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REQUESTING RULES
REQUESTING RULES
> Reqs will ALWAYS be open, they may just take time to get to, or i may not be able to write it due to my skill issue-
FORMAT
> YES CAN DO
Oneshots
Scenarios
Angst
Love triangle (NO THREESOME)
F!Reader
NB!Reader
Character x Character (A/N: just trying this for now)
Mini bllk (them as kids)
> NOT ATM
NSFW
any heavy TWS (ex. sh, depression, death, etc.)
Anything that isn't Bluelock :')
M!Reader
Aged up/married
CHARACTERS
> YES CAN DO
anyone that's not on the list below :'3
HeartSteel Ezreal.
Ver Vermillion
> NOT ATM
Kunigami
Chigiri
Loki
Snuffy
Noa
Any of the World 5/Master strikers (but ill do Sae)
Lorenzo
Sendo
Yukimyia
Barou
Kurona
Kiyora
Anyone else from league... (i can only do ez SORRY [SOB])
more will be added, srry in advance if i can't write sm u req ;w;
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I'm Busy! - [MUTI! BLLK X F!READER]
If you tell them youâre busy
Staring: Rin, Shidou, Sae, Niko, Kaiser, Ness, Otoya, Karasu, Reo
[ BLLK Scenario Masterlist ]
TW: heavy ooc, bad grammar, bad spelling, bad formatting, cringe, scuff, etc.
>RinÂ
He left you on read- (almost threw his phone across the room)
At first he tried to convince himself he didnât care, but he was moody the whole day
[image02]
Rin doesnât usually offer to help you, if anything youâd have to beg him
And with Rinâs help, surly youâll be able to finish the project quicker, so you exceptedÂ
âDamn- say lessâ you typed quickly, looking forward to the game tomorrow
Rin was just happy youâll watch him, heâd never admit that though đ€
>Shidou
Not even 2 seconds after you sent the second text he was out the door.
Iâm not sure if what he did was legal, but he did it for you, so weâll let it slide ;)
>Sae
Sae wasnât planning on going out with you, but how dare you miss his game?Â
He was pretty close to either calling shidou to beat your friend up, or straight up making the team rescheduleÂ
He gave your friend $50 so that you wouldnât feel bad LOL
>Niko
He (almost) cried
Told himself to do his best nonetheless
Luckily, you were able to make it to the second half
He was so so happy, smiled the rest of the game
Everyone was wondering why his performance skyrocketedÂ
Thanked you so much after, you felt bad that you missed the first half
>Kaiser
If you did cancel on your friend, heâd be so proud
Literally so smug for the rest of day, taking you out after the game
âSee? I told you you should cancel on them, arenât you having more fun with me?â
If you didnât/werenât able to go to his game, heâd sulk for a bit, then just be pissed during the game
He beat the crap outta the opponents, everyone (including his teammates and Ness) were scared
Was kinda mad at you for skipping, demanded that you go to every one of next games
>Ness
Ness was so sad :cÂ
He pulled a Reo and picked at his toothbrushÂ
â[Y/N] will come to my gameâŠ. [Y/N] hates me⊠[Y/N] loves meâŠ. But not more than her friendâŠâ
âNess- what are you doing??â - Kaiser
You mentioned the game to your friend, so you guys cut it short and both went to watch him play
The switch up in Nessâ mood- even Kaiser was stressedâŠ
He ran up and gave you a hug right after the game, âYou came :Dâ
Treated you out to food after, paid for EVERYTHING
>Otoya
A/N: in this particular scenario, I see you guys as close friends that might be dating (your choice)
He pouted the rest of the day and barely wanted to play
Felt so betrayed LOL
>Karasu
In return for Otoya âpersuadingâ the teacher, he had to tell him that he liked youâŠ
Karasu kept getting teased for it, but hey, you went to his game, so it was a fair trade in his mind
(Donât ask how Otoya got with a teacher, you donât wanna knowâŠ
>Reo
You donât even need a job when you have Reo
He doesnât mind spoiling you either, he LOVES it
A/N: The more I look at my past(and present) work the more i cringe.
And that's why I don't proof read :3
First Date- [MUTI! BLLK X F!READER]
(SEPARATE) pt1
Staring: Rin, Shidou, Sae,
pt2: Niko, Kaiser, Ness,
pt3: Otoya, Karasu, Reo
[ BLLK Scenario Masterlist ]
TW: heavy ooc, bad grammar, bad spelling, bad formatting, cringe, scuff, etc.
