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What their drunk confessions would be like(PT2)

A/N: Second part! Hope you like!

Jiang Cheng:

Unlike Lan Xichen, Jiang Cheng would be drunk on purpose.

Knowing this grumpy sect leader, it would just be because he’d had an exceptionally hard day

Jin Ling had thrown a fit, the sect was hard to lead and he was generally in a bad mood

As always

When Jiang Cheng got drunk, he would either become even angrier or kinda sad

Today he was the latter

He started reminiscing on times he’d spent surrounded by his loved ones, by Wei Wuxian and Jiang Yanli, with his parents

And then he thought of how twisted and old he’d become, so weighed down by pain

 Deep down through all that sadness, he really just wanted to feel loved again

And then there was you

He’d met you in cloud recesses when they’d gone for lectures

You were one of the top disciples of the C/N clan

He’d admired you from afar as you’d become great friends with his sister

You’d eaten dinner with them, and spent most of your time at the lectures with Yanli

She would always say that you were like a sister to her

So it would only make sense that you stuck with her through sunshot campaign

And her marriage

And her death

She made you Jin Ling’s godmother

Which meant that you stuck with Jiang Cheng when he took Jin Ling to Lotus Pier

He tried to make you leave many times, since you were a sore reminder of his sister

But you knew he needed you

I mean, this is Jiang Cheng

How is he gonna raise a kid on his own?

And so over the years you’d grown a bond

And he’d fallen in love with you

After all, you were the only one still by his side

The only one who showed care to him

He needed to talk to you, he decided

So he left his office to find you

He asked many servants where you were before finally finding you

You were exiting Jin Ling’s quarters after having put him to bed

Jiang Cheng bumped right into you as you were gently trying to close the door, causing you to slam it

You whirled around in surprise and was about to scold him, until you saw the tears on his cheeks

You were about to ask him what was wrong, but before you could say anything he had you pinned against the wall

And his lips where on yours, sloppily kissing you

You could taste the liquor on this breath, but you were to caught in the kiss to really notice

He broke away first

“Y/N…” he whispered, leaning down to wrap his arms around you, in a sort of hug

But because he was so tall, he kinda crushed you against the wall

It was uncomfortable, but you hugged him back

“A-Cheng,” You whispered, confused and slightly worried

Clan Leader Jiang was not known to cry very often, if at all, so your worry was justified

“Are you alright?”

“Y/N,” He said, so low you barely heard it, from right next to him

“I l-love y-you…”

And then he passed out

Leaving you to carry him to his room

It took you forever, but you finally got him in the bed, and tucked him in

And then you sat next to him, to process this new information

He loved you?

Could it be possible? You’d always felt like you were closer than just friends, but you’d always thought the feeling was one sided

And maybe it was just the alcohol talking

You decided to wait until tomorrow, and if he remembered, then you would confront him about it

The next morning you got up early to check up on him

You knew how wicked hangovers could be, so you made him tea and brought it to his office

And just as you supposed, he had a terrible headache and was in an exceptionally bad mood

But as soon as he saw you, he went silent, sparing the disciple he’d angrily been shouting at

You dismissed said disciple as you put the tea on his desk

Then you chanced to look at him

His face was very red as he avoided your gaze

He clearly remembered

Which was good, because so did you

“A-Cheng, we need to talk”

His head snapped up to look at you

He looked afraid, and very embarrassed

He looked away

“What you told me yesterday. Did you mean it?”

He looked back at you annoyingly

“I dont know what you are talking about. I was drunk.”

For all the years you’d know him, Jiang Cheng had never been a good liar

“A-Cheng… Did you mean it? Please I really must know.”

You sounded more desperate than you wanted too, but you just wanted to know

“yes…”

It was no more than a whisper, but it was all you needed

You closed the distance between you and kissed him passionately on the lips

He was surprised at first, but quickly reciprocated, kissing you back with as much passion as last night

When you pulled apart, you couldn’t help but laugh at him, face as red as a tomato and looking as shocked as you’d ever seen him look

Thank you for reading!

Physical affection with them (Pt1)

A/N: I really wanted to do this lol. Enjoy

Jiang Cheng:

When it comes to physical affection or any affection at all, you’re in for a ride

This grumpy sect leader is in need of affection but good luck trying to give him some

He will do everything in his power to run away from your love

Not because he doesn't want it, actually because he doesn't know how to react to it

Hes never really been given much love so just doesn't know what to do

But you know very well what he needs

So as much s he likes to escape, you don't let him

When it comes to being in public he “allows” little things like hand holding and maybe small kisses on cheeks

He never knows how to reciprocate, but he turns incredibly red when you show him an ounce of genuine affection

If the two of you are out on a nighthunt or in the market and you go to grab his hand, he will instantly blush and give you a look, but he wont pull his hand away

If anything, he’ll actually hold your hand tightly and won’t let go till the end of said trip

When it comes to being in private, like cuddling in bed, he will never initiate it, although he will show you what he wants

He will “subtly” nudge you while you’re in bed, but will never actually wrap his arms around you

He knows that you’ll always turn over and snuggle into his chest when he nudges you, and he thinks that you don't know how much he likes it

But you do

And it makes you very happy to see him blush

His kisses (those initiated by him) are few and far between generally saved for a special occasion like anniversaries, birthdays and long separations

But when he does initiate it, his kisses are surprisingly passionate

He will always grip your hands of your waist when he kisses you and will always drag it out, acting surprisingly sheepish when its done

He loves when you kiss him

Because of how gentle you are when you do

He loves when you gently gently run your hands up his chest and when you softly cup his face when you lean in to kiss him

It makes him feel so loved and cherished

Something he doesn't feel very often

He also loves it when you hug him

Just the feeling of yours arms wrapped around him and the warmth of your body make him so happy

He will occasionally wrap and arm around  your waist

Especially when he’s jealous

Which happens quite often

(Especially around Wei Wuxian)

No matter who you are or where you come from, Jiang Cheng will always  be worried that you will fall for his elder brother

Since Wei Wuxian is very flirty, when the two of you meet, he almost immediately starts his teasing

And because of how charismatic he is, the two of you definitely become quick friends

Which pisses off Jiang Cheng to the furthest extreme

And so, whenever the three of you are in the same room, Jiang Cheng is all over you

He goes from 0 affection to 100% love, arm around your waist, practically stuck to you

He would even go to lengths such as hand holding and even the occasional hug

Unfortunately for him however, Wei Wuxian notices this and makes fun of him for becoming soft

Which would promptly make him let go of you entirely

Needless to say, Jiang Cheng is a softie who needs love, but he tries rly hard to hide it

But don't be fooled by this grumpy grape, Jiang Cheng 100% needs love and it must be given to him promptly