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Soft moments with Minghao
Letting you into his space - we all know Minghao gives off a slight black cat energy and is someone who values his own space and time. But when it comes to you, you're the one person he would allow into his quiet more personal moments. He would welcome you with open arms into his meditation space enjoying walking you through the process in order for you to find an inner peace and relase some of the stress you're carrying in your everday life. Something about sharing this time with you, no words just energies combining together would be so personal and intimate to him and he would feel so much closer to you through these shared moments. It would make him smile and his heart vibrate with happiness in his chest when you would ask to join him in these moments and would be even more elated to see you much more calm and at peace at the end of them. He would also enjoy shared time sat reading together. He would often suggest and pick up books that he thought you would both enjoy so that you could read them together and be able to talk about them with one another. Sharing thoughts and predictions on what was going to happen next. He would love it on the days that you would curl up beside him, you head on his lap. He would run a hand through your hair as he would read out loud to you until you dozed off in peaceful comfort.
Your built in therpaist - this man, the definition of an active listener. He is always there for you when you need to talk. When life gets too hard and he notices you struggling he would sit you down and encourage you to share the burden with him so that you could figure it out together. With him, you would never be alone in this world. To him, your problems, your struggles and your worries were his as well. He would do anything and everything to help provide you with advice, different prespectives and ideas on how to handle things going forward. Just sitting down and telling him what was going on and seeing his face calm and collected would instantly take so much weight off your shoulders. He always would know just what to say to bring you down from your worries and make then seem so much more manageable and not as scary as you would make them out to be in your head. On the flip side he is not only there in the tough times to listen. He loves listening to you ramble on about your day, what you did what you saw. He would love the way your face would light up when you would talk about you faveourite things in life. When he was feelling down he would ask you about your faveourite hobbies just to see you face light up and get lost in how excited you are about it all. It would instantly make him forget the rest of the world.
Personal Stylist - we all know how fashionable this man is. He takes pride in his fashion sense and would love to share that with you. You wouldnt ever have to worry about going shopping, what to wear and what to accessorize with because he has your back. He would love to take you shopping, pilling clothes in the dressing room for you to try on. He would know exactly what would fit you best, always making sure to pick things that he knew you would be comfortable in. He would be your biggest hype man too while trying things on. Talking up how good you looked in all the outfits he picked out for you, taking pictures of everything for his own collection. Going out? Have an event? He's got you. He would love coming over to roam through your closet to help you compile an outfit that would wow everyone else in the room. Minghao would also love buying things that you both could wear or buying somehwat matching outfits that would compliment one another as well. Lets be real, he would also love dressing you up to have full on photo shoots so that he could combine his two favourite things, fashion and you into one thing.
Window into his silly side - despite his usual more quiet and reserved nature with you Minghao is more likely to let his hair donw and let his more relaxed silly side down. We've all seen him twerk on tipsy live. This MInghao would be out a lot when the two of you were alone together. He loved seeing your smile and hearing your laugh and with you he felt no judgemnt so he would let his guard down and express his silly nature more to allow all of this to happen. You would have our own inside jokes with one another, your own looks that would express them so that when you were out with others you could just look at one another and know and giggle silently to yourselves together. I can just see him being much more carefree and open, relaxed.
Always shows up for - you are his pride and joy and he wants you to know that every second of everyday. He also wants the whole world to know that and to know that you are his. He would go out of his way to show up for you in every way he could in life. If it was to be there for a phone call when he was away so that you could vent about a tough day he was there answering the call. If it was an special life event like winning an award of graduating you know he would be as close to the stage as possible cherring you on. If you just needed one of those hugs that seemed to put all your broken pieces back together, his arms were open and waiting. I just feel that with him you would never feel alone, always feel apprecited and always feel safe and secure because you knew he was only one step behind you if you ever stumbled and feel. Man. I have such a sweet spot for hi, but I just feel like he would always be there and you would never doubt him for a second in amything
Just a Jeonghan voice message sucking up to you basically...
