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Still crying over Yi City arc

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Hi If You Have Enough Time (and Inspiration) Then Could You Write A Drunk Confession With Wen Ning Or

Hi 👋 if you have enough time (and inspiration) then could you write a drunk confession with Wen Ning or Nie Mingjue? PS: Your writings are pretty good đŸŒșđŸŒŒđŸŒž

A/N:OML THIS ONE IS SO LATE IM SORRY! anyways hope you like it lol!(its pretty cheesy, I made it a little self indulgent lol)

What their drunk confessions are like (Pt 7):

Wen Ning:

As a living corpse, Wen Ning didn’t think he could still get drunk

He was wrong

The liquor made by Senior Wen (in burial mounds) was strong enough to make even Wen Ning drunk

Which he’d never expected

But now, with his mind muddled by the drink and you sitting so close, Wen Ning was having more fun than he’d had in months

Alcohol made everyone more jovial and of course Wei Wuxian was telling the great tales of his exploits to a very entertained crown of Wen’s

You seemed to be very interested in what he had to say, laughing at all the right times, a smile so bright lightning up you face and Wen Ning couldn’t help but wish he could be the one to make you laugh like that

But unfortunately he didnt have any tales of immense bravery to tell

All he would be able to tell you about would be how he got pushed around and bullied for being weak

You immediately picked up on how his expression had fallen while looking at you

“Whats wrong Ah-Ning?”

He quickly snapped out of his thoughts and offered you a small smile

“Just thinking...”

It was clear you didnt believe him

The look of worry on your face made him feel bad

“Its really nothing Ah-Y/N, I was only thinking about Wei-Gonzi’s story.”

Your expression softened and you smiled again

Then, you scooted closer to him and grabbed his hand

“Come, let’s go get some fresh air”

Wen Ning didnt need any fresh air, but he would go anywhere with you if you asked him, so he got up and followed behind you

The only one to notice your departure was Wen Qing, but she did nothing, knowing of her brother’s feelings for you

Maybe he’d be able to confess tonight

Tugging him along gently, you went to sit by the small lotus pool that Wei Wuxian had built

You then let go of his hand, and patted beside you, telling him to sit by you

He did

There was a calm silence, interrupted only by the sounds of the burial mounds

Wen Ning took the opportunity to look at you

You looked so pretty in the soft moonlight, you lips slightly twisted upwards into a small smile, your posture entirely relaxed and calm

You were the most beautiful sight he’d ever seen

And when you looked back at him he couldn’t help but see a hint of fondness in your eyes

He almost felt compelled to spill his heart out to you, and tell you his deepest feelings of love and adoration for you

He almost wanted to tell you that he was in love with you

And he almost did

But something held him back

It was the same thing that held him back every single time

What was the point of telling you how he felt if you could never feel the same way?

It would only tarnish your friendship and make you pity him more than you already did

And he would never put any unwanted feelings on you

And so he held his breath and looked away

“What’s on your mind Ah-Ning?”

You could see that he was struggling to say something, and if it was what you thought it was, you wanted to hear him say it

You needed to hear him say it

And now that he was seemingly drunk, it would be the perfect moment

“N-nothing...”

You could feel the lie

You turned your gaze to him and pierced him with your gaze

The you gripped his cold hand again, which almost made him jump in surprise

“Tell me Ah-Ning, I can help you. I can see that its been bothering you. What is it?”

Your gentle voice and the fact that he had a bit too much to drink loosened his lips, and before he knew what he was doing, he was telling you how he felt

“You’re b-beautifull tonight, and I was just thinking about how nice you are. To me and to everyone, and, um, I really like, uh, being with you? You are so amazing Ah-Y/N...” he mumbled, avoiding your gaze at all costs

You on the other hand were ecstatic

You tugged his and and got up, bringing him to his feet abruptly

As soon as he was standing stably, you pressed a chaste kiss to his lips

He couldn't believe what was happening

It was as if all the lights had been turned off and the entirety of the burial mounds just faded away

Leaving him alone with the most amazing person on this planet

You

And you were there, looking up at him with bright, loving eyes, and kissing him

Could you... Could you truly love him?