>Rin
[Horror Movie in theaters]
Rin doesnât see himself as someone who freaks out or panics a lot, he likes to think heâs pretty chill
And yet here he was, preparing for a date ,8 hours before the arranged time.Â
He pulled out a first outfit and stared at it, âI shouldnât pick anything too fancy, itâs just a movie anywayâŠâ he muttered to himself while pulling out more clothes
He finally had everything prepared, his fanny pack with all necessities, and his fit simple and practical
Now all he had to do was wait for the time⊠which was two hours from now
Rin ended up getting there 30 minutes before the arranged timeâŠ
âHey Rin! Sorry if Iâm a bit lateâŠâ you laughed awkwardly. You were not late, in fact, you were 5 minutes early. âWere you waiting for a long time?â
âNo, not at allâ he put his ear buds away and gave you his full attention âYou ready to go?â
The two of you slowly made your way over to the theater, chit chatting about all kinds of things
âYou wanna sneak some food in?â you grinned at him while pointing at a convenience store to your left
âThatâs not legal is itâŠ.â
â...â
âSure.â
You were in charge of grabbing snacks, and Rin grabbed drinks. He browsed the shelfs for a bit before grabbing four different kinds, including your favourite that you had mentioned on the walk
âFour?â you questioned the boy holding the bottlesÂ
âYea. I got your favourite and some others.â he held them up to show you, as if it was perfectly normal
âWonât that cost a lotâŠ?â she stared at him, slightly concerned as he placed the items on the register, the total was going much above what youâd thought
âIâll pay.â he insisted. And pay he did, you didnât even had time to respond before he tapped his card on the reader
âThe only problemâ he started, gathering the items âIs sneaking them inâŠâ
âOh, I can do thatâ you offered with a smile, sifting through the objects âIâve got experienceâ
Rin nodded before pulling out his phone to check the time. Once he had put his phone away, all foods and drinks were out of sight
You just smiled at him as he just stared at you with wide eyes, as if heâd just seen a magic trick âWhere didâŠâ he looked you up and down, trying to figure it out
âExperience.â you gave a smug nod
The two of you made your way over to the cinema, successfully passed through security, and sat down into your seats [for the sake of the plot, itâs a pair of chairs that arenât separated, so thereâs nothing between you twođ ]
You pulled out the snacks from who knows where and handed some to him
âSo, what are we watching?â
âThe Shiningâ he answered shortly, opening a bag of popcorn, silently wondering where you hid that much food
As the movie started, the two of you shared the snack and watched carefully, few words exchanged at firstÂ
If you disliked the horror parts, he put an arm around you and hid your face into his neck. If it got really bad, heâd put his hands over your ears and smile at you to try and comfort you.Â
Or heâd just whisper to you over the movie âItâs alright, Iâm here.â, âDonât worry, itâll be over soonâ, etc. Wouldnât make fun of you if you cried (the first time LOL), heâd just hug you tighter đ„č
If you were fine with gore, or even as far as being interested in it (how do yall do it-), he just stared at you in awe.
Itâs not like heâs bad with it, heâs just shocked that someone else enjoys it too, silently running through a list of movies you two could watch together in the future.
Not too many words were exchanged during it, but you two had lots of fun nonetheless.
âThank you for bringing me today!â you smiled at him, making your way outside
âNo problem, thank you for joining me.â Rin nodded while disposing of the snack wrappers and bottles
âLet me walk you back to the train station, itâs dark out.â he grabbed your hand and intertwined your fingers with his before leading you through the night
âThank youâ you gave a bow as you reached the station âI had fun tonightâ
âYea, me tooâŠâ he said, slowly realizing how beautiful you looked in the moonlight. He hoped the darkness of the night hid his blush
You leaned in and gave him a quick kiss while slipping a button from you shirt into his hands, a common way of expressing love in Japan
He covered his red face with a hand, while looking at the floor in embarrassmentÂ
He took off his jacket just as you were about to leave and shoved it into your hands, âDonât want you getting coldâŠâ he barely mumbled, before preparing to leave
You gave him one last thanks before putting the jacket on as he left
As he walked home, he wasnât actually that cold. Maybe it was because of the extra sweater he had underneath, maybe it was because he was hoping youâd ask for it and prepared earlier that day, maybe it was because his face was so hot from the interaction, who knows :x
He was smiling the whole walk home, and even took a wrong turn because he was so distracted, didnât even put his earbuds back in because he was so focused on the memories of that day
Once he got home he texted you to make sure you did too
The two of you will 100% be going on another date, and this time, youâll get to choose where ;) (just please donât make him watch like, mlp⊠or do, thatâd be pretty funny- )
>Shidou
[Arcade/just around the block]
How Shidou managed to convince you to go out with him? I have no clue.
This man was running around the house grabbing his things 5 minutes before you were supposed to meet up. Itâd take 10 minutes to get there.