Hey it's me. Your boy. Your fave. The one you dream about every night. At least I hope you do or we have a lot to talk about.
I know it's late and you're asleep or just avoiding my calls which if so, ouch. What if I was in danger, in need, lost and alone and afraid? Then what?
I know you're rolling your eyes at that last part.
I know depite the dramatics you're intrigued as to why I'm calling though.
The reason?
You.
After we dropped you off at home Gyu and I were talking and you know what he had the audacity to say to me? That you were going to get a restraining order aganist me if I keep staring at you the way I do. I told him to stop being so dramatic. He's just jealous that I don't give him the attention that I give you.
He didn't deny it either.
But it got me thinking. I don't think I told you once tonight how beautiful you looked. I was so caught up in taking you all in that I was at a loss for words when it came to telling you how you made my heart do backflips. I could have stared at you all night.
The way your whole face lit up whenever Hoshi told you one of his horrible jokes. The way your eyes crinkled at the corners, your laugh filling my ears like the purest music. How animated you got, almost like you were living every moment of the elabote stories Seungkwan kept telling you from our tour.
I can't get enough of you. I never want to get enough of you. I want to keep you close to me always so that I can see you enjoying life. To hear your laugh, To take in your beauty. My world is brighter with you in it. It's complete. I couldn't ask for amything more in this life. I feel so foolish for not being able to tell you this all in person. When I see you tomorrow I'm sure I'll tell you this all again and more. I just couldn't go to sleep without telling you.
And if you listen to this and happen to think 'Hey you know what, this guy is crazy and maybe I should get a restraining order' I'm blaming Gyu for manifesting it and it wont' be pretty.
Please don't let Gyu win this battle - it'll go right to his head and I'll never hear the end of it.
But more so, don't because I need you in my life, I want you in my life and I don't want that to change.
Ok, I think I've poured enough of my heart out to your voicemail for one night. I can't promise I won't do it again tomorrow night.
Maybe you do need a restraining order aganist me.
Ok, love you, miss you BYE
A slightly drunken voice message from Gyu
Hey it's me...duh obviously it's me. What other psycho would be calling you this late at night without any kind of remorse?
I mean obviously I'm sad that you didnt answer but it's probably for the best. We all need our beauty sleep after all. Not that you need a lot of it because I mean look at you.
Now I'm getting off topic.
You are my faveourite topic though. I'm surprised no one has told me shut up yet on this trip because I may or may not have pointed out every single thing to all of them that you'd like and whined way too much about how much I wish you were here. Maybe they just feel bad for me at this point.
Ok seriously, Mingyu get it together.
The reason I'm calling you at this horrid hour, and yes I promise I will sleep soon - but anyway Jeonghan and I were talking and he asked me if I thought you'd still love me if I turned into a worm. Why a worm I don't know but I'd like to think I'd still be an attractive worm.
He said you wouldn't because you have this thing with all things bugish realted but I think you would still love me right? I mean our love knows no bounds. I'd love you still if you were a worm...I think. I mean people would probably think I'm crazy but some already think that so whats a couple more right? It's no biggie or anything but if you happen to wake up and happen to listen to this could you call me back ASAP because now I'm panicking a bit that you wouldn't.
Call me needy but I just need a little bit of reassureance and honestly, I greedily need to hear your voice. I miss your voice. I miss you.
Sweet dreams from your little wiggly worm.
Soft Moments with Seungcheol
Princess Treatment - this man will forever treat you like you're his own personal princess. To him you are everything and he wants to make sure that you have everything you could ever need or want and more. From little things like being his designated forever passenger princess in total control of music, temp and horrible road trip games. To never being able to stop himself from buying you things he sees that remind him of you, would think you would like or remembers you saying that you needed or liked. He's on it ALWAYS. He even has an ongoing note on is phone keeping track of things you've mentioned in passing that he can use later to bring you home little just because or pick me up treats. Even when he's away he would make sure that you are comepletly taken care of. He would be the type to have schdueled groceries delivered of all your favourite things so that you could have more time to yourself, insist getting someone to drive you around and have someone around to clean your palces. He wants you to be able to spend time doing the things that you love, never wanting and having it all.
