱᵉᵛᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵃᵈ. ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ˢᵗᵒᵖ ᵈᵒⁱⁿᵍ ⁱᵗ. ᵒʳ ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ⁱ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ."

Della.

I've never liked you.

In which universe i can affirm i only liked you if i loved you with my soul?

People say you grow again, but i haven't seen your flowers blooming around in a while. It's torturing.

But they also say time order things. And you knew i loved the order, maybe if the stars wait enough i can fix myself first in order to preserve your legacy.

Do you mind praying for me to achieve it?

But, if someone asks, tell them I've loved you with my life. My universe was and is still yours forever.

Eating is new to me

Eating is so new to me in a way it is better to say that i don't like eating.

Barely, Della.

(because this doesn't need a signature to be an affirmation.)

ⁱ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ⁱ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ˢᵖᵃᶜᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ.

"Then is Fine" (old dialogue from long ago):

[On a summer night, two beings under the stars]

-Have you ever felt like the world is against you?

-I'm not sure what you exactly mean,

-But- [both at the same time]

-Hm..Hahaha! oh, please, continue!

-Oh, no, no I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to interrupt you!

Then both of them, with one hand covering their mouth, continued:

-Just let me hear what you were about to say, k?

That hidden smile was undeniable cute.

-Oh, alright, you win, but then you are in need to do the same.. what i wanted to say was that sometimes i DO feel the world is against myself, it happens every time things seem to be arranged to not allow me to see you, or hear you, or look at you, as if everything agreed to not allow me to get close.. Do you think it's weird?

-Weird? No at all. Actually, it's what i meant to say. That feeling of being completely lost without that one thing you seek for..

-...that one the world doesn't allow you to have.

This time, the sentence was completed with presumption.

Now, I am trying to understand why the world was against us.

Was it something wrong, even though you said it wasn't?

Was it a bad thing not to go with the flow for the first time?

Would it be bad to do it again?

Because I would die thousands of times just to hear you say it, once more to hear you saying:

-Yes, exactly, and i think it's right to fight for those things. Don't you think?

Della.

(Then that uncalled something was fine?)

Me too🌺