Physical Affection With Them (Pt1)

Physical affection with them (Pt1)

A/N: I really wanted to do this lol. Enjoy

Jiang Cheng:

When it comes to physical affection or any affection at all, you’re in for a ride

This grumpy sect leader is in need of affection but good luck trying to give him some

He will do everything in his power to run away from your love

Not because he doesn't want it, actually because he doesn't know how to react to it

Hes never really been given much love so just doesn't know what to do

But you know very well what he needs

So as much s he likes to escape, you don't let him

When it comes to being in public he “allows” little things like hand holding and maybe small kisses on cheeks

He never knows how to reciprocate, but he turns incredibly red when you show him an ounce of genuine affection

If the two of you are out on a nighthunt or in the market and you go to grab his hand, he will instantly blush and give you a look, but he wont pull his hand away

If anything, he’ll actually hold your hand tightly and won’t let go till the end of said trip

When it comes to being in private, like cuddling in bed, he will never initiate it, although he will show you what he wants

He will “subtly” nudge you while you’re in bed, but will never actually wrap his arms around you

He knows that you’ll always turn over and snuggle into his chest when he nudges you, and he thinks that you don't know how much he likes it

But you do

And it makes you very happy to see him blush

His kisses (those initiated by him) are few and far between generally saved for a special occasion like anniversaries, birthdays and long separations

But when he does initiate it, his kisses are surprisingly passionate

He will always grip your hands of your waist when he kisses you and will always drag it out, acting surprisingly sheepish when its done

He loves when you kiss him

Because of how gentle you are when you do

He loves when you gently gently run your hands up his chest and when you softly cup his face when you lean in to kiss him

It makes him feel so loved and cherished

Something he doesn't feel very often

He also loves it when you hug him

Just the feeling of yours arms wrapped around him and the warmth of your body make him so happy

He will occasionally wrap and arm around  your waist

Especially when he’s jealous

Which happens quite often

(Especially around Wei Wuxian)

No matter who you are or where you come from, Jiang Cheng will always  be worried that you will fall for his elder brother

Since Wei Wuxian is very flirty, when the two of you meet, he almost immediately starts his teasing

And because of how charismatic he is, the two of you definitely become quick friends

Which pisses off Jiang Cheng to the furthest extreme

And so, whenever the three of you are in the same room, Jiang Cheng is all over you

He goes from 0 affection to 100% love, arm around your waist, practically stuck to you

He would even go to lengths such as hand holding and even the occasional hug

Unfortunately for him however, Wei Wuxian notices this and makes fun of him for becoming soft

Which would promptly make him let go of you entirely

Needless to say, Jiang Cheng is a softie who needs love, but he tries rly hard to hide it

But don't be fooled by this grumpy grape, Jiang Cheng 100% needs love and it must be given to him promptly

What their drunk confessions would be like(Pt1)

A/N: Yay my first writinggggg! I’m thinking of making this into a series, with all my fave characters. Hope you like it!

Lan Xichen:

It was an accident; he didn’t purposefully get drunk like some of the others

It was after a hard week as sect leader, what with Wangji acting like a teenager and the constant harping of his uncle, he decided that he’d had enough

So, he decided to have a one drink, but one turned into two, which turned into three, until even with the strength of his golden core, he couldn’t filter it all

Then you came into his room

Now he’d known you for quite some time, with you being an inner disciple of the Lan sect

You’d come to bring him random news of comings and goings around Gusu

He had harboured more than friendly feelings for you for a while now

And so did you

But you never made a move since, you know, he was your sect leader and all

And he’d never made a move because he was in turns too shy and too afraid you only saw him as your sect leader

But now, in his drunk state, he could feel all the emotion rising up within him

You could see that he was drunk by the redness of his cheeks, but you said nothing because he was your sect leader

So you decided to just tell him the news and then leave

But as you turned to leave he asked you if you wanted a drink

And as we all know alcohol is prohibited in cloud recesses

But you said yes anyways

So he poured you a drink and you drank with him

When you put your cup down, you saw him staring intently at you, cheeks very red

“Y/N…” He whispered gently leaning towards you gently

As if to kiss you

But you knew better (or you though you did)

