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looking for pro @na and active moots! feel free to DM i wanna make friends 🩷🩷
yk its bad when you have to check the c@lories on the edibles youre about to take😭
What I eat today
1 yogourt (180 kcal)
1 potato , 1 tomato (160 kcal)
Pancakes 70g (291 kcal)
= 631 kcal
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-ˏˋ⋆ my intro post ⋆ˊˎ-
I’m 18 y/o ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚
cw - 50.7 kg
gw - 40 kg
W8 goals■ 57 kg
■ 55 kg
□ 50 kg
□ 47 kg
□ 45 kg
□ 43 kg
□ 40 kg
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I have a crush on this guy… and i think he likes me too.. but he is skinnier than me (with muscles tho oh my god🥵) but thats besides the point. i cant date him before i look skinny besides him…
Okay so this guy that i like, ive decided that i cant date him until im 40 kg, which also is a good thing because we've only know each other for like 5 weeks ish... we went on a walk yesterday (around 10 km) so that was nice... tho he knows i basically dont eat and made a joke about it when a friend asked me what ive eaten today and he said "she doesnt eat" lmao and he keeps telling me to, gives me examples on what to eat etc... and thats super cute of him and kinda makes me like him even more because he cares... but also STOP FUCKING UP MY PLAN DUDE! alsoooo i kinda have insomnia ish and he knows that too and he made a sleeping schedule for me (naaaw) AAAAA but yeah i so am fucked lol
okay this is a continuation of my latest posts (PS im writing fast on an none-english keyboard so bear with me for spelling mistakes) BUT THIS GIRLLL she really STAMPS on all of my FUCKING NERVES this psychotic little btch . (sorry for the language) but she CONSTANTLY HITS ON THE GUY I LIKE AND IT IS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS AND I HAVE JOKED ABT IT WITH HIM AND HIS REACTION IS NOT "oh no darling dont worry, i love you and only you and i didnt even know she existed" BUT RATHER A LAUGH WTFFFF (im delusional if you guys havent noticed btw.) but yeah so he def dont like me AT ALL. okay but on a more serious note please tell me if he likes me based on the following...
when weve hung out with friends i rested my head on his shoulder and later on i had no room for my legs so he told me i could put them over his and then he slowly and annoyingly carefully put his hand on my leg... like first he kinda slowly stroke (??? dk if thats the right word) it and then he put his whole hand on it and then brushed his thumb up and down
he hates walks, especially in the woods... but he said okay to that walk (with just me) in the woods for like 3-4 hours...
he looks at me from time to time and smiles as soon as he sees me
AM I DELUSIONAL OR AM I NOT??????????
I take comfort in crying, because thats all i've known for years.
I need to starve, for him.
Todays stats…
went up in weight a little… 53.3 kg
thought i looked kinda okay today but now as i look at the pictures im starting to look fatter and fatter…
him: “what are you hiding? why do you have so many secrets?”
me: looking at the n@kd pictures of myself to see if i gained any visible w8, also looking at half n@kd strangers bones to compare
That one guy i wrote abt... TEA + i need help lmao
So i dont post here a lot but when i do i usually post abt sh1ts with f00d OR the guy i have this huuuuuuuuge crush on. Well turns out the guy dont like me the same way back. Maybe he thinks i treat him like a boyfriend, but the sad truth is i treat him like any other guy i would want to be friends with. Like my boy bsf (this will most likely sound "pick me" but please, girls, we all have that one guyfriend that is lika a real brother to us and that we love like family) but anyways. This guy that i like, he treats me like a girlfriend sometimes. When we were at our friends house we ended up cuddled against each other UNDER A FILT and that guy starts rubbing his hand up and down my leg. Then he proceeds to hold my hand a couple of times LIKE WTF MAN and then now, when we are at school he sits one chair away from me (the classroom is empty and we went in togheter) please help wtf should i do????????????