Open Listener - He wants you to feel heard, it doesnt matter if you think its something so silly hes there to listen. He never wants you to hide your thoughts and feelings from him so he makes sure to always provide a safe space for you to open to him about anything. Whenever you wanted to talk he would always put aside what he was doing and focus all his attention on you. If you weren't ready to talk yet he would allow you into his arms, holding you close until you found the words you wanted to say. He would let you get it all out, raw and unfiltered before he would comment on anything. His top priority was always to ensure you were able to express you feeling freely and without jugdment or without something trying to persude you away from certain feelings. He would listen to every word you'd have to say and at the end he would ask you what you wanted from him: advice, what his take on it was, a gossip session etc.
Always on his Mind - it wouldn't matter the distance that was between the two of you, it couldnt stop his mind from always wondering back to you. Cheol would constantly be reminding you that you were always a priority in his life no matter how caotic it would get. The reminders would come in all different forms. Throughout the day he would constantly be sending you little messages ranging from asking you about your day, reminding you to take care of yourself, videos he saw that he thought would make you laugh and pictures of things he saw while out that he thought you would like. He would send you voice notes just rambling, updating you on all the things that were going on, reminding you of how much he missed you and how much he wished you were right beside him now. It wouldnt' matter if he was away or laying beside you every night - he would always be sending or bringing you little presents as a form of expressing his affection for you. When he couldnt take the distance anymore, it would be nothing for him to tell you to book time off of work since he booked flight to come meet him wherever he was to spend a week with him.
Always wanting you close - You are his safe place, his happy place, the one place he feels like he can be totally and utterly himself. You make him feel whole, complete and he wants nothing more to feel that always. He would never admit it to you but when you're not near him apart of him feels broken. Any second he could spend with you he would make sure he could, he wouldnt be able to get enough of you no matter if you had been attached to the hip everyday for a month. He would never tire of having you in his space, in your space. You were home to him. Just having you in the same house as him, not even the same room would calm his mind and he'd feel the warmth in his heart increase. Wherever he'd go he'd want you to be there with him, experince everything with him and share every moment with him.
I wrote this with Coups in mind but honestly you can adapt it to whoever you like :)
A late night voicemail about things left unsaid before tour
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Hey it's me.
I know I wasn't suppose to call you but I can't help it Y/N - I need you, I need to hear your voice. I need to know that you're alright.
I can't get you out of my head. I have this crushing feel about how I left things. I shouldn't have told you to walk away. I was scared. Scared of everything between us changing. Scared of subjecting you to this life I live. Scared that I would mess it all up and I'd lose you.
And here I am, feeling like I lost you. I don't want to lose you Y/N.
I'm sorry - I can't say it enough. I'm so, so sorry. I wish I could take it all back. Never say the things I said. I want you in my life. I need you in my life and I'm willing to do anything to get you back.
You're the only thing I want in life and I should have told you that then. You're made for me, you make my life complete. Without you in it, it wouldn't be the same. I'm so stupid for letting my fears get in the way.
I'm at the airport now, I'm coming to you and I'm hoping you'll let me in. Please let me in.
Soft Moments with Mingyu
Capturing every moment together - Mingyu is the type to want to remember every moment spent with you. Just having the memories in his his mind isn't enough. This boy would take every chance he got to caputre you on camera in photos and in videos. From everday life, to vacations, to random outings together - he wanted to remember it all. He wanted to be able to open his phone when he was away from you and be able to see your smiling face radiating up at him, hear your voice like music to his ears and to be able to throw himself into the memory. Remembering every scent, touch and moment of those days spent not so far away from one another. Most times you wouldn't even know he was capturing the moment but those times were your faveourite. Your smile was effortless, your laugh unburdened and it it made him happy to see you so genuinely enjoying your life together with him. There would be so many nights when he was away from you that he would be laying in bed scrolling through all of them in order to settle his mind from missing you. It was his way of always having you with him no matter how much distance was between you two. Lets be real though - as much as he would have nice moments of your time spent together, don't think for a second that his ass wouldnt have an entire album dedicated to not so flattering photos and videos of you just in case he ever needs a laugh or to blackmail you that is.