So you leaned away

After all, he was drunk, and taking advantage of that would be very un-Lan of you

So you got up to leave

But he got up too

“Y/N… There is something I have to tell you…”

He stood right in front of you and reached out to grasp your hands

“For a long time, I’ve been enamored by your presence. You are so kind and beautiful, and I have found myself to have fallen for you. It would make me very happy if you… reciprocated my feelings…” He whispered softly, looking deeply into your eyes

And for a moment, you wanted too to spill your heart out to him as well

But then you remembered that he was drunk

And the illusion shattered around you

You took your hands out of his grasp, failing to notice the look of heartbreak on his face at your actions

“Sect leader, you are drunk, you do not know what you are saying. You must rest well tonight. Sleep well”

You bowed gently and exited

Such a moment was too good to be true, you knew, but you would cherish it forever

Or so you thought

But back in the sect leader’s quarters, Lan Xichen was on the verge of tears

In his drunken state, he believed he’d just been rejected, and his heart was heavy with sadness

But he headed your words and lay in bed, sadness lulling him to sleep

The next morning, he still remembered what had happened

Such was the curse of Lan Xichen

Needless to say, he was very embarrassed (Not to mention heart broken)

He immediately went to apologize to you

“S-sect leader… Is there something I can help you with?”

“I have come to apologize for last night. I am sorry if I put you in an uncomfortable position. Such was never my intention” He said with a polite bow

“Its alright. We all say things we don’t mean when drunk”

Things he didn’t mean?

 But he’d meant it all…

 He’d already gotten this far, so he decided to go all the way

“I meant what I said.”

He had to set the record straight, or he wouldn’t sleep well

“E-everything? Even the stuff about l-love? And me?”

You couldn’t believe your ears

But there he was, the perfect, kind, gentle sect leader of lan was standing before you, looking embarrassed, confessing his feelings to you

Again

“Yes. I understand if you don’t feel the same way, but I needed to clear up the events of last night. I will stop bothering you now.” He said with one of his signature gentle smiles

But it was twinged with sadness

“Wait”

He turned around with something unmistakably similar to hope written on his face

“I-I feel the same. I just thought, because you were drunk… I dint want to take advantage of you. But if that is how you actually feel, um, I do too.”

You looked up at him, face feeling very hot, and palms very sweaty

But when you saw the look of pure happiness on his face, you knew that you’d done the right thing

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How about jiang Cheng and lan xichen with a lover who lost her memory in a night hunt accident and she forgets who they are but she eventually remembers everything ???

A/N: Oooooo I love this ideaaa! I hope I did it justice! Enjoy!

Jiang Cheng:

Jiang Cheng had met you during the could recesses lectures

You were from the Y/C and although you weren't their top disciple, you were still greatly skilled

You first drew his attention when you spoke up in front of Wen Chao

You’d been the only one

After that, you and Jiang Yanli were almost inseparable

Which meant you spent most of your time with them

And he fell in love with you

Fast forward to after Sun Shot

Due to your great friendship, you joined Jiang Yanli when she married into the Jin clan, by becoming a Jin disciple

When she passed however, you and Jiang Cheng were left as Jin Ling’s guardians

And so for the sake of simplicity, you joined the Jiang Clan

After that, you and Jiang Cheng spent loads of time together

And his old feelings rekindled

Then one night, Jiang Cheng (Awkwardly) confessed his love for you and the two of you (secretly) started courting

Although he was very busy, he still made time for you and he even found himself being kind and less angry thanks to your guidance

As a Jiang disciple it was your job to go on nighthunts, but Jiang Cheng (not so subtly) always made sure he was there when you did

But one day the aid of the Jiang sect had been requested to aid with some water ghosts close to Yunmeng

Jin Ling requested that he be allowed to go for practice and you and Jiang Chen had agreed

Once you got there however you quickly noticed that the threat was much worse than you had previous assumed

