Okay I Dont Know If This Is A Universal Thing But I Think About Ties That Bind A LOT

okay i don’t know if this is a universal thing but i think about ties that bind a LOT

like the idea of having little plant sprouts painfully growing out of your skin and then ripping them off along with chunks of flesh is absolutely horrifying and disgusting but also somewhat satisfying

idk man that shit is hardcore though

have not yet been diagnosed (i’m getting tested in like 2 weeks) but i did start mdzs and if i didnt have depression before i definitely have it now

if i get diagnosed with depression i’m going to start reading mdzs (chances are high)

is not feeling like you’re allowed to write abt things you haven’t experienced a universal writer experience or is it just me

like if i haven’t personally done/felt what i’m writing them i feel like i don’t have the right to write it

so i was explaining to my friend that shen qingqiu self-detonated for luo binghe

and she said, and i quote, “i would self-detonate for 14 inches too”

sometimes i’m just sitting around doing whatever and my brain just.

six balls.

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