You were just scrolling as you waited for him, already 2 minutes late. You werenât all that surprised, he was that typa guy after all. But you were surprised when he crashed into you, panting as he tried to catch his breathÂ
âIâm- *wheeze* sorry that Iâm- *wheeze* late-â he was hunched over with sweat dripping down his face
How fast did he run??? You thought to yourself while silently facepalming.
âHereâ you said, pulling out a plastic water bottle and handing it to him âTake a second to catch your breathâ Â
âThank you- my goddessâ he said, before chugging the whole bottle. Shidou finally gained his composure âYou know, that was technically an indirect kissâ he teased while giving you back the bottle.
You threw it out.
He pouted for a second before following you down the street, âSooo, where do ya wanna go first?â
âYou donât have anything planned?â you questioned him
âNoooâŠ. Was I supposed to-??â he didnât realize he actually had to do anything-
âWell- you were the one who asked me outâŠâ you mumbled more to yourself than him, âNevermind, thereâs a big arcade around here, wanna play a few rounds?â
âHell yea!â he said excitedlyÂ
Once you two had arrived, he bought you both a bunch of tokens (as an apology for being late/wanted to show off) and I mean a bunch.
You watched him play a few games, and you were pretty shocked with how good he was with some of them, I mean, how much practice could someone really have with Flappy Bird?? The chance-based games though- donât even get me started LOL heâd either get really lucky, or really unlucky.
Eventually, you guys found the strength/reflex based games. The ones with hammers, buttons, etc.
He tried the one with the hammer first. It was a simple one, all he had to do was hit it as hard as he could, the harder the better. Shidou picked up the tool, and slammed it down on the sensor. You couldâve swore he broke it.
He turned at you and smiled brightly âJackpot!â
âDamn, youâre goodâ you stated, gathering the tickets as you ignored the scared children in the background. âLetâs try Whack-a-Mole next!â He dragged you over to the minigame.
He won again.
As you gathered the tickets again, you thought you should show off a bit tooâŠ
You grinned before grabbing his hand and leading him over to a certain stall you saw on your way in. It was one you played many times and you could constantly score well on.Â
You placed your belongings on the floor before starting up the game and stretching your fingers while Shidou just stared at his hand like heâd been touched by an angel
As the game started, you mashed buttons with your eyes focused on the screen at an alarming rate. Shidouâs eyes couldnât even keep up, his jaw on the floor
Finally the game ended, with you beating the top score on the machine. You collected your mass amount of tickets and smiled at the boy âJackpot!â
Shidou pouted âWhen were you going to tell me you were so good with your fingers~?â
You sighed as you continued to look around, âHey Shidou look, if we beat these bots in a shooter game we get free pizzaâ you pointed at an advertisement stuck to the wall
He glanced at the poster quickly before giving you a devilish grin âYou down?â
âHell yeah.â
You picked up the prop gun in the booth and pressed the âReadyâ button, waiting for the simulation to start. You closed an eye and pulled the fake trigger, shooting the zombies coming at you and Shidou.
You could hear his trigger-happy laughs from beside you as he one-shotted the enemies. Needless to say, you two won. Shidou stepped out the booth with a smug smile as you redeemed your free pizza, âYouâre not bad~â he teased
You laughed âYouâre pretty good too, Shidouâ
You two sat down to eat as you chatted, âThank you for coming today! I was really worried you were gonna ditch LOLâ Shidou said nonchalantly as he scarfed down a sliceÂ
âIs that why you were lateâŠ.?â you asked, picking up your own slice
âNah, I just forgot!â he smiled
After lunch, you played a few more games, amassing a very large sum of tickets. You and Shidou now stared at the prizes, thinking about what you wanted. âHmmmmâ he thought out-loud, âYou can have all the tickets.â he looked at you with a smileÂ
âReally?â you asked skeptically âYou sure? Thatâs a lot-â
âYea, 100%. I donât mindâ he handed you his tickets âJust one thing in returnâŠâ he smirked at you mischievously
You hesitated but took the tickets anyway, âWhat is itâŠâ
He pointed at his cheek, âGimme a kissâÂ
â...â
â...Please?â
You gave him a very quick one before going back to looking at the prizes, Shidou smiled and buried his face into his hands, looking up at you with hearts in his eyesÂ
You placed a huge plushie of your favourite animal on the table for the worker to scan, and you brought out the tickets to pay. Shidou came up to you from behind and clung onto your waist as he buried his face into your neck
The worker laughed as she handed you your plush, âYour boyfriend?â she questioned,
âNot quite-â you started, before getting cut off by Shidou,
âSoon.â he still latched onto you
After that, he walked you home and wished you a good day, he also asked for another kiss, it depends on you if you actually give it to him or not tho ;)
Heâd plop himself on his bed and just think about everything that happened, and now heâs sure he wants to go out with you again, itâs not much of a choice ;)