Could it really be true?

“I think you are the most amazing person too Ah-Ning... If we feel the same it means we must court right?”

He nodded, reality crashing on him

You loved him

And you wanted to court him

He happily kissed you back, putting all his pent up emotion into it, always making sure that you weren’t hurt

The stars seemed to shine brighter, if only for a second, smiling down upon the two of you

Thank you for reading!

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4 years ago

good time of the day to you! I saw you opend your requests and Im literally vibrating with excitement!! I really like how you write the juniors so! can I maybe ask for some fluff headcanons for any of them (doesn't matter, they are all cute, please do whoever you want!) hmm something like how they act around their crush? maybe they think their crush doesn't return their feelings but they actually do?? something cute and fluffy please and thank you in advance 😊💗

A/N: I started writing this and then IT DELETED ITSELF SO I HAD TO REDO IT! But I hope you enjoy lol! Also I only did Jin Ling cuz it was rly long, but I like this idea, so I’ll do the others in due time:) (P.S: This was really fun to write (although im not sure it was exactly what you asked for sryyyy) but if y'all want more feel free to request!)(PPS: So they might be a little angst cuz whats fluff without angst right?{Lol no I just cant write fluff apparently. sorry:)})

Fluff (angsty?) HC’S:

Jin Ling:

The first time the two of you met was on an inter clan night hunt

You were of the Lan clan and because you were kind and gentle (although sometimes opinionated), everyone liked you

Especially Jin Ling

During that night hunt however, Jin Chan and a few other Jin disciples decided to mercilessly tease Jin Ling over having missed a shot and failed to capture one of the flying demons as he had said he would

And of course, you were the only one to step up for him and tell them to back off

Which just made him like you even more

Several years later, the two of you became quite close and, along with Zizhen, Sizhui and Jingyi, now formed the Junior Quintet

And through those years Jin Ling fell further and further in love with you, every time you did a sweet action towards him or spoke kind words, his heart would soar

But unfortunately, since you were a Lan, you spent the majority of your time with Jingyi and Sizhui by proximity

And thus rumours grew that you and Sizhui were courting

Jin Ling did his best to ignore that hearsay, because if he were to believe it, his heart would break

But those rumours where unfortunately too easy to believe, what with Sizhui being the well-mannered, kind, gentle boy he was

It was quite probable that a respectable, not to mention super kind and loving and amazing person such as yourself would want to court someone like Lan Sizhui

Just by watching you, it wasn’t hard to see how such rumours may have been true as well

For example, every time the five of you where together and it was time to split up, you would always go with Sizhui, even when Jin Ling was left without a partener

Which made him undeniably angry

Just the thought of Lan Sizhui being the one to hold you when you are cold, to be the one to protect you from the dangers of the world, to be the one who would be allowed to marry you,

Those thoughts where enough to bring tears to Jin Ling’s eyes and make his anger flair up in his chest

But what could he do?

As long as Sizhui held such an important spot in your life, he could never dream to be the one at your side

And he couldn’t even hate Sizhui for it either

Sizhui was one of the only people he trusted, and was friends with, and that in and of itself was enough to make Jin Ling’s anger vanish to give place to sadness instead

Not to mention the fact that Jin Ling knew that no matter what he said, he couldn’t compare to Sizhui

He was prideful and short-tempered not to mention haughty and rude

How could you love him?

But this knowledge (albeit entirely false) didnt stop him from falling deeper and deeper in love with you every time you gently touched him, spoke some sort of kind word to him or spent a moment toghether

Like now

The path in the forest was muddy and gross, but you and Jin Ling had been assigned to take this route, so there wasn't much you could do

You had needed to split the group up again for nighthunt purposes, but this time, you’d also had Wen Ning with you, so he’d gone with Sizhui while Jingyi and Zizhen had been the second pair

Which of course left you and Jin Ling

When you could, you tried to be paired with Sizhui because he was like a brother to you and you felt safest with him

Being with Jingyi was non productive, since he was always too loud and being with Zizhen was also non productive since the both of you always got distracted talking to each other

And being with Jin Ling was nerve wracking because, well, how could you concentrate on the nighthunt when he was there?