You all fought valiantly but quickly started to be overpowered  by the demons

Jiang Cheng was so focused on protecting himself and Jin Ling that he didn't notice when you got dragged under

Luckily, the Lan clan who had been visiting came to help and the issue was quickly resolved

You were rescued by the Lan disciples and although you were unconscious, you where still breathing

Relief coursed through Jiang Cheng until he noticed something much worse

Almost 25 years ago

Every tender memory shared with him was gone

Every moment, stolen kiss, passionate love making session, everything

He was heartbroken

And he blamed Jin Ling

After all, if Jin Ling hadn’t been there, he would have been able to protect you

You on the hand were trying to understand why your good friend wast speaking to you

Also why was this fifteen year old boy calling you his aunt?

Wasn’t he Jin Clan? Maybe Zixuan’s brother of something?

And where was Yanli?

“Lady Y/N! Are you alright! Do you remember anything?” asked one of the Jiang disciples

“Are we still in Gusu?”

The worry on everyone's face was evident

“Get the sect leader...” one of the disciples closest to you whispered

Then it dawned on you

“What year are we in?”

The answer was enough to confirm you suspicions

Then the disciple returned, followed by Jiang Cheng

It was obvious now

He was taller than you remembered and much more intimidating, not to mention a lot angrier

He slowly made his way to you and glared at everyone around you until they gave you space

Then, softly, he spoke

“Ah-Y/N... Are-Do you remember me?”

You could feel that you were missing a big part of the story but you nodded anyways

He let out a small breath

“What do you remember?”

“Not much... My last memory is of the Lan lectures”

His eyes widened in horror

“T-thats all!”

You nodded again

He quickly got up, an implacable emotion in his eyes, and started to leave

“Wait!”

He paused

“Where’s Yanli?”

The question struck him like a ton of bricks

How could he tell you? You’d been so close, almost sisters

You'd meant the world to her and vice versa

“Gone”

With that single word, twenty five years plus of memories flooded your mind in less than two seconds

The marriage between Yanli and Zixuan, Jin Ling’s birth, Yanli’s death, and all those years spent in Yunmeng by Jiang Cheng’s side

Where you belonged

You couldn’t help the tears that rolled down your cheeks

“I'm sorry” he muttered

And he moved to leave again

“Ah-cheng...”

You got up and hugged him from behind, doing your best to put all your love for him into that hug

Surprised, he turned around to face you and you saw the single tear streaking down his cheeks

“I love you...” you whispered gently, pressing your lips to his

As soon as he heard your words it was as if a switch had been turned on in him

He kissed you back wildly

Putting all his unspoken love into it

He may have lost his father, mother, brother and sister, but you would make sure he never lost you

Lan Xichen:

It was a bit different with Xichen

Although you were an arranged marriage, you’d quickly fallen in love with his wit, kindness and gentle smiles

He’d fallen in love with your charm

You made the perfect couple

Everyone knew that the valiant sect leader of Lan would be nothing without his angel of love

Which he made sure to remind you of at all times

As often as he could, he would remind you of your meaning in his heart by giving you of a small gift or sharing a private moment together

And you would do the same, always giving him your time and love, making sure you were everything he needed

So you can understand how heart broken when you forgot of his existence

You had offered to help the Juniors with a nighthunt, to take the burden off his shoulders and allow him to do other things for a while

He was very grateful, and although you were his wife, he never doubted your cultivation skills for a minute

And he was right to of course, it wasn't your cultivation skills (or lack thereof) that got you in trouble

The Lan clan had been night hunting close to Yunmeng when you heard screams from a nearby lake

The Junior and you went to check what was happening and arrived to a scene of pure chaos

Jiang disciples where getting dragged under by some sort of huge water spirit, full of resentful energy

You immediately sprung into action, and with the aid of the juniors that you’d been accompanying, you all solved the problem

But in the process of saving everyone, the spirit hit you and sent you flying into one of the trees that surrounded the lake

When you awoke, you were back in Gusu, a very worried male by your side

He was tall looking and he seemed extremely worried about something

Although he seemed familiar, you couldn’t place where you’d seen this man before

“Ah-Y/N! You're awake! How are you feeling? Would you like something to eat? Or perhaps to drink?”

