Yk Its Bad When You Have To Check The C@lories On The Edibles Youre About To Take

yk its bad when you have to check the c@lories on the edibles youre about to take😭

last fall i lost almost 20 pounds in a month praying for the same this fall 🙏

Nothing feels better than watching the numbers drop.

to whoever who needs to hear this. you will recover. you are loved. you are not alone. i hope you find love and peace in life. your time will come🩷

I saw a really sad post today of someone saying they don't support recovery unless someone is a low w8ght and BMI

(I respect that person has their opinions and they are entitled to them and they are valid)

However I just wanted to share my thoughts

-You deserve recovery regardless of w8ght and BMI

-You deserve recovery whether you have had an 3d for 1 week or 12 years

-You deserve recovery if you're stuck at your cw or have made it all the way to your ugw

-You deserve recovery if you have relapsed

-You deserve recovery because this disørder is fucking awful! It takes away everything from you and you DESERVE to take that back!

This disørder is just that, a DISØRDER! It doesn't know how much you w8gh, it doesn't know your BMI, it doesn't know how long you've been in it, all it knows is how to make you feel like you are going fucking crazy while the rest of the world continues! It isn't just physical, it's mental and recovery isn't just about regaining what you have lost w8ght wise, it's about regaining the ability to think without numbers when you 3at and being able to look at yourself and love what you see regardless of size!

So if you are sat right now thinking "maybe I should start recovery" DO IT YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!

And if anyone says otherwise my chihuahua will eat them for dinner!

my mom found out abt my €d and is forcing me to eat in front of her (im gonna genuinely shoot myself). how do i still starve any tips????