You Know, One Time I Read A Fanfic And It Triggered My Psychosis, Sent Me Into A Month Long Episode THEN

You know, one time I read a fanfic and it triggered my psychosis, sent me into a month long episode THEN a whole year later I was on ao3 just mindlessly scrolling, I came across the fanfic title and it gave me a panic attack, but something compelled me to click it, i didn't read it but i did scroll through it, why? mental illness.

So like... ya

This is me responding to your old(?) post about someone else's fiction not being able to hurt you, this is probably just a me thing but mental illness makes you do things and react to things in insane ways that sometimes you cant control. I knew while reading that it was affecting me in some way, but I kept reading because well, I'm mentally ill, and then a month of my life dissapeared lol

I think I'm trying to make a point about something but I'm not sure

I did after the fact comment to the author and just kinda, told them about what happened, but I didn't harrassed them or something, -

-but when something does what this fanfiction did to me then you're basically obligated to let the creator know I think(they are a really good writer), I'm an adult and the fanfic was in the ballpark of something I would read and if like, 59% of it was taken out and it had a happy ending I would be fine but oh well

Oh boy, I'm starting to have a panic attack just typing this out holy hell anyways uh, I'm not disagreeing with you(?) but I am saying, don't be too quick to dismiss someone who says a piece of fiction fucked with them? idk sorry, have a good one

My friend, the fiction didn't harm you.

Your mental illness harmed you.

Random writers on the internet are not responsible for managing your mental illness for you.

You are responsible for managing your mental illness.

I knew while reading that it was affecting me in some way, but I kept reading because well, I'm mentally ill

This is self harm. You were engaging in self-harming behavior by continuing to read a fanfiction that you knew was triggering to you.

👉 You are responsible for managing your mental illness.

👉 Writers are not responsible for managing your mental illness for you.

And I hate to tell you this but messaging the author about it was absolutely harassing the author.

Another Fandom Event Dropped!

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Hello! I'm Teté, a mod for the Bottom Yllz Week on twitter! It's a week long event as the name says, from 31st October to November 7th (one more day bc of timezones!) It's an event to commemorate Wei Wuxian's birthday and also to encourage ppl to create more content of the Yilling Laozu being a bottom. Prompts and rules in the images ;) @macaraoqueijo

Bottom YLLZ Week

Thank you to Teté for including the following nice info graphics and make sure to check out the retrospring page linked above for more information on the event. Posting starts on Wei Wuxian's birthday, so all bottom Wei Wuxian fans, look forward to this event!

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Hi 😊 I just wanted to say thank you for all the WWX LWJ fic recommendations on your page, I've been so happy since I found them. I'm very new to the fandom (I know I'm super late to the party) and just finished watching the untamed and I'm craving for more. I've read some of the LWJ POV stories and they were great so far. So I trust your taste 😁

So, I just wanted to tell you that I really appreciate you sharing them!

And can you tell me maybe, where I can find the novel (in English)?

Have a lovely day!

Aw, thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed them! If you have any particular kinds of fics you like, favorite tropes, that kind of thing, feel free to ask, & I'd be happy to make you a tailored rec list. It's usually how I end up making themed rec lists anyway. A friend will ask for something they're in the mood for or someone posts somewhere asking for something specific, & then I get inspired & off I go, haha.

As to your question about where to find the novel in English, I'm assuming you mean for free? I found them at my local library, & that's how I read MDZS the first time through before purchasing the e-books when I had the funds to. There are also fan translations floating around, though I know they tend to be pulled down a lot of the time once official translations become available.

Mine was The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice.

I feel so called out rn. 🤣😭😳

guess i'll put this here too, even though its past the day in my timezone lol