You shook your head as you moved into a sitting position

He and you were the only ones in the room

“I-Where am I?” You asked, trying to make sense of everything

The fear and concern that flashed across his handsome features was obvious

“Ah-Y/N... You you remember who I am?”

You shook your head

The heartache in his eyes was evident

He didn't know what to say

Neither did you

He simply handed you a ribbon and got up to leave

“The Juniors fished it out of the water. I-I will come back later...”

“Wait!...”

What had you wanted to say?

The hope on his face made you feel terrible

“Umm... Whats your name?”

His face fell immediately

“Lan Xichen.”

Then it hit you

“You remind me of my old friend Lan Huan...”

Hearing you words he rushed to your side, returning to his spot beside you

“Yes! I am Lan Huan! What do you remember?”

“I... You are Lan Huan? You've grown...”

His smile was blinding

At least you remembered a little bit

That was all that mattered

In his excitement, he didn't notice you leaning in to examine his face and accidentally bumped into you

With his lips

On your lips

That small gesture was enough to flood your mind with images of past memories

Memories of your first kiss, your wedding, your first time

You deepened the kiss, surprising him

But he quickly reciprocated, putting all his love into it

When you pulled apart it was obvious that you remembered who he was

And he was so thankful for it

It was then that he knew that he had to protect you at all costs, because he would never want to loose you again

How To Name Your Chinese Characters: 

1) LAST NAMES: 

I’ve pasted the Top 100 common last names in alphabetical order, and bolded the ones that appear in CQL:   

B: 白 Bai C: 蔡 Cai ; 曹 Cao ;  常 Chang ; 曾 Ceng ;  陈 Chen ;  程 Cheng ;  崔 Cui ; D: 戴 Dai ; 邓 Deng ; 丁 Ding ; 董 Dong ; 杜 Du ; F: 范 Fan ; 方 Fang ; 冯 Feng ; 付 Fu ; G: 高 Gao ;  葛 Ge  ; 龚 Gong ; 顾 Gu ; 郭 Guo ; H: 韩 Han ; 何 He ; 贺 He 洪 Hong ; 侯 Hou ; 黄 Hua ; 胡 Hu ; J: 贾 Jia ; 蒋 Jiang ; 姜 Jiang ; 江 Jiang ; 金 Jin ; K: 康 Kang ; L:  赖 Lai ; 李 Li ;  黎 Li ; 廖 Liao ; 梁 Liang ; 林 Lin ; 刘 Liu ; 陆 Lu ; 卢 Lu ; 路 Lu ; 吕 Lü ; 罗 Luo ; M: 马 Ma ; 麦 Mai ; 毛 Mao ; 孟 Meng ; N:  倪 Ni  ;  牛 Niu ; P: 潘 Pan ; 彭 Peng ; Q: 钱 Qian ; 秦 Qin ; 邱 Qiu ; R:任 Ren ; S: 邵 Shao ; 沈 Sheng ; 史 Shi ; 石 Shi ; 施 Shi ; 宋 Song ; 苏 Su ; 孙 Sun ; T: 陶 Tao ; 谭 Tan ; 唐 Tang ; 田 Tian ; W: 万 Wan ; 王 Wang ;  汪 Wang ; 魏 Wei ; 吴 Wu ; X: 邢 Xing ; 夏 Xia ;  蕭 Xiao ; 谢 Xie ; 徐 Xu ; 许 Xu ; 薛 Xue ; Y: 阎 Yan ; 严 Yan ; 杨 Yang ; 姚 Yao ; 叶 Ye ;  余 Yu ; 于 Yu ; 袁 Yuan ; Z: 张 Zhang ;  赵 Zhao ; 郑 Zheng ; 钟 Zhong ; 周 Zhou ;  朱 Zhu ;  庄 Zhuang ;  邹 Zou ;

