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hey! i’m back again. i thought i recovered from my ed but nope.. It’s been 2 years! or more…
Holy shit not eating actually in fact does work lmao
This is gonna become an addiction…yay!
Had my first extreme binge yesterday, actually hurt my soul 🥲
Just lost like 2 pounds and noticed a difference for like 10 seconds. Blinked twice and I was fatter somehow?? 😟
Mfs really love Diet Coke
I better look like a spooky scary skeleton by Halloween 🙄
3 lbs down ina week, feeling mentally ill 🔥💯
Y’all ever hate yourself so much it fucking hurts physically??
When will this belly fat fucking disappear???? Omg I’m gonna kms.
I do really good one week and then I fuck it all up the next.
Every once in a while I look at thinspo and think “this is bad for me” or “this shit is damaging my brain” but I just can’t stop looking. I want to be like them so badly.
My current fav thinsp0 pics that make me want to kms (from Pinterest)
Just got out the psych ward, we’re back on the grind bitches 😤‼️
I don’t understand why the fat in my thighs refuses to LEAVE.
Honestly even tho I’m under weight, I still don’t like the way I look. I’d give anything just to love myself for once.
Some days I want to be anorexic and some days I want to be thick, I feel like a fake pro aña because I can’t decide 😭
Gained two pounds, stupid fucking krabby patty meal 😔
Does anyone else take antidepressants? Like lexapro for example, that shit makes you SOOO hungry. I feel like that’s why I’ve been gaining so much recently.
Thought I’d post a little thinsp0 for the broad shouldered girlies out there such as myself.
All pics are from 📌
welcome to my edblr blog!
little facts about me:
my name is mischa, i’m seventeen, i’m 🇷🇺 x 🇮🇹 but I live in the us!
stats :
HW: 115lbs / 52kg
SW: 105lbs / 47kg
CW: 95lbs / 43kg, 93lbs / 42kg as of July 7th!!
GW: 92lbs / 41kg
UGW: 90lbs / 40kg
height: 5’5” / 165cm
disclaimers
i am pro only for myself, i don’t encourage this disorder and i honestly wish i didn’t have to go through this but i’m not ready to get help, if you’re thinking about recovering i fully support and encourage that. this blog is mainly to comfort people with similar struggles as me and to hold myself accountable.
please, please block & don’t report. i know it’s alarming to see these kinds of blogs especially if you aren’t suffering from an ed, but my ed won’t disappear because my edblr acc did, this is a safe space for me so please respect that.
