"GOD MADE ME A CANNIBAL TO FIX PROBLEMS LIKE YOU!!"

"GOD MADE ME A CANNIBAL TO FIX PROBLEMS LIKE YOU!!" 💯

My 1st time I have EVER gotten to wear a latex dress!

And so.....I did🤔💯✊🏾

“She came to understand that her own happiness was a choice, so she made a promise to herself to keep her own well-being sacred.”

— Cindy Ratzlaff

If there is one thing I can tell my son as he grows older and starts getting a better understanding of the world around him it's this. "NEVER TRUST THE DAMN LIVING" and that's with everyone under the damn sun. Ya got supposed"family" who will let you down, stab you in the back, and manipulate you faster than a stranger out in the Street will. Then you got supposed"friends" who will do the exact same thing if you even so much as give them an inch. Ya do one bloody favor for them and they think they can go a whole damn marathon of using you. They (JUST LIKE FAMILY) WILL CONSTANTLY HAVE THEIR HANDS OUT WITH THE "I WANTS AND THE GIMMIE GIMMIE!" but whenever you need something...even if it's just a simple ear to lend, because you want or need to vent to someone about your chaotic week..all of a sudden the person is ALWAYS to busy for you. It's absolutely ridiculous! Then when it comes to strangers in the streets/people you don't know.....I'm constantly seeing individuals do the stupidest things as if they don't have a brain in their skull. When there is a pandemic, or if their was to be a zombie outbreak all people think to do is buy up all the bloody toilet paper on the store shelves. People turn so unbelievably stupid/dumb all of a sudden. Like when the news said gas prices was going up so people was collecting gas in anything they could find to "be prepared" one guy got it into this huge tank and when he got home couldn't find a way to get the gas out of it when he needed it.🤦🏽‍♀️💯😒 So is it really safe to say that people are "smarter than animals"? I don't think so. At least animals take what they need and move along, at least animals do what THEY NEED TO DO to survive the harsh world but they don't manipulate, abuse, and lie their way to the top or to get what they want. And their actions don't destroy the economy. EVERYTHING people touch turns to s*** 😤😞😢 the world is dieing around us and yet people will tell you "Everything is fine dear" to your face with a smile on theirs. Knowing ain't NOTHING "FINE" oh yes so this bit of advice will stand and outlast humans......that you can "NEVER TRUST THE LIVING!"

I'm dieing inside, why does this have to be so complicated? How is it even possible to be so deeply in love with someone you can't have? I'm trying to suppress my emotions and make it stop. But I'm finding it impossible. I want to cry it out until it's all out of my system and then I can get on with life. But I can't cry. My heart is breaking. How do you stop loving and caring and longing for someone you can't have? Especially when you have known the person for damn near 20 yrs, and Everytime your with one another the vibe is wonderful, your laughing together until your abs and face hurt, when you can have taco bell nights and watch multiple great horror flicks together and when your in his arms for cuddling, he "feels like home" the comfort level is 1000! He remembers the day the both of you met. It's special things like that, that makes it so bloody hard to let go. I wish my brain had a reboot button! My chest hurts from all this pain, I'm so tired of living like this. I hate being friend zoned all the time by the ones I have an interest in.