the89thangel - I am no Angel
I am no Angel

Plus rien n'a de sens, plus rien ne va. Tout est chaos à côté.

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With A Single Meow Kitty Got What She Wanted, This Lady Scaped Reality For A Moment And I Found Myself

With A Single Meow Kitty Got What She Wanted, This Lady Scaped Reality For A Moment And I Found Myself

With a single meow kitty got what she wanted, this lady scaped reality for a moment and I found myself smiling :)


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10 months ago
Teotihuacn. March, 2018

Teotihuacán. March, 2018


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10 months ago
Ive Always Had The Felling Id Be A Good Dragon Master.
Ive Always Had The Felling Id Be A Good Dragon Master.

I’ve always had the felling I’d be a good dragon master.


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10 months ago

One year

One Year

So there´s this guy… You can say he´s my boyfriend, but that sounds a bit odd to me, so let´s call him “Petit Monsieur”.

A couple of days ago we celebrated one year of relationship, and I gave him a present: a book. I had been planning this gift for months. I found this book one day in June while I was wandering in a book shop with some friends. It was there, in the new release section. “Forbidden Plants” was the title and I immediately thought of him (who am I kidding? I´m always thinking of him <3) because he loves plants, and I knew it was a perfect gift.

Next, it was the book dedication. I wanted to say “I love you” but it sounded too plain. So, I took my time (I still had several weeks) to think on a better text... and I did, or at least I think I did. I ended with a letter rather than a few lines. I liked it, and I thought he would too. I wrote it in the first page of the book. I added a black origami kitten (I love cats).

The day came, and I gave him the book. I always overthink so I imagined hundred of different scenarios: what would I say, how he would react to the present, what he would say about the letter, kisses, words of love…

Of course, things didn´t happened as I would imagine, but it was pretty good. I was surprised he remembered the anniversary was near (he didn´t remember the exact day, but that’s how he is). The book didn´t impressed him that much, but he browsed the book and find the pictures and poems interesting. He skipped the first page, so I had to mention the letter… he said he would read it latter, alone. He didn´t know how he would react or that was the reason he gave me. It was OK, I guess.

It´s been four days since I gave him the book, I don´t know if he already read the letter, and if he did, what he thinks of it. Of course, I already overthought another hundred different scenarios: he didn´t like it, he thinks I´m pathetic, that I have poor writing skills, I made him cringe, or maybe he really loved it and doesn´t know how to react… Anyway, I guess waiting is the only thing I can do by now, right?


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10 months ago

Love letter

This is part of the letter I wrote: "May the day come when all our fears and insecurities become so small we barely notice them and we can gaze into eachother eyes."

10 months ago
Bracelets. May 2024

Bracelets. May 2024


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