He always wore the best robes and had his long hair styled in the best ways to make himself look attractive (even though he was attractive enough as it was without all of this), not to mention his sharp yet delicate features, and the constant look of, well you couldn't tell what it was but it was always in his eyes when he looked at you, and it was very distracting

And so you did your best not to look at him while you walked the path

Not that you had much time to had you even wanted to since the path was quite narrow and you were stuck walking behind him

The air was filled with awkwardness, and panting breaths as you walked further up the mountain

You decided to break the silence shortly after bringing up a series of short topics, perfect to make interesting conversation with him

You hoped that he didnt notice how nervous his presence made you

He on the other hand was angry

It was obvious that you did not want to be partnered with him, but you could at least make an effort to not show it

The way you avoided eye contact and only spoke in small talk, you would almost think that you hadn’t been close friends for the past few years

His mind was filled with these troublesome thoughts

Until

SPLASH

“JIN LING!”

The puddle that he had just stepped in was much deeper than he’d anticipated, and he’d lost his balance, falling into a meter deep of mud and slamming his head against one of the jagged rocks that adorned the side of the badly kept path

You quickly dragged him out, gently laying him on the mossy grass by the side of the path, making sure that there were no rocks under him, and began to examine his head

All the while, he was whining in pain, but it was clear that he’d hit his head quite hard because he looked quite dazed, as if he didnt know where he was

“Jin Ling, do you know who I am?” You asked, once you’d made sure to stop the bleeding

His eyes moved to your face and the change of look was instant

“Ah-Y/N. Of course I know who you are stupid,” but just then as he tried to get up, a searing pain shot through his head and his body fell back against the moss as he let out a groan

“Ah, don't move yet Ah-Ling, you hit your head very hard.” You muttered worriedly, pushing the loose strands of hair out of his face, and putting him back into a better position

When you removed your hands from his face, you could see the red tint that now covered his cheeks but chose to say nothing

“I will send a signal for the others to come help us” you said, reaching into your pocket for the signal, but his hand shot out and grabbed yours before you could get it

“Nonono that's not necessary I can keep going. We need to finish our task.” He said quickly and this time he was able to get into sitting position, although a wave of pain did cross his face

You knew how stubborn he could be, so instead of working against his will, you grabbed his hand to help him up

As soon as he was standing however, he grabbed his hand away, his blush even deeper than before

But you didnt care, all that mattered was his safety, so you took his hand back in yours and slung his arm over your shoulder, so he could use you as a support if need be

“Hey! W-what are you doing! Let go of me!”

But no matter his complaining, you still supported him as you walked, making sure that he didnt get hurt more than he already way

To Jin Ling, this was the most embarrassing thing that could have happened

Not only had you gotten stuck with him against your will, but he was now a burden that you had to carry!

He wanted to cry

Every time he tried to impress you, be it shooting a kite out of the sky, or slaying a fearsome demon, something bad would always happen and he would end up looking like a fool

And now, he’d been trying to take the lead, to show you that he was able to protect you, and all he’d been able to show you was how much of a burden he could be

The tears fell no matter how hard he tried to hold them

There was no way you could love him anyways, so what did it matter?

You, on the other hand noticed his crying immediately

You quickly sat him down and although he tried to avoid your worried gaze, you softly wiped the tears that had fallen

“Does you head hurt?” You worriedly asked, placing your hand at the back of his head where the wound was

It almost looked like you were about to kiss him

Jin Ling looked away, and did not reply

You quickly took the signal out and threw it into the air, where it exploded, notifying the others that you were in trouble

His expression changed instantly

“No!”

