Looking Through The Window At The Mississippi River. Baton Rouge August 2024

Looking through the window at the Mississippi river. Baton Rouge August 2024

I’ve always had the felling I’d be a good dragon master.

July 2024

With a single meow kitty got what she wanted, this lady scaped reality for a moment and I found myself smiling :)

Light and shadows. May 2024

Introduction letter

I´ve always been afraid of showing myself: showing my appearance, showing my thoughts, showing my feelings… It´s always been a safe place for me to remain in the anonymity (not exactly hiding in the shadows, though). Over time, I´ve realized this might have multiple reasons: I´m an introvert, I´m a very shy and anxious person, this way I can avoid feeling ashamed and to be judged. This last not because I misbehave (…all the time :P), but mostly because I´m very insecure (I know I have a lot of defects, that there is a lot of things I don´t know; I don´t need people to make it explicit all the time).

I´m starting this blog as an exercise for me to record the things that I like, my desires, my dreams, my fear, the thoughts that cross my mind often or rarely (but that certainly represent the way I perceive the world) … in general to use it as a diary.

Why here where literally anyone with internet can access this blog and get to know me? Well, this is part of the test (game?). I´ll try to show only pieces of me, of my life that either might or might not be interconnected. Nevertheless, I promise myself to always write and post the truth or at least my most sincere thoughts. Let´s see how it goes… hopefully no one will get to read this.

Let me give a first clue: I´m not a native English speaker (it was not obvious yet? :P).

I hope this blog brings entertainment and certain joy. May this journey enrich the way I perceive myself and help me to build a better me.

                                                                                    To be continued… M.