Your biggest supporter - No moment is too small for Gyu. Any acihevment in his mind was worth celebrating. You were always worth celebrating. Gyu would be the biggest supporter always showing up for you both for the big moments and the small ones. Anything you did made him proud, to see you glowing at your accomplisments made him glow too. He would be the type to talk you up to anyone that would listen, just in awe of how much you put into your work and passions. Even if he was away with something happened he would be calling you to rave about how proud he was of you wanting to know every detail about what you accomplished. He wouldn't hang up until he could visualize it like he had been there. You would never have to worry about no one being there for you, no one supporting you or no one to help you through with Mingyu in your life. Gyu would also be a big supporter when you needed help. He would always be able to pick up when you were frustrated or when you needed to get something off your chest. In these moments he would put his antics aside and get you talking to see if there was anything he do to help you, any advice he could give and if he couldn't he would make sure that he would find someone that could help. He would never leave you on your own.
Being held - Although Mingyu has height on his side that doesn't mean he always wants to be the one doing the holding. He would love it when you pull him down to rest his head on your lap while laying on the couch together. He would hum happily to himself, eyes getting heavy as you slowly ran your hands through his hair playing with it gently. He would often draw little patterns on your thigh as he got lost in the easing comfort of such a simple loving moment with you. At night when you were snuggled under the blankets he would often give you that look before you took him into your arms. He would live fof the moments were he could burry his face in your neck taking in your sweet scent, arms latched around one another making sure you were both as close as humanly possible. With one hand in his hair smoothing it out and the other running up and down his back you would all the tension leave his body and fell everything in him settle.
Constant affection - We all know that Gyu isn't afraid to show his feelings through words or touch. This man would always be touching you in some way. Most times he wouldnt be aware of himself doing it, it was like second nature to him. From holding you hand, a hand on the small of you back or mindlessly playing with you hair - somehow always his hands were on you. As much as he wouldn't mind expressing himself to you around people, the moments you spent alone together where he could hold you close with no interruption, tenderly kiss you while running a hand through your hair were what he loved the most. Just you and him with the rest of the world melting away.
Soft Moments with Wonwoo
Late night pillow talk - Wonwoo might seem a little closed off to the world when it comes to sharing parts of himself. But when it's just the two of you snuggled under the blankets of your bed nothing is off limits. You're his safe space and when it's just the two of you all of his thoughts, dreams and ambitions are shared with you. There's nothing holding him back. He loves having you tucked under his chin, bodies intertwined telling you about everything from his gaming wins to the hopes he has for your future together and the worries he has in life. You're his favourite sounding board, therapist and let's face it maybe a life coach too. He holds so much in from the world that to be able to open up fully to you without judgment and fear, only love and support makes him feel so much more love and appreciation for you. With you he can be vulnerable and he doesn't hold back. Now don't get me wrong, it's not all about Wonwoo. As much as he enjoys being able to share his world fully with you, there's nothing he loves more than having you tucked in close to him letting you vent about your day, telling him your hopes and dreams and sharing your worries. He's the best listener and is always there to offer his opinions or advice. He likes to deconstruct your problems and present them to you in different lights so that they don't seem as big and scary. By the end of your talks he's solved all your problems or has a game plan in order to get life back on track. He's your biggest supporter and he won't ever let you forget it.
Acts of service - he might not always know how to express his thoughts and feelings to you in regards to your relationship. He might not be big on saying the words 'I love you' but he would show you how much he loved you in other ways. Wonwoo would be the type to run you a hot bath after a long day, cook for you and let you steal all his clothes without complaint. He would do anything to lessen the burden of the day on you, show up to every moment in your life big or small and always be your biggest support without question. You didn't need to hear the words from because you felt it through all he did for you without even asking, all because it helped you and it gave it great happiness to see that smile of relief or appreciation on your face.