He made to take it out of your hand but it was too late

It was then that you noticed that he was still bleeding and that he was losing lots of blood

You held him in your arms as the rain started falling and didn’t let go until half an hour later, when Jiang Cheng came with reinforcements and Jin Ling was dragged back to the cloud recesses, half consious

When he awoke again, he was in a warm bed, and the sunlight was streaming through the windows

The sound of a waterfall alerted him to the fact that he was in cloud recesses

His head felt sore, but other than that there was no striking pain as there had been before

You were sleeping in what looked like a very uncomfortable position beside his bed, head on the duvet

He carefully tried to move you out of the way, but to no avail, since you woke up despite him trying to be quiet

“Ah- Ling your awake!” You shot up, gently pushing him back against the head board and grabbing the bowl of soup that was on the table beside you

“Its not as warm as it was before, but it’ll still taste good.” You practically whispered as you handed him the food

Once he was holding it stably, you fluffed his pillows and returned to sit on the bed next to him while you pressed your palm against his forehead to check his temperature

“I’m sorry.” He said all of a sudden, so out of the blue that you almost got startled

“About what?”

“I was a burden to you and we didnt get to finish our task.”

The look on his face was one you never wanted to see again

It was a mix of sadness and embarrassment, and a feeling of just not being good enough

You took the soup (now almost finished) out of his hands before grabbing one of his hands in yours

“You don't need to be sorry. I was very worried about you and I... when you were crying I felt like it was my fault. I’m so relived that your okay now Jin Ling.”

And with that, you wrapped your arms around him and crushed him in a hug

Jin Ling had never felt anything quite like this

Just the feeling of being in your arms was enough to send his heart beating faster than it ever had

When you pulled away, he was blushing

“Yeah whatever.” He muttered, but you could see the thankfulness in his eyes

“Ill leave you to rest then.” You said with a small smile, getting up to leave, but before you could go anywhere, the hand that was still holding yours pulled you back

“Wait.”

Jin Ling had never felt this much courage

But your words and your loving ministrations had his mind reeling

“Are your courting Sizhui?”

The question that could make it or break it

Secure his spot in your heart, or render him alone again

His heart was beating so fast he could hear it

You laughed

“No! Sizhui is like a brother to me,” and then a pause

“Why?”

“I want you to court me.”

The shock on your face was evident

After all, you had never expected Jin Ling to be so forward about such things yet here you were

“I-I would love that. If your uncles are okay with it I mean, I wouldn't want to be a burden or anything. And we would-”

The warm feeling of his warm lips on yours stopped your nervous stream of words

The kiss was so delicate and gentle, almost as if a soft breeze would be enought to break it apart, yet so loving at the same time

Jin Ling didn’t get many chances to prove himself to you but this was one and you bet he would take it

If he could at least impress you with his bravery (by asking such questions without pause) then he would ignore the fact that as he had uttered those six words, his entire life had flashed before his eyes, and he’d been so undeniably scared that he’d almost peed himself

Thank you for reading!


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4 years ago

Jin ling physical affection please?

A/N: Finally stopped procrastinating like a huge doof. (I’m so sorry y’all, but ill have more and more time soon so I might open requests rly soon) Anyways this was rly fun to write so I hope you enjoy!

Physical Affection with them (Pt 3)

Jin Ling:

Just like his uncle, Jin Ling is afraid of affection

But he craves it more than he knows

Having grown up with little to no physical affection, from either of his uncles, Jin Ling is very touch starved

But he repels affection even stronger than his jiujiu

If Jiang Cheng runs away from affection, Jin Ling sprints

He (thinks he) detests affection from anyone, but he (very) secretly craves it

So when you gently reach for his hand during a night hunt or hug him after long periods of separation, he loves it

But on the outside he tells you off and wrenches his hand away

“What did you do that for stupid?”