>Sae
[Fancy Restaurant/late night car drive]
This may be the fanciest date youâve ever been on- never had you dressed up so formally.Â
You took a few breaths while waiting at the door for Sae to pick you, checking your phone every 2 seconds. And finally you got a next, âIâm waiting for you outsideâ
Sae walked out and opened the car door for you, holding your hand while escorting you in. As he closed the doors and started up the engine, he pulled out a small bouquet of flowers, âThis is for youâ
You took the flowers in your hands and blushed, you had only mentioned your favourite type briefly, and yet he still remembered. âThank you, Sae.â you gave a short reply while looking at him brightlyÂ
He couldnât help but smile a bit at your reaction, silently freaking out about how good you looked
At the restaurant, you two were seated almost immediately, thanks to the reservation. He was a gentleman and everything, pulling out your chair for you, and kissing your hand lightly.Â
âHello! What can I get started for you?â a waiter came by with a notepad, ready to take your order, even though youâve only had the menu for like 40 seconds. Youâd need much more time than that to decide, but you didnât want to bother them, so you flipped through the menu quickly trying to pick
âWeâre still deciding.â Sae stated directly, putting his hand over yours which was tapping lightly on the table, a habit you developed when anxious.Â
You gave him a thankful nod and smile, to which he blushed lightly
âPick whatever you wantâ He said, âIâll pay.â
You wouldâve insisted on paying for yourself, but looking at the menu, there was no way you could afford it, so you thanked him and continued browsingÂ
After a bit, you decided what you wanted. You looked up at Sae and he was⊠looking at the kids menu-
I mean, who were you to judge? We love the kids menu, you just didnât expect Sae Itoshi of everyone to look thought it
He eventually noticed you staring at him, and flipped to another section âSorry..â he mumbled, slightly embarrassed. You had to hold in a laugh at the scene, and Sae only frowned playfully at you. âMy little brother used to always get something from there.â he stated, âAnyway, have you decided what you want?â
He called the waiter over and you both imputed your orders.
While the two of you waited for your food, you started a conversation, which soon led to another, and another. You were teasing him about not knowing anything other than soccer, and you even managed to get a few jokes and affectionate eyerolls out of him, and finally your food arrived.
As the waiter put the plates down, your jaw dropped as your mouth watered, it was the best food you have ever seen. Your entire face lit up as you grabbed a utensil and started going at it, not thinking about anything other than the delicious taste.
âYou look like youâve been starvedâ Sae laughed as he picked up his own fork and knife, and started cutting his stake like a proper person, especially compared to you who had sauce by your lips
He grabbed a napkin and wiped it off, smiling at your flustered reaction
The two of you ate, occasionally exchanging words, but you were much too busy appreciating the food, and he was much too busy appreciating your beauty
You let out a content sigh as you put your fork down and smiled âThat was good food.â you said, expression like youâve just been blessed by the heavens
Sae silently laughed, he used to come here pretty often with his family, so things like these werenât anything special to him, but you made it memorable.
He paid the bill and led you out the building, a small smile on his face.
âWhere to now?â you asked as you got in the car âYou said you wanted to show me something?â
âMhm.â Sae nodded as he drove out the parking lot âItâs a bit far, but we can get there quicklyâ he had the tiniest grin on his face, his eyes hiding a bit of mischiefÂ
You looked at him hesitantly, wondering what he was about to do. But you didnât even have a second to adjust before he suddenly accelerated, much higher than you couldâve anticipated.
âAIDUSGFLAUEGF-â you let out a string of swears as you were pushed into the seat by the speed you were going while he laughed
If there were cars around, he wouldâve crashed into one by now, or got pulled over. Luckily, it was pretty late at night and no one was around, so he could go however fast he wanted.
âAre you sure this is safe??â you yelled as Sae rolled down the windows
âTrust me.â he replied, before drifting 90° to turn
âSee?â he said with a smile âPerfectly safeâÂ
The car was now going at a slightly more normal pace as he held one hand on the steering wheel and intertwined the other one with yours as you tried to comprehend what happened. âWeâre almost thereâ he smiled
As you arrived, Sae helped you out as you looked around. I was just a huge empty parking lot, with seemingly nothing around, âWhat did you want to show me?â you asked
âLook upâ he nodded at the sky
As you turned to face it, big fireworks of every colour shot up, lighting up the night sky.
You smiled, you always loved fireworks after all âTheyâre so pretty..â
 Sae pulled you in with a smile, âNot as pretty as youâ. Sae leaned in and pressed his lips against yours, a sweet feeling engulfing you both.