Stolen moments - although Wonwoo isn't big on personal displays of affection that doesn't mean he doesn't sneak moments in. Honestly, to him stolen moments in a crowded room when no one seems to be watching are much deeper and exciting to him. They're small, simple moments, over in a second but they leave you with a flush to your face and a catch in your breath. Surrounded in a crowded room your eyes would be searching their faces for him but he would catch you before you saw him. You'd feel his hand on the small of your back, bending down so that his lips would brush lightly against that spot on the neck you always liked or a fluttering kiss against your shoulder. He was the first to notice if you were overwhelmed in the room full of people, he knew he didn't have to say anything just his presence would help you take your breaths easier but he would let you know he's there by running his thumb along the back of your hand or tracing small circles on the inside of your arm as you stood close together. Wonwoo would always ensure that you knew you were the only one catching his eye in the room. He'd love to gently move the hair from your face getting close to whisper in your ear how you were the most breathtaking one in the room, loving watching your face redden with his words
Always knows what you need/always taking care of you - it's like he has direct access to your mind. Wonwoo knows you so well that just by the look on your face he can easily tell if you need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, a engulfing hug or just one of his well constructed meals. He's always in tune with your needs and would go out of his way without complaint to make sure they were met. He wanted you to be happy and would aid in making sure that how you felt in anyway he could. You just needed someone to be there with you as you sat in silence until you were ready to talk? He'd bring snacks and arms to wrap around you for support. Had a rough day? He'd cook you your favourite meal and wouldn't leave the table until he heard every last bit of it. Just needed to be held? He would be your own personal teddy bear. Whatever you needed he was there.
Invasion of personal space - we all know Wonwoo likes his alone time, don't we all? But the one person he doesn't mind having around all the time is you. He actually likes having you around during his quiet moments. Just knowing you're there, curled up in your chair he bought you for his gaming room reading calmed him. Having you laying on his lap as he read, sometimes reading out loud to you was pure comfort. You knew how much he valued his peace and quiet so to be able to allowed into the domain meant a lot to you and showed you just how much he valued having you in his life.
Eyes always on you - despite all the people that might be around him at times, if you're in the room his eyes are always on you. Not just out of pure admiration and love for you. But out of worry and safety. He always wanted to ensure you were safe and comfortable, enjoying yourself even if he couldn't be right by your side. He wanted to ensure you weren't overwhelmed by the sheer amount of people and pressures that surrounded his life. So even if you thought he was caught up with a group of people he was always highly aware of where you were and gauging how you were feeling and if he could help
"You're annoying"
"If by annoying you mean I'm an absolute ray of sunshine that you can't live without then I'd have to agree" Jeonghan smirked at you, he knew he was just pushing your buttons further and he loved it.
"Somehow I think we landed on a different page on that one."
"So you're saying and hear me out on this one - that IF I disappeared tomorrow you wouldn't miss my annoying self."
"And miss out on some quiet time to myself? Be able to eat my whole plate of food without you eating half? AND not have to fight for the blankets at night?"
Jeonghan clutched his chest dramatically, reaching out to you with the other as his knees buckled under him, "My heart, my poor heart. I don't think I'm going to make it." He slipped to the floor at your feet, hands outstretched up to you grasping at the air, "is that the light I see? Is this the end for me?"
"Jeonghan I swear you should have been an actor instead." You rolled your eyes stepping over him trying to hide the smirk that had spread across your face.
As annoying as he might be at times with his silly little jokes and the pranks he always seemed to be pulling on you, you couldn't help but feel a swell in your heart. You did love that dramatic little fool who was now rolling around on your kitchen floor groaning.
You reached to open the door to the fridge as a hand reached over yours to keep it closed. He snuck up on you, one of his specialties still despite you having lived together for a year now.
The feel of his breath against the nape of your neck sent shivers all over your body. His other hand came up tucking your hair behind your ear.
You felt his mouth breeze against your ear as he whispered, "I didn't hear you say you wouldn't miss me love"
He pressed his lips just below your ear, lingering a bit long so that his scent invaded your senses and you could feel the flush flood your cheeks.
