Keeping Everything Inside

keeping everything inside

thoughts and feelings

my mind's running wild

moving so fast I can't tell what I'm thinking

problems of mine, others and the worlds

it's too much for a little girl

books to make my head blank

music to drown out the noise

to keep the monsters away

but they don't

when I'm alone and going to sleep

they don't stay away

no,they come to play

make my stomach sick

my mind race

but there's no finish line

two pills to go away

to go numb and dream the night away

only for everything to come back the next day.

My plants have been dead for a while but I haven't removed them because I forget I have them....

Checked up on my succulent children Ive had for two years

Turns out one (Bob) died months ago and the other (Raph) is fake

I might be the worst botanist known to man I’m

Fuck the system!!!!

Parents really like to do this thing where if their kid is currently "in trouble" they will tell you about it, out loud, in front of the same kid, even if you're a total stranger. "This is my son and he's grounded right now for not doing his homework" they say, while said son just looks at the ground embarrassed. They want you to play along and reinforce their authority like "gaaasp! Homework is so important!! Listen to your mother!!!!" so obviously we all understand in this situation that we should really say "hell yeah kid fuck the system" right

I have a story to tell so I was looking at funny stuff on Pinterest laying in my mom's bed and so it got very funny and I started choking on my saliva so I ended up choking myself and getting up and in my mind I sounded like a dying peacock and my sibling, my brother and my siblings boyfriend were in the room next to me and when I went over to the room I found my My brother and my siblings boyfriend were hiding behind my sibling and in a not very big bed so I could see them and when I touch them they were cowering. Basically it seemed like they were afraid and when I asked them why this was happening, they said it that they thought I killed a goat or committing a murder. Just keep in mind that my siblings boyfriend is 4 years older than me and he was already terrified of me. My brother says he's terrified of me but I think it's a joke

He also needs a mattress, a gaming set and a chair. He'll be good

the only thing in our new apartment so far