As you finally pulled away, you buried your red face in his chest, still flustered. Sae smiled, as he put a hand on your hand, and another around your waist âLetâs get you home, my loveâ
A/N: jsut hit me that i have to put "SEPARATE" in the title or it sounds like a harem
Ego - Catchup!! - [BLLK X READER SCENARIOS]
Staring: Ego x f!reader
[ BLLK Scenario Masterlist ]
TW: heavy ooc, bad grammar, bad spelling, bad formatting, cringe, scuff, etc.
>First Encounter
You took a sip of your drink, sitting at the short table by the cafe door, people crowding around the small shop, i suppose around this time is rush hour, after all.
âThis is fine! Perfectly normal, nothing to see hereâŠ.â you typed away gibberish on your notes app to seem busy, and hope that no one would talk to you. Specifically the weird man standing in the corner, whoâs been staring at you for the past 4 minutes. Youâre not even sure if heâs blinkedâŠÂ
âI should really get outta here⊠is he STILL staring at me???? Alright im out-â you thought to yourself, and got ready to leave. But not before Mr. Mysterious-Man sat down across the table.
âHello.â he stared right into your eyes. You levitated above your seat, half-way through standing up
âHiâŠ?â you smiled awkwardly, sitting back down as if it wasnât a choice. He looked like heâd kill you if he did. And that bowl cut wasnât helping-
âDo I know you?â you asked, quickly examining the man
âNo. This is our first interaction. Itâs nice to meet you, [Y/N] [L/N].â the man smiled, showing off his eerily straight teeth and pitch black eyes, extending a hand.
A shiver went down your spine at the sight, but you shook his hand anyway. âHaha⊠how do you know my name? MrâŠ?â
âJinpachi.â he stated, his eyes never once leaving yours âEgo Jinpachi. Iâm the director of Project Blue Lock. And you are the renowned [Y/N], correct? You were the pride and joy of Japanâs soccer at your peak, then you disappeared and your contracts were terminated. Itâs been a while since anyone has seen you.â
It was creepy. How much did this man know about you??
âYea⊠something like thatâ you muttered, sipping your drink againÂ
âIâm a big fan.â he stated, (which you did not believe at all) âI have your â Birthday Special ! Plushie â.â
âOh!â that caught you off guard-...Â
Ego slid you a business card, âYou should work alongside me on Project Blue Lock. I assure you, there are many benefits.â he stood up and bowed, âPlease send an email if youâre interested.â
And with that, the man left the cafe. Leaving you at your little coffee table alone.
There were still many people around, the whole interaction only lasted max 6 minutes anyway, but those were easily the most interesting 6 minutes since you ended your career.
You stood up and took the business card, flipping it around in your hands
âProject Blue Lock / Blue Lock: Project Word-Champion [Blue Lock: PWC] / Blue Lock TV [BLTV] â
That many projects? Surely working on those would bring good money, right? You wondered how long your savings could support you before you would eventually need a job againâŠ
â bluelock-pwc-tv-office@hotmail.com âÂ
â ego.jin331@hotmail.com âÂ
He had crossed out the official business email, and written his own/personal one insteadâŠÂ
You pocketed the card, picked up your drink and went on your way. But maybe, just maybe youâll send him an email. It didnât sound like a terrible idea anywayâŠ.
>Second EncountersÂ
You stepped through the automated double doors, blue pentagons decorating the room
âHey Egoâ you greeted, looked around the dark room filled with monitors and file cabinetsÂ
âHello, Ms.[Y/N]. Iâm glad to see youâve taken up my offer after all.â he spun around in his wheely chair like the anime villain he is. âIâm sure Anri has greeted you well?â
Anri nodded eagerly beside you, âYes! I gave her a map of the place, drinks, food, my number, and a master keycard!â
âGood good. Ego stood up before you, looking into your eyes for a good few seconds before deciding to speak again. âPlease make yourself comfortable, Anri will guide you to your room, Iâll be in here if you need me.â Ego when back to his chair, redirecting his attention to the monitors.
You followed Anri through the halls, trying to remember your steps(which was hard in such a repetitive buildingâŠ)Â
âSo, Ms.[Y/N], do you think I could get your autograph after!?â she looked at you with stars in your eyes âOh and one for Ego too- I think heâs too embarrassed to ask youâ she laughed
âSure!â you laughed as well, âAnd no need for the âmsâ.â
Anri nodded âAlright then. This is your roomâ she opened the door and showed you inside âItâs pretty spacey, feel free to decorate as you wish! My room is just down the hall, and Egoâs is across from mine. Please let me know if thereâs anything you need.â
You hummed an acknowledgement, looking around the room. âHereâ you took two of the business cards on the nightstand and signed them, handing them to Anri. âFor yourâs and Egoâs troublesâ
She smiled and took them happily âThank you! Iâll be sure to give one to him today. And donât worry too much! Egoâs been pretty happy having you around, heâs been checking his email every hour since the first day you guys met, LOL!â she laughed at the memory âHeâs also been worrying about welcoming gifts or something- he was asking me if girls like flowers and whatnot⊠you do like them right? Actually donât answer that- he already bought them, hahaâŠâ
You tried to hide an amused smile, âAlright, Iâll have to ask him about itâ
She nodded before making her way out your room âMhm! Iâll see you around!âÂ
You waved at her as she closed the door, now alone in your new room. You wondered how the rest of your time here at Blue Lock would goâŠ
BONUS
You looked around the halls, which one was this? Surely your room was one of these⊠right?
