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Like I Try To Avoid Seeing What Song Is A Next Cause A Friend Of Mine Said To Keep It A Surprise. I Feel

like I try to avoid seeing what song is a next cause a friend of mine said to keep it a surprise. I feel good in black/dark clothes cause another friend said pastels wash me out. I like to keep baby hairs out by my ears, under the arms of my glasses, because a friend said it was a Look. I listen to certain bands to reminisce on friends who shared that band with me. I try to stay up for announcements and things for the kid who was always so bummed and confused when she woke up and didn't know what everyone was talking about. I keep special places in my heart for shows and characters my old friends were obsessed with, even if I don't talk to them anymore. I have stolen my sister's vernacular because I miss her and we don't live together anymore. I have also stolen the way my favourite actors and characters say things because I have a love for them. I make funky earrings because my sister makes normal ones, and also because I loved Harper from Wizards of Waverly Place. I learned how to make origami hearts because my sister knows how to make stars, but those are Too hard for me. we are all mosaics of the people we love and I think that is so beautiful

I think it is so cool that we are all mosaics of the people we meet and the people we love and the people we once were

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oh my god? don't think anyone's pointed this out, but game Joel is 52, right? so that would make him 56 when he died. he's 56 in the show, so he's gonna be 60 when That happens


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1 year ago

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1 year ago

we still have to do the dlc, but that shall be saved for tomorrow where I can maybe cry in peace :( still have to show some of it to mom, so I don't know if it will be in peace. gonna go through and play it again after all this, though, and I'm gonna be able to cry in peace then

and then we're gonna watch Cascina's gameplay of the second game cause I don't have that game and I've seen a lot about her playthrough and I love her, so it's just gonna be Pain. so much pain

just finished the first game and AAAAAAA it hits so much more different when you play it yourself :( I also noticed that when Joel's talking about how he struggled with surviving, he touched his watch :( which is just so AAAAAA ouchie :((( he almost lost both his girls :(((( I am so normal :((((


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1 year ago

can not WAIT for season 2, simply to see how they cast people. would love to see if Dina is the girl Ellie yelled at in episode 6. and Jesse! was he in season 1 as a background character? what are Yara and Lev gonna look like? are they gonna cast a trans kid for Lev? I hope they do :) who's Abby gonna be? did we already see her in episode 9?

and the cameos? I hope they cast both the voice actors and the body actors. would LOVE to see Cascina and Jocelyn and Laura somewhere in the season. like Cascina could play Dina's older sister, Talia, and I haven't thought of who Jocelyn or Laura could be, but I want them all in there, at least. I don't know who all had two different actors for one character, though


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