Missing HIM - Tumblr Posts
Had my first dream with him in it...
Besides the sleep paralysis I got when he first passed.
He wasn't really in it. But his death was acknowledged.
I was in the middle of an empty desert and now I feel so exponentially lonely.
I'm dieing inside, why does this have to be so complicated? How is it even possible to be so deeply in love with someone you can't have? I'm trying to suppress my emotions and make it stop. But I'm finding it impossible. I want to cry it out until it's all out of my system and then I can get on with life. But I can't cry. My heart is breaking. How do you stop loving and caring and longing for someone you can't have? Especially when you have known the person for damn near 20 yrs, and Everytime your with one another the vibe is wonderful, your laughing together until your abs and face hurt, when you can have taco bell nights and watch multiple great horror flicks together and when your in his arms for cuddling, he "feels like home" the comfort level is 1000! He remembers the day the both of you met. It's special things like that, that makes it so bloody hard to let go. I wish my brain had a reboot button! My chest hurts from all this pain, I'm so tired of living like this. I hate being friend zoned all the time by the ones I have an interest in.
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"I crave.. you.. I crave to slide my hand up your leg until you release a little needy sigh. I crave.. to be with you. I crave nights with you, your skin softly caressing mine.. my fingertips meeting your flesh with a desire that can't be quelled by anything but this insatiable hunger that I have to touch you. To kiss your skin down your body, down, down between your greedy thighs.. to be what you have always wanted and needed. I crave.. you."
I crave you in ways that have only ever been in my fantasies - eUë
oh, i wish i could stay with you
JIN during his 3-hour long gaming live cr. jinniesarchives, seokjinfile, btsqtarchive, jvnggkuk
this tiktok just made me cry, have a good night everyone.
I tried so many times to explain this to him. He said so many times he understood.
It was never really real.
and you know that it takes two // luckily he wants to do you too
it’s jungkook missing hours :(
His duality is sending me 🌓