Above are all single character last names, but there are some double character Chinese last names, seen below (list not exhaustive): 

独孤 Du’Gu ;  公孙 Gong’Sun ; 南宫 Nan’Gong    欧阳 Ouyang ;  司马 Sima ; 上官 Shangguan ; 宇文 Yu’Wen ; 长孙 Zhangsun ; 诸葛 Zhu’GE ; 

2) GIVEN NAMES/COURTESY NAMES

《Elements》: 

Light*： 光 (guāng) - light，  亮 liàng - bright / shine， 明 (míng) - bright， 曦 (xī) - early dawn， 昀 (yún) - daylight， 昭 (zhāo) - light, clear，照 (zhào) - to shine upon，

Fire: 焰 (yàn) - flames， 烟 (yān) - smoke，炎 (yán) - heat/burn， 烨 (yè) - dazzling light，  

Water: also see “weather” OR “bodies of water” under nature; note the words below while are related to water have meanings that mean some kind of virtue: 清 (qīng) - clarity / purity， 澄 (chéng) - clarity/quiet， 澈 (chè) - clear/penetrating， 涟 (lián) - ripple， 漪 (yī) - ripple， 泓 (hóng) - vast water， 湛 (zhàn) - clear/crystal， 露 (lù) - dew， 泠 (líng) - cool, cold, 涛 (tāo) - big wave，泽 (zé)，浩 hào - grand/vast (water)，涵 (han) - deep submergence / tolerance / educated

Weather: 雨 (yǔ) - rain， 霖 (lín) - downpouring rain， 冰 (bīng) - ice， 雪 (xuě) - snow，  霜 (shuāng) - frost 

Wind: 风 (fēng) - wind

* some “Light” words overlap in meaning with words that mean “sun/day”

《Nature》:

Season: 春 (chūn) - spring， 夏 (xià) - summer， 秋 (qíu) - aumtum， 冬 (dōng) - winter

Time of Day: 朝 (zhāo) - early morning / toward， 晨 (chén) - morning / dawn， 晓 (xiǎo) - morning， 旭 (xù) - dawn/rising sun，昼 (zhòu) - day，皖 (wǎn) - late evening，夜 (yè) - night 

Star/Sky/Space: 云 (yún) - cloud，天 (tiān) - sky/ heaven，霞 (xiá) - afterglow of a rising or setting sun，月 (yuè) - moon，日 (ri) - day / sun，阳 (yáng) - sun，宇 (yǔ) - space，星 (xīng) - star

Birds: 燕 (yàn) - sparrow， 雁 (yàn) - loon， 莺 (yīng) - oriole， 鸢 (yuān) - kite bird (family Accipitridae)，羽 (yǔ) - feather

Creatures: 龙 (lóng) - dragon/imperial

Plants/Flowers:* 兰 (lán) - orchids，  竹 (zhú) - bamboo， 筠 (yún) - tough exterior of bamboos， 萱 (xuān) - day-lily， 松 (sōng) - pine， 叶 (yè) - leaf， 枫 (fēng) - maple， 柏 bó/bǎi - cedar/cypress， 梅 (méi) - plum， 丹 (dān) - peony

Mountains: 山 (shān)， 峰 (fēng) - summit， 峥 (zhēng)，

Bodies of water: 江 (jiāng) - large river/straits， 河 (hé) - river， 湖 (hú) - lake， 海 (hǎi) - sea， 溪 (xī) - stream， 池 (chí) - pond， 潭 (tán) - larger pond， 洋 (yáng) - ocean

* I didn’t include a lot of flower names because it’s very easy to name a character with flowers that heavily implies she’s a prostitute. 