âThis one!â you grabbed the doorknob with blind confidence, and put your full body weight on the door and pushed.
Un(fortunately), thatâs was not your room.
You fell to the ground, overestimating how heavy the door is. âOwâŠâ you swore under your breath, even though it didnât hurt at all- (A/N: please tell me i'm not the only person that does this-...)
âYou okay?âÂ
You looked up at the man staring down at you, âWTF HE LOOKS LIKE HEâS GONNA KILL ME???â
Ego squatted down and tilted his head âNot injured are you?â
âI-nono im goodâ you sat up quickly and brushed yourself off
Ego nodded, âdid you need something?â
âOh uhm⊠nope! Iâll figure it out.â you insisted. You couldnât let Ego know you got lost! How pathetic would he think you are!?
âOk, well the doorâs there.â
âYup ok! SorryâŠ.!â
You smiled awkwardly while mentally panicking as you make your way out
âHere.â Ego spat out quickly, shoving a bouquet in your hands, before pushing you out the door. You didnât get a good look at his face, but that was probably bc he was turned away from you ;)
>Birthday gifts from him
This man either gets you the bare minimum because he was busy til last second, or went all out and got you everything you wanted. Depends on how busy he was.
He knows nothing about throwing you a party, or going out, so Anri went with you instead(if you wanted to)
Ego doesnât quite understand the point in cakes, but he knew you wanted one, so he went to the grocery store and bought the first one he saw (he knows nothing about cakes)
Anri had him put on a party hat and one of those party blower things (yk, the ones that shoot out then curl back in like a snail? Yea, just the thought of him with one of those amuse me.
He probably just gave you his (black?)card and told you to buy whatever you wanted. If you asked him to go with you to the mall he would, but he would REFUSE to carry your bags. â you were the one who bought it. â or smt like that⊠but if you bother him enough, he wouldnât mind carrying a few ;)
>Roommate
This man, cannot clean for the life of him
Actually no, he is very capable of it, he just canât be bothered tooâŠ.
At first you tried to get him to clean, but eventually gave up after he waved you off and said heâd do it later, for the 5th timeâŠ.
He doesn't say it often, but heâs really grateful that you clean for him, and his thanks come in the form of surprise take out food when you get back from work
You tried to figure out his sleep schedule, but everytime you checked heâd be awake. 1pm? Awake. 11pm? Awake. 4am? Awake.Â
You asked him when he sleeps, and he just shrugged
After living with you though, his schedule started to change. You wouldnât know it, but Ego now sleeps a bit after you do, and wakes up just before.Â
And he will glare at you if you wake him up.
Will refuse to eat anything but instant ramen. But on VERY special occasions, heâll make and exception for the food you cook. This happens around 3 times a year-
Ego will also steal any and all snack you bought, nor does he read any sticknotes you mayâve stuck on your food.
Doesnât go out often, and doesnât tell you when he does.
His living habits go through phases of months, heâll be super healthy for a while, just to throw himself into work the next few months, this man does not know the work âconsistentâ when it comes to work or life
>Kiss on the cheek
This man reacts fastttt, his eyes widened before you were off him.
He whipped his head around to stare at you, face in pure shock. He just stands there with wide eyes.
It takes a bit before he can form any kind of thought, but heâll grab your waist and pull you in, resting his head either on your head or in your nape, but he wonât say anything
I donât think this man has had affection before đ
Heâll return a quick kiss on your neck too ;)
>Watching his game
You insisted on watching one of the NEL games with Ego, and he finally gave in.
âI donât understand why youâre making this such a big deal.â Ego stood a bit behind you while you set up popcorn, drinks and blankets behind the one-way glass Ego said you had to watch behind.
âCmon, itâll be fun!â You fluffed up the pillows and sat down, opening a bag of your sour patch kids (A/N: u better like sourpatchkids.)Â
Ego hesitated before sitting down beside you (closer than he usually does with other, how strange...) and snatching your candy, keeping his eyes on the game.
You frowned and pouted at him for a bit, before grabbing one of the two popcorn bags and tearing it open.
Which Ego also snatched-
He plucked a piece of popcorn and popped it in his mouth. Before spitting it out and coughing.
âHAHAHHAILWUEHFAILEFLMAOOOOOOOâ you laughed at him, tearing up almost
âSHUT UP.â he glared at you âYouâre disgusting for liking butter.â
âNo, Iâm normal. Youâre a psychopath for liking yours plain.â
He rolled his eyes in response before grabbing the other bag, and enjoying his unbuttered popcorn in peace.
You two watched the game, making comments and analyzing the game as it unfolded.
âLook at that old dog, heâs actually so ass.â Ego spat
âNOEL NOA????â
âDid I stutter?â
â...ur just jealousâ
âNo im not.â
âYou totally are. Heâs better than you, admit itâ
âNO HEâS NOT.â
âYES HE ISâ
And oh look at that! While you two were arguing, somehow the space between you guys shrank? đ
Iâm sure one of you two will notice when you guys stop arguing, which will be soon, right?...
SEPARATE (ALTERNATIVE)
You stared at the laptop screen intently, watching the striker run across the field.
Your door was closed and your lights were off, you hoped that no one would think youâd be awake, despite it being 10am-...
It was so hard to find videos of Ego. It was mentioned that he was pro at one point, but there was nothing on the first page of google about his soccer career!Â
But finally you found a video, so yes you were gonna watch it.
â[Y/N]â Ego practically threw your door open âWake-... What are you watching?â
You had slammed the laptop shut and shoved it under your pillow, laughing awkwardly âNothing!â
He glared at you. Heâs not buying sh%t.
â EGO JINPACHI SCORESSSS â your laptop blaresÂ
Shit.
â[Y/N]. WHAT ARE YOU WATCHINGâ
He gets closer to you, his eyes almost bulging out of his head. â[Y/N].!?â
BONUS
âEgo, you okay?â Enri looked concerningly at the man. Heâd been sitting there with his head in his hands, and is he⊠blushing???
âAnri. She found itâŠâ
âYour secret collection of her merch?â
ânO-â
>Telling him youâre busy
Usually Ego was the one busy, he rarely had time for you. You decided to get him back and pretend that you were busy the next time he asked
__________________
Bowl Cut Boy ⥠Thursday 21:30 getting Ramen.Â
You Okk, have fun!
Bowl Cut Boy ⥠?
You ???
Bowl Cut Boy ⥠Fine ill pick you up.
You OH U WANTED ME TO GO W/U?? Sorry im busy lol
Bowl Cut Boy ⥠? At 9pm?????
You Wait 21:30 is 9:30pm??? oops
Bowl Cut Boy ⥠Dumbass. Get there yourself.
You >:(
___________________
>First Date
âA⊠Date?â you looked at Ego, still processing his bluntness
âYes. Anri kept bothering me about it. Are you interested?â
âUhmâŠ. Yea! Sure i am!â
âGreat. Iâll come pick you up later.â
You nodded as Ego went off. You hadnât moved an inch, still trying to figure out what just happened âHoly sh%t- I HAVE A DATE WITH EGO.â you tried to calm yourself as you returned to your room.
âWait- what time did he say? HE DIDNâT TELL ME WHEN. OR WHERE. IS IT EVEN TODAY????â
You dug through your closet, but it was hard putting together an outfit when you had no clue where you were going.Â
Finally, you picked an outfit you were happy with. Ego probably didnât pick a very fancy place. Unless he did- you supposed heâd pick something âtraditionalâ to get it over with⊠it probably wasnât gonna be a âfunâ date to the aquarium or anythingâŠ. Unless he did because Anri told him to- Aghhh this man told you nothing! This âdateâ was truly a wildcard.
You fell back on your bed, sighing. Whatever happens, at least you picked an fit! Thatâs a good start.
â[Y/N].â you heard a knock at the door âLetâs go.â
WHAT. ALREADY??? HOW LONG DID YOU SPEND PICKING WHAT TO WEAR- oh itâs been like 3 hours already. It was 5pm, so probably not a dinner date.
Ego opened the door, and saw you in your sloth state. You wondered if itâd be worth the hassle to explain the situation. âCmon.â He grabbed you by the wrist and dragged you out your room.
âWait- I should probably change-...â
âYouâll be fine. Itâs nothing fancy.â
You went along with him (not that it was much a choice)
Ego opened the taxi doors for you, âGet in.â you did as he said and he sat beside you. You wondered if Ego had a drivers licence at all-
âHome depot.â he spoke to the driver
âHOME DEPOT??? DOES THAT EVEN COUNT AS A DATE??â but you said nothing as the car made itâs way over
Ego was staring at you, and spoke up suddenly âWhatâs wrong.â it came out more as a demand then a question
âNothing nothing! Iâm fine.â
He glared at you
â... Iâm just sad I didn't get to wear the outfit I was planning, thatâs allâŠ.â you laughed, waving it off
âYou can wear it when we get back, canât you? And you look fine, donât worry about it.â
He put a hand on your thy (or if ur uncomfy, he just nudged you) and squeezed it gently. Ego would never admit he thinks your day to day/casual wear looked the best on you.
âEasy for you to sayâ you mumbled under your breath, âyou wear the same thing everydayâŠâ
Ego glared at you. Clearly displeased.Â
Luckily for you, the car had come to a stop. You both exited the taxi as you said a quick âthank youâ and Ego paid.
You really were at Home Depot.
Ego didnât hesitate before going in, so you followed. He looked like heâd been here 20+ times, walking past all the isles to get to wherever he was going. Which turned out to be the âHouse Plantsâ section
âAnri said I need to touch grass more often. This is basically the same thing.â he grabbed a potted succulentÂ
You looked at him, then the plant, then back at him. âHeâs serious isnât he-...âÂ
âIs there anything you want?â He looked at you, examining your body languageÂ
âFrom Home Depot? Not really-â You thought to yourself if there was anything.Â
âHere.â Ego grabbed another succulent, similar but shorter than his, âNow were matching.â
You tried to process what he just said, but he was already walking towards the cashier.
Youâre MATCHING⊠with EGO. As you walked, the paint section caught your eye. A quick peak wouldnât hurt! Ego wouldnât even notice if you made it quick.
You ducked into the isle, there were many kinds of paint and other kidâs crafts. You picked up a pack of googly eyes and small bottles of paint. Your succulent deserved to be beautiful.
Alright, now time to go find Ego again. You turned around and- âAHHGHAH. HI EGO??âÂ
WAS HE RIGHT BEHIND YOU THIS WHOLE TIME????
He looked at the items in your hand, and took them in his own. âIs that all?â
You nodded as he headed back towards the exit. Ego paid for everything and led you back to a cab. âI assume you want to decorate your plant?â
âYes thatâs rightâ you nodded âWould you be interested in joining meâŠ?â
Ego thought for a second, âSure.â
You gave an amused smile, watching Ego do a kidsâ craft was definitely something to look forward to.
âGreat, just try to make it something that isnât soccer themed, yea?â
â... Youâre expecting too much.â
>Sending Love Letters
The BLLK vs U-20 game just ended a few days ago. And thatâs great and all, but that also means your contract of partnership has expired. In other words- youâre done with Blue Lock.
Were you very happy about that? No, youâd miss seeing Anri and Ego everyday (definitely NOT mainly ego), the weirdly not terrible cafeteria food, youâd say your little succulent but you got to take him with you.Â
The plant including all your other belongings had almost all been packed, you were ready to go at any moment.
And you would, soon. Right after you dropped off a letter to Ego. Which was Anriâs idea- something about âEgoâs never been so inlove!â and âYou might never see him again!âÂ
Ignoring the first part, she did have a point. So here you stood, love letter in your hands, slipping under Egoâs office door.
You sighed. You really were ready to leave now. You did a last tour of the building, you had learnt your way around these cold halls. Whatever. It was time to go.
You threw on a bag and glanced at all your boxes, sitting stacked in your room. Anri said theyâd ship it over, but you wondered if your little apartment could hold that many things.
Whatever, youâll figure it out when you get homeâŠ
>Receiving Love Letters
The halls didnât feel quite as scary as they used to, as you made your way one last time through them towards the exit. Taking some last moments to yourself, letting go was a part of life, you didn't expect to stay here forever. This was a good chapter of your life, you were happy to have been invited to Blue Lock in the first place.Â
So why was it that when you were finally ready to go, THE DAMN DOORS WOULDNâT OPEN??
Itâs not like you could pry them open, these were supposed to be automatic! âAutomatic my assâŠ.â
You frowned, it was not worth the loss of aura to try and break it open. Or maybe it was worth a shot⊠no oneâs watching anyway right? Right⊠Wrong.
â[Y/N]â Ego stood behind you, oh god this man was everywhere you were.Â
âEgo! The door wonât openâŠâ you gestured awkwardlyÂ
âI know. I turned it off to stop you from leavingâ
What.!?
He handed you a folded piece of paper (that was clearly rushed from both the handwriting and ripped edges) and encouraged you to read itÂ
You gave him a confused look before opening it and skimming it quickly.
âDonât go.... enjoyed our time ... I like you tooâŠ. reNEW YOUR CONTRACT.??âÂ
You mentally read to yourself, jaw on the floor. Maybe you should probably read the whole thing. Which you managed to do pretty quickly.
âWell? Does that make sense to you?â Ego asked, trying to understand your thoughts
You gave a hesitant nod, âYea.. so does that mean my contractâs renewed? I get to continue working on BlueLock with youâŠ?â
God that sounded cringeâŠ.
Ego nