Very True Words It Cuts Deep.

Very true words it cuts deep. 😔☹

This has got to be the truest thing for me! EXAMPLE: there is a solo drum bridge part of a song done by Eisenfunk-Sputnik Oooooh man that shit gets me every single time its soooooo rewind worthy!

Yesterday was his birthday 🎂 and it was the 1st one in a decade I had not reached out to him to say "happy birthday my dude!" ...... 🤐😔 It felt so weird not talking to him on his birthday, giving him a shout out on my Instagram account like I always have. I seen he made some "story posts" even posted a pic of himself, asking people to send him birthday money if they cared enough. 🙄😒 I looked at his picture for a few seconds, then felt the anger brewing inside of me from our very last encounter last month, then quickly exited out. And I can honestly say that is one GREAT SIGN I'm getting over someone and the hopeless romantic side of me is dead and gone for them...... If I can look at you and get angry and know my pupils morphed into dagger 🗡️ shapes, then yeah it's for certain I am over you and "L***" don't live here anymore. One can easily say I shouldn't have/feel regret, take it as a severe lesson learned. I learned more about the male psyche/mind/inner brain workings. Yet and still on the other side of that same coin, how can one person NOT FEEL REGRET AND ANGER FOR HAVING ALL THEIR TIME WASTED, BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF, 9 YEARS OF A PERSON MIND FUCKING THEM INTO OBLIVION? HOW CAN YOU NOT GET ANGRY AND FEEL REGRET FOR KNOWING THAT FOR 9 YEARS THE VERY PERSON YOU WAS THERE FOR AND LOVED SO HARD, WHO KEPT SAYING TO YOUR FACE "MOST GUYS WOULD HAVE BEEN QUICK TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU, BECAUSE IT WOULD BE SO EASY TO, BUT IM GLAD IM NOT ONE OF THOSE GUYS..." SAY THAT B. S. WITH SUCH A STRAIGHT FACE YET BE THE VERY ASSHOLE WHO'S TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU?! HE MIGHT NOT HAVE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF MY BODY, BUT HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY FINANCE, MY LOVE, THE PRIVILEGES HE GOT, MY EMOTIONS. DID HE HONESTLY NOT THINK THOSE THINGS COUNTED TO AS EASY TO TAKE FOR GRANTED, AS EASY TO MISUSE? 😔😭😤

I really hate EARTH REALM(yes that's a mortal Kombat term😊💯) I really hate the toxic evil people that dwell within Earth Realm. And between him and everyone else that has come and gone out of my life who took advantage of me and my love, I hate them all, but for now all I can do is sit back and let the most high God deal with all of them justly. No need for me to be petty and seek revenge. The most high God don't like ugly and doesn't want arrogant pompous pricks in his heavenly kingdom. So he will sort out the evil pricks and do away with them. Karma is very much real! And he will one day feel it if he hasn't already. 💯

Then if that's the case, then it's safe to say. NOBODY EVER HEALS THEN. If that's the case then it's useless/redundant for people to say "you need to heal before you can move on to a new partner/relationship." Etc etc....if that's the case then people continue to contradict themselves. 🤔🧐

“Healing is layers. Healing is time. Healing is excruciating. Once you think it’s done, it’s not.”

— Unknown

I relate to her on a deeper level. It's like tim Burton and the other writers of this show met me in real life and decided to make me inspiration for it. 💯😁 Like a muse. (Wouldn't that be cool? 😊) But seriously though Wednesday Addams matches me.

FACTS I need to adhere too

“You will never be truly happy if you keep holding onto things that make you sad.”

— Unknown