Yusuke And Me

☆Yusuke and me☆

13/07/23

oh my gosh!!! I never thought I would dream about yusuke, I mean I had several dreams with the cast mainly with Hiei, but only with Yusuke it had never happened to me.

WELL , I'LL EXPLAIN FIRST

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CONTEXT OF THE SITUATION:

The dream started that I was walking down the street and I saw that I was wearing the Sarayashiki junior high uniform and suddenly I saw Yusuke taking me by surprise scaring me from behind and then he smiled at me happily and said "Hey Reiko, don't you say hello to your best friend? You really are in the clouds hahaha", he was wearing his green uniform with his backpack carrying it hugging his arm, as he always does.

I wasn't 100% aware of the dream (meaning the being able to control it like I could with the dreams I had with Hiei) but I was really impressed by how real it felt, being able to hear him with the voice of the Latin dubbing, his grip on my shoulders when he wanted to "scare" me, but well I keep counting…

I remember that I had answered him "I'm sorry Yusuke, I hadn't seen you haha". Suddenly, the dream changes scenery and I start down a corridor that sounds like I've seen it and it was the labyrinth castle, of the city of demons and at that moment my uniform changes to that of Meiou Private Academy. For a moment I got scared and looked behind me and there were the boys, Yusuke, Kazuma, Hiei and Kurama. They looked at me a little confused by my sudden action of looking back and Kurama asked me first "reiko, are you okay?", then Yusuke said "what happened to you, did you get scared? stay calm, we're behind you" and the others nodded in response. And before I could answer I woke up.😭😭

When I woke up, I looked at my watch that I have on my wrist and I see that it is 06:06 AM. I saw a mirror hour and I had never seen that mirror hour omg and that means "You are indispensable to that person, but it is also time to make peace with you, it is time to see for yourself and feel self-love".

The master Oogway said "The coincidences/accidents doesn't exist" and is true, everything in this life happens for a reason. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Ending this long post in summary I was able to see all of them for a moment and be able to listen to them with their voices in Latin and to really notice their concern on their faces and in their voices. OMG! that is, in my dr Yusuke is my best friend from chilhood like Keiko. Everything in the dream felt so real that even when I woke up I felt a lot more tired than usual and my head hurt a bit from the exhaustion (as if I hadn't slept) lol.

♡Well have a good day, afternoon or night♡

~Reiko Yukimura~

I understand that very well, having to rely on photos to draw (for references or patterns of a character or some accessory), is very annoying (T~T)''. I draw several times from my imagination but sometimes I need help from references (from time to time I need to draw hands…) but you can always learn new things in drawing (^-^) and your drawings are very good, really they are very beautiful. It's hard for me to draw animals but I try to do it well, unless it's about looking acceptable to my eyes lol.

PS: I'm sorry, English is not my native language, I apologize in advance if you have a spelling mistake or something like that 😅

this is gonna sound so weird but idk how to draw anymore xD

like i HAVE to use a photo ref or smth now otherwise it doesnt come out good :/ and ik what ppl will say "its good to use refs!"

....noooot when I used to be able draw rlly damn good without them its not lmao. like. you guys dont understand how painful it is to activily watch yourself go from being able to draw super awesomely thru your imagination without using refs...to now I can't draw a damn thing without basically copying photos.

i hate it. its why i dont draw anymore. i love artwork where i just imagine it and draw it and its awesome bc of feeling and emotion and shit. i hate art where its evident i just copied a photo.

but everytime i try to draw normally like i used to it comes out soooooo omfg like so bad. like i detoriated so much i legit dont know how to draw anymore. its so embarrassing and shameful as someone who loves art to watch oneself regress.

and idfk how to fix it... very upsetting.

I thought about doing an age regression thing where I "go back" to when I first started drawing more seriously at like age 12 and then working my way back up mental wise. its the only thing i could think of to do that might help for someone like me personally. my only issue is im embarrassed bc people who know me and my art history will see how bad my art is now compared to even just a couple yrs ago and might judge me or ask me why my arts not so good anymore :(

people are super fucking judgemental when it comes to artists....Ive seen other artists "detoriate" and they get mocked endlessly for it. ik I shouldnt care bc in the long run it would help me and I would improve again eventually, but like. idk.

i dont knoooooow.

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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i never posted this???!!!! here take this picture of the silly

Dreams of yyh and i

Good morning, afternoon or evening, if you came to this blog post, welcome! This blog is about YYH, drawings I do and shifting (trying to get to my dr of yyh and be able to tell experiences of this), now LET'S BEGIN!

Every time I am having dreams in which I become more aware and that I can feel it as in reality, that is, lucid dreams. The thing about this is that… I haven't traveled to my DR of YYH (yu yu hakusho) yet, besides, not only do I feel so real but sometimes I can't control it ha ha.

A lot of these dreams I have are with the cast, Yusuke, Kazuma, Hiei and Kurama. I can swear that most of the times I dreamed about them, I not only listened to their voices in Latin dubbing but also spent time with them, laughing or walking around.

I know it sounds strange and illogical, but several times I find myself mirror numbers in my phone , in my watch… or this kind of dreams, mainly with Hiei (he visiting me at my house, which would be the Yukimura house and hanging out with him). I haven't finished my template yet and I hope to reach my DR.

Could it be a sign from the universe? PS: the gifs belong to the Tumblr @genkais-arcade Pdta.2: Don't travel to my dr yet. In my dr my name is Reiko Yukimura and my character, I am Keiko Yukimura's older sister. I also put that I would be a spiritual detective and that I am in Team Urameshi. If you want to know more just ask I don't bite :3

~Reiko Yukimura~

TESLA TO RESCUE!

the image is not mine, credit to his creator

~ Reiko Yukimura~

THERES A HUGE SPIDER UNDER MY BED!!!!