So I Was Explaining To My Friend That Shen Qingqiu Self-detonated For Luo Binghe

so i was explaining to my friend that shen qingqiu self-detonated for luo binghe

and she said, and i quote, “i would self-detonate for 14 inches too”

holy fuck i just realized svsss is basically jumanji

have not yet been diagnosed (i’m getting tested in like 2 weeks) but i did start mdzs and if i didnt have depression before i definitely have it now

if i get diagnosed with depression i’m going to start reading mdzs (chances are high)

so i said i was going to make a luo binghe cosplay.

and now i have spent the past 2 days doing nothing but that and i’m over halfway done

i made my xie lian cosplay in 3 days and i think im gonna do the same with this one

but my hands are shaking from use and i’ve been in a state of constant anxiety the past two days so maybe that’s what’s keeping me going—

okay i don’t know if this is a universal thing but i think about ties that bind a LOT

like the idea of having little plant sprouts painfully growing out of your skin and then ripping them off along with chunks of flesh is absolutely horrifying and disgusting but also somewhat satisfying

idk man that shit is hardcore though

fuck i just finished scum villain and now i’m crying my eyes out

i have got to stop finishing danmei series and then being depressed that there’s no more