...I Hate It Here

...I hate it here

James can't cry, except when he's with his parents. He wants to cry, but literally can't. His throat aches and his voice cracks, but no tears come.

But there was this day, when they learned that Regulus died. James just looked empty at first, but when he entered his room and saw Regulus' sweater still on the floor beside his bed, he realised and fell on his knees, crying and screaming and begging whatever made this happen to give him back to him, but nothing happened. Regulus was still gone, and James was alone, with only the memory of his lover and few sweaters of him.

Merlin, Kilgharrah The Great Dragon, and Arthur Pendragon - Art by Alice Blake

Arthur: This may come as a shock, but I'm actually not very good at talking to girls.

Merlin: Why? Is there someone you are good at talking to?

What is grief, if not love preserving💔

Merlin and grief

"Grief, I have learnt, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners if your eyes, in the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."

- Jamie Anderson

Insane Merlin AU

Hear me out, hear me out!

What if, instead of waiting for Albion's moment of greatest need, Merlin brings it upon them?

Like. After years of desperately waiting, Merlin would be like, “Arthur needs a catastrophe to wake up? Well, I'll do one.”

To the point of what if he is the one responsible for the destruction of Camelot?

And Arthur actually comes back then, only to watch in horror how Merlin turned, and it would be up to him to save Merlin this time

Holy shit

This was a palate cleanser