But inside his well guarded heart is melting

At first, it would hurt you when he said things like that, but you simply got used to it, and then proceeded to ignore him when he did it after that, opting to keep holding him as you wish

The only times he didn’t put up a fuss was when he was sad or hurt

He either didnt have the energy to tell you off, or he just wanted your love so much, he didnt even care what others thought anymore

If his uncle had gotten really mad at him, or if Jin Chan had pushed him around too much, Jin Ling would come to you, on the pretense of complaining, but he really just wants to feel your love

And you never fail to live up to his expectations

His first kiss was with you and every other kiss after that as well

After your first kiss, he was still too shy to initiate it, since he lacked experience, but you had no qualms

You would kiss him whenever you wanted to, which sometimes made him very shy since, well, he just wasn't used to such blatant displays of love

But he loved it when you did kiss him

Especially on the lips, with a loving passion that he had never felt before

When he initiated it (very rarely) its probably because he was jealous

Its always pretty sloppy and rough when he does, since he’s jealous and a bit angry

He’s not very confident in himself, so he wont generally initiate contact for fear of rejection

But every time he does he is relived to find that you rejoicingly accept it, which makes him feel loved

His preferred form of affection (that which he initiates most often) is either hugs or cuddles

When you're in bed together, he will always wrap his arms around you, but beware if you make any comment, he will leave you cold and alone for the rest of the night

If he hasn’t seen you in a really long time, when you meet again he will initiate a hug, but only in private

He absolutely loves it when you run your fingers through his hair, especially when you are cuddling

It’s probably his favourite thing you can do

But he will never say it so you had to find out by yourself when he accidentally let slip a sigh of pleasure when you first did it

His embarrassment had been evident, so you didn’t say anything

But you made sure to do it more often after that

When it comes to small things like hand holding and kisses on the cheek, Jin Ling will allow it in public, but will still complain, because he has his reputation to uphold

And if he’s jealous (generally of Sizhui), he will grab your hand and pull you to his side, which is childish, but makes you smile never the less

You know how low his self esteem is, so you make sure to give him lots of love, especially when he’s jealous

He knows that you and Sizhui are pretty close, and he knows that Sizhui is practically and angel on earth, so it would make so much more sense for you to be in love with him instead of Jin Ling, who is considered a spoiled brat by the majority of the cultivating community

You know that he thinks this, so when you're with the two of them, you make sure to stick closer to him, and make sure he knows that you are in Love with him

In the end, you complete Jin Ling and he loves you with his entire heart, and will do practically anything  you’d want him to do, just for you to stay by his side

Little does he know that he doesn’t need to do anything else to get you to love him, because your heart already belongs to him

Thank you for reading!


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4 years ago

Happy Birthday Wei Ying!

Happy Birthday Wei Ying!

Happy Birthday to the one and only Wei Wuxian!


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4 years ago

Self-isolation tag game

I was tagged by @xiaoxuqiu​

Rules: The last photo of a celebrity that you saved is your isolation buddy.

Self-isolation Tag Game

Yay Zhu Zanjin!!! Honestly he’s such a cutie, I’d be happy to spend the rest of eternity with him. I saved this pic for an art class reference. Unfortunately I dont think my art was able to do this beautiful man justice...

Anyways I think imma tag @mdzsfan​ and ummmm... anyone else who sees this and wants to do it I @ yall too. (Sorry I dont have many friends...:)


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4 years ago

Thank you @xiaoxuqiu​, I love doing these:)!

Imma do school me and home me:)

Thank You @xiaoxuqiu, I Love Doing These:)!
Thank You @xiaoxuqiu, I Love Doing These:)!

That’s it! I dont actually look that good with my hair down at home lol.

I will tag: @the-abode-of-the-little-mermaid​, @soliavenne and @quanajean​! Have fun!

@yumingyesfairy​ is currently addicted to this picrew - thus a tag game has been born and she has tagged me (and I’m honoured to be considered ‘sister from another mister’ - the feeling is very much mutual!)

She made a version of herself at work, and an after work/weekend her - I’m gonna make and everyday me and a sunday-morning-his-mother-is-there church me (pfffft):

@yumingyesfairy Is Currently Addicted To This Picrew- Thus A Tag Game Has Been Born And She Has Tagged
@yumingyesfairy Is Currently Addicted To This Picrew- Thus A Tag Game Has Been Born And She Has Tagged

The difference is not THAT big - pfffft I tag; @wangji-string​ @theownerofshuanghua0518​ @yibowang​ @guqin-and-flute​ and everybody that wants too! 

Like go nuts!! 


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