"Awfully quite all of a sudden." Jeonghan reached for your shoulder lightly forcing you to turn around to face him. He had you pinned against the fridge. An arm on both sides of you trapping you, not that your wanted to escape. If anything, you wished he was closer.
Like he had read your mind your felt his body push up against you his mouth finding it's way to your neck again leaving small kisses all the way down it. He stopped suddenly looking up at you, "sorry is this annoying you?"
Before you could respond his lips were on yours soft at first but then the pressure increased, needy, hungrily. You opened your mouth, wanting him to explore, wanting to feel him everywhere.
And then he was gone. No lips, no arms trapping you. Just a Jeonghan standing across the kitchen smirking happily to himself.
"Now I bet this is REALLY annoying you isn't it?" He let out a laugh as he ran down the hallway taunting you to follow.
It was barely a second before you were launching yourself down the hall after him.
A drive home. A surprise confession. Could it be a mistake? Choose you fighter style aka choose you biased.
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"Maybe this was a mistake"
"You could never be a mistake to me"
It had all happened fast- like one of those movie moments that you'd been hoping would happen from the start but had left you sitting on the edge of your seat willing it to happen in fear that it wouldn't.
"Did you hear me y/n?"
You looked at him puzzled still trying to hide the blush that spotted your cheeks. You did hear him, at least you thought you did. But yet you couldn't remember the words he just said. But you could remember his sweet sent. The way his hand felt as it brushed against your cheek tucking a small bit of hair behind your ear. You could remember the soft gentle touch of his lips against yours.
Mistake. That's what he had said. You could never be a mistake to him. But that couldn't be right...could it?
You got caught up again in the memory of it, the feeling of it. He had driven you home from the dorms. It was just like any other night, it was him. When you pulled up outside your building you could see this glint in his eyes. An unsureness clouded his face that you'd never seen before.
"Are you ok?"
"No I -" you could see him fighting his thoughts in his mind. He looked down at his hands as if looking for some kind of answer in them. Then he found it, "I've been trying for so long to act like everything's ok. But the truth is, it's not y/n"
You felt you stomach do a backflip.
"I've been trying to act like I'm ok with this, with us but I can't anymore." He paused almost like he was debating if he should go on but it was already too late. "I want you y/n. Not just as a friend though. I want all of you, for myself."
It was like time froze, you'd heard what he said but it was like your mind couldn't fully register what he said. But then it did.
You felt yourself lean across the car to him. Stopping just before your lips touched. Could you really do this? Was this really real?
"I said you could never be a mistake to me and I mean that. You don't know how long I've wanted to kiss you. For you to kiss me back. I wouldn't take it back for the world y/n and I hope you wouldn't either"
The world came rushing back to you. You'd just kissed one of your best friends. He wanted all of you. All to himself. You couldn't deny it - you wanted all of him, all to yourself too.
You smirked, leaning in close to him once again, "maybe you should kiss me again just to make sure."
A missed call. A late night voicemail
Made with every member in mind - pick your fave and read on
Hey it's me. I know it's late, I just really needed to hear your voice.
I miss you.
Who am I kidding? That's an understatement.
I get on stage every night in front of thousands of people but the only face I look for in the crowd is yours. Your goofy little smile, you know, the one that takes over your whole face when you're just so excited you can't hold it inside anymore. The one that makes my heart feel like it's doing backflips because when you're happy, I'm happy. Sometimes I picture you in the crowd and everything else just seems to fade away because in that moment you're the only thing the matters. You're always the only thing that matters to me.
I come back to the room and it's just so cold, so lonely. All I crave is your laugh, your scent, the feel of you body against mine. I want you here with me. I need you here. I'll send you a ticket tomorrow just please say you'll come. I think I'll go crazy if I have to go another day without you by my side. Please Y/N say you'll come. I'm begging you.
I've never wanted you wake up from your sleep so badly in my life but please wake up. Call me back and say you'll come....