Am I In The Wrong??

am i in the wrong??

my friend, also ex boyfriend, broke up a few months ago but are still really good friends. I broke up with him because I figured out I am lesbian. Let’s call him ‘M.’

Anyways, I went out drinking and clubbing with my friend and it was so fun!! I ended up crying at the end of the night, like REALLY crying, for no reason at all. I was just rlly sensitive. So M came and he comforted me and was all nice, but the next morning, I woke up with angry, controlling messages from him.

He has told me to stop going out because things kept going wrong, but I still went out because I don’t think he can tell me what to do?? Nothing went wrong that night, just a random cry, yet he’s acting like it was terrible.

He said stuff like ‘You’re lucky I was nice last night.’ and ‘You’re too mentally ill to drink’ and threatening to not be friends with me if i go out clubbing with my friend again. He wants me to go out drinking with only him. Not to mention, that night, my friend was trying to comfort me and M told her to f*ck off!!!

I was not having it. I stuck up for my friend and then M pulled the ‘you care about her more than me’ card. I’ve known her for 5 years and him for only 5 months!!

Now he’s mad at me and making me out to be a psycho.

Is it my fault, or is he controlling?

either ed needs to get bad so I get skinny

or ed needs to get the fuck out of my head

I hate living in between PICK A SIDE ALREADY

I want to cut off the fat of my thighs. It’s so annoying

why do i feel guilty for eating 600 cals 🧍🏻‍♀️

it was probs cus i had a mcdonald’s wrap and then five yorkshire puddings (so 2 meals) but my max was 700 today so idk why i feel so guilty

edit: i’m aware of the boycott. It was my mum who bought me the wrap and I would’ve gotten throttled if i didn’t eat it 💀

How can I expect them to look my way when I can’t even look at myself?

hey! i’m back again. i thought i recovered from my ed but nope.. It’s been 2 years! or more…