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You ever hear an Instrumental so good you just think "damn wasting all that on a Dualipa song"
anyone else ever have that moment where you’re staring at your fic for so long that you’re just like: yes, it’s time to release you into the wild now, lest i make 20+ more absolutely unnecessary edits over things that hold literally no value to the plot line
I’ve been making edits for a LONG while now, but never posted them on tumblr. i might start in the future. enjoy!
something interesting that i noticed about me is when im really really tired my eyes start rolling back into my head. is this normal or am i just a weirdo????
Please don't romanticize a healthy parent-child relationship bruh
Actually shitting myself rn
is not feeling like you’re allowed to write abt things you haven’t experienced a universal writer experience or is it just me
like if i haven’t personally done/felt what i’m writing them i feel like i don’t have the right to write it
ok ok, hear me out.
Girl gets fired from her job as a gymnastics coach (really relavent) and now works at a coffee shop. Theres a realllllly loaded guy. I’m talking famously loaded. he probably has back problems from carrying around that much mulah. anyways. She accidently spills coffee on this celeb (not realizing who he is) and Paparazzi gets a picture and it goes in the tabloids. celeb’s agent comes to her and proposes a business deal. she dates celeb guy for a few weeks, months whatever bc the media is in love with the idea of them and she’ll get paid a LOT of money. A day. as she really wants to fulfill her life dream of opening her own gymnastics studio, she agrees.
You ever feel like youre writing too much? And so feel bad because what if youre speedrunning this because you secretely hate your own work? And then when you end your writing session and look back you just wrote one (1) page?
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I'mma rant for a second.
Someone please validate me.
I think I'm beyond justified when I say that no one listens to me.
This show (Come From Away) is running for three days. I've had the five shifts (4 on the weekend, 1 Friday) for three weeks. Counting my conversation with my parents a few minutes ago, I have explained what this show is, where I am, what it's about, and the history behind it 23 times.
6 times to my mom
4 times to my twin
2 times my older sister
3 times to my dad
8 times to my grandparents
What the actual duck does a girl have to do to get someone to listen to her?
All I'm asking is that people make an actual effort to remember what I tell them, especially when I talk about something I love.
My coworkers (4 of them) have asked what I know about it, and they all remember the basics of what I told them. They even listened to the soundtrack like I recommended!!
My sister won't even take ten minutes to listen to two songs with me. My mom doesn't even remember what the first song is called (I've told her 5 times now). I know for a fact that none of my family will listen to the music on their own.
I just want to share what I'm passionate about. I want others I know to share in the joy I find in this show and others.
And, y'know? I keep finding that this is a reoccurring problem. I can't bring it up to anyone, though, because they all tell me that I'm overthinking it or looking too much into it or seeing things that aren't actually there.
Humans are designed to pick out patterns in everything. We pick them out and we create them.
I see a pattern, I point it out, and I get told there's nothing there.
Either I'm gaslighting myself or everyone else is gaslighting me.
Someone please validate me. Please tell me I'm not crazy. Please put a name to these feelings because I'm going to shatter if someone tells me one more goddamn fucking time that I'm seeing a pattern where there isn't one.
I would cry like I want to, but that would ruin my make up. I have another shift in about 2.5 hours, and I don't have my makeup back with me, so that's a no go.
I'm gonna go read. Thanks for listening
So ... what I'm hearing is he really needs someone to hold him while he sleeps.
Thinking about how Rimmer never looks particularly comfortable when lying in his bunk. He never looks like he relaxes all that much. I'm guessing that it's an issue formed from the terrible bullying he suffered from his brothers and at the boarding schools...
(also because Lister is a terrible snorer according to the books. In the novels, it is mentioned that Rimmer was beaten for little reason at school, including snoring.)
Anyway, it doesn't surprise me that Rimmer includes naps on his timetables...like yeah, between the anxiety and Lister's snoring, you're going to need to meet your sleep debt via naps.
Oh, that said I feel the possible sleep issues could also be due to his neurodiversity - whether it's the sensory issues or his mind not being able to quieten down.
I'll just leave this pic here in case anyone wants to set a new wallpaper or something
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physically i am here
mentally i am in a cave with my 7 friends a few miles away from the boarding school we are forced to be at by our parents reading poetry to each other