Sometimes A Healthy Relationship Isn't 50/50 Because It Can't Be, And That's Okay.

sometimes a healthy relationship isn't 50/50 because it can't be, and that's okay.

disabled people who cannot take on an equal portion of the work in a relationship deserve to be loved too, if that's what they want. and as long as their partner is getting the support they need, and is happy to take on that work, then what's the issue? it's nobodys business but your own the way that works in your relationship.

if you or your partner are disabled, and you can't split the work in the relationship 50/50, that's okay. you're not abusive, or a baby, or unloveable because of that. I promise

have you ever read a fanfic so good that you wanted to write a fanfic about that fanfic, but was too shy / too intimidated to ask for the author’s permission and too afraid that your writing wouldn’t be half as good as theirs and that it would be an insult to their work that was basically a literal masterpiece, so you just sat there fantasizing about their work and how beautiful it was and how you wished you could just eat it and how you wished canon could write your blorbos half as good as this writer did and how you just wanted to cry because you just loved that fic so much????

Fics

I love writing, and even more so when it comes to fanfiction! I have a lot of stories stuck in my brain and stuck as unpublished in my docs…

So, keep in mind that the stories listed below are only the ones I have already published, or am soon going to publish. Also, a lot of these (more like all of them…) are ongoing; that is to say, they are not completed.

Most of them are standalone, meaning they’re like a novel, but a few are part of a series. If they are a series, it will be labeled like so: “Series’ Title” [series]. The series' stories are right underneath, in numerical order. And, as you can see, I have them labeled in alphabetical order, by fandom. (Crossover(s) is at the top because, despite starting with a C, it has more than one fandom involved; as such, it is considered “other,” so to speak.) (As for Character Studies, they are separate from the rest of my stories, which is why I put them above Crossover(s). The order for this is "Title" [Character Name; Fandom Name].)

This list is constantly being updated. As such, more fics will be added, and a key/legend may appear soon.

Character Study(ies)

flash of lightning (white teeth biting) [Hatake Kakashi; Naruto]

my body was for giving (to those that wanted) [Meng Shi; MDZS]

you told me to quiet down (because my opinions make me less beautiful) [Luo "MianMian" Qingyang; MDZS]

but I was not made with a fire in my belly (so I could be put out) [Wen Qing; MDZS]

Crossover(s)

syndrigasti (such peculiar, old souls) [Twisted-Wonderland x Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children]

Demon Slayer

burning star, burning passion (careful now) [series]

Astraios [main story]

Ardor [companion piece]

Fairy Tail

life is a faerie tale

Haikyū!!

Serendipity

Jujutsu Kaisen

Honor to Us All

Reflection

MXTX

Tales of a Bright Moon [series]

Chilling Roars (of a Bright Moon’s Mind)   [SVSSS]

Beautiful Whispers (of a Bright Moon’s Soul)   [MDZS]

Hidden Desires (of a Bright Moon’s Heart)   [TGCF]

oh golden child, promises were made [series]

yī nuò qiān jīn (a promise worth one thousand in gold) [main story; SVSSS & MDZS & TGCF]

Naruto

for memory to the sky-born king (was but the mocking shadow of past magnificence)

Record of Ragnarok

teoyeliztli

Riordan-verse

state of being [series]

Tokyo Revengers

Tranquillity

Twilight

home is where the heart is

Twisted-Wonderland

the inevitability of us (of a heartbreak)

forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

if you're autistic highly sensitive over emotional if you "get upset over stuff that doesn't matter" if you get angry easily sad easily if you laugh easily or for longer or loudly if your anger is explosive and feels bottomless if you're easily frustrated if you get angry because you're confused or don't understand if people are always telling you to grow up or making fun of you for "disproportionate reactions", if you have screaming crying violent meltdowns over just anything, i love and support and care about you

your emotions are proportionate because there is no one way to react to anything

you deserve to be respected. you are just a person who is alive

Ink Artwork by Endre Penovác