《Virtues》: 

Astuteness: 睿 ruì - astute / foresight， 智 (zhi)， 慧 (hui)， 哲 (zhé) - wise/philosophy, 

Educated:  博 (bó) - extensively educated， 墨 (mo) - ink， 诗 (shi) - poetry / literature， 文 (wén) - language / gentle / literary， 学 (xue) - study， 彦 (yàn) - accomplished / knowledgeable, 知 (zhi) - to know， 斌 (bīn) - refined， 赋 (fù) - to be endowed with knowledge

Loyalty: 忠 (zhōng) - loyal， 真 (zhēn) - true 

Bravery: 勇 (yǒng) - brave， 杰 (jié) - outstanding, hero

Determination/Perseverance: 毅 (yì) - resolute / brave， 恒 (héng) - everlasting， 衡 (héng) - across, to judge/evaluate，成 (chéng) - to succeed， 志 (zhì) - aspiration / the will

Goodness/Kindness: 嘉 (jiā) - excellent / auspicious，磊 (lěi) - rock / open & honest， 正 (zhèng) - straight / upright / principle，

Elegance: 雅 (yǎ) - elegant， 庄 (zhuāng) - respectful/formal/solemn， 彬 (bīn) - refined / polite， 

Handsome: 俊 jùn - handsome/talented 

Peace: 宁 (níng) - quietness/to pacify, 安 （ān) - peace, safety

Grandness/Excellence：宏 (hóng) - grand，豪 (háo) - grand, heroic，昊 (hào) - limitless / the vast sky，华 (huá) - magnificent， 赫 (hè) - red/famous/great， 隆 (lóng) - magnificent， 伟 (wěi) - greatness / large，轩 (xuān) - pavilion with a view/high，卓 (zhuó) - outstanding

Female Descriptor/Virtues/Beauty: 婉 (wǎn)，惠 (huì)， 妮 (nī)， 娇 (jiāo)， 娥 (é)， 婵 (chán) (I didn’t include specific translations for these because they’re all adjectives for women meaning beauty or virtue) 

《Descriptors》:

Adverbs: 如 (rú) - as，若 (ruò) - as, alike，宛 (wǎn) - like / as though，

Verbs: 飞 (fēi) - to fly，  顾 （gù) - to think/consider， 怀 (huái) - to miss, to possess， 落(luò) - to fall, to leave behind，梦 (mèng) - to dream， 思 (sī) - to consider / to miss (someone)，忆 (yì) - memory， 希 (xī) - yearn / admire

Colours: 红 (hóng) - red， 赤 (chì) - crimson， 黄 (huàng) - yellow， 碧 (bì) - green，青(qīng) - azure，蓝 (lán) - blue， 紫 (zǐ) - violet ，玄 (xuán) - black， 白 (baí) - white

Number：一 (yī), 二 (er) - two, 三 (san) - three,  四 (si) - four,  五 (wu) - five, 六 (liu) - six, 七(qi) - seven, 八 (ba) - eight,  九 (jiu) - nine, 十 (shi) - ten

Direction: 东 (dōng) - east， 西 (xi) - west， 南 (nan) - south， 北 (bei) - north，

Other: 子 (zǐ) - child, 然 (rán) - correct / thusly

《Jade》: *there are SO MANY words that generally mean some kind of jade, bc when ppl put jade in their children’s name they don’t literally mean the rock, it’s used to symbolize purity, goodness, kindness, beauty, virtue etc*  琛 (chen), 瑶 (yao),  玥 (yue),  琪 (qi),  琳 (lin)

《Spirituality》

凡 (fan) - mortality 

色 (se) - colour, beauty. In buddhism, “se” symbolizes everything secular

了 (liao) - finished, done, letting go 

尘 (chen) - dust, I’m not… versed in buddhism enough to explain “chen”, it’s similar to “se”

悟 (wu) - knowing? Cognition? To understand a higher meaning

无 (wu) - nothing, the void, also part of like “letting go” 

戒 (jie) - to “quit”, but not in a bad way. In buddhism, monks are supposed to “quit” their earthly desires.

极 (ji) - greatness, also related to the state of nirvana (? I think?) 

Happy Birthday, Lan Xichen! (October 8th)

I do not wish to use my sword but it’s not up to me, A song from my flute wont solve anything.

- 不由 (Beyond Control)