Point.

Point.

"Loving anyone is a curse, because you love them too much to leave them behind. And hate them enough to consistently think about it so much you are sure one day love won't matter...and you'll just go and you won't feel anything as you've loved to the point of numbing."

- Sequoia Red (via Sequoia Red) "Working on a novel...here's a snippet) @feelsgoodtogasp)

brr...that icy cold pain you feel after being used.

- Sequoia Red.

Yes!!! 

Life.

Life’s simple, you make choices and you don’t look back.

Uninhabited cluster. I wonder if Jesus ever felt like this? open. vast. loneliness. So much uninhabited space, empty and yet an incredible amount of clustered pain. frustration. confusion. uneasiness. anxiousness… I have a mother and a father, under the same roof. A sister and brother, who moved 386km away because that is how far their hearts and minds desire to live from mine... But I am...alone...abandoned...’ (via - Sequoia Red)

-- Sequoia Red

My biggest regret is having spent too much time trying to please other people. I spilled apologies left and right, carving them in my skin so everyone could witness my self-destruction. I apologized for occupying too much space. For breathing out sorrow. For existing. I gave others the knife and stood stoically as they did their worst.

absentions (via absentions)

Wow. It is hard not to choke on these words as I try not to breathe them in. The truth of how I am so aware....

I am so tired of not having control, being led by someone else's gravity pull. Will I ever live life for me?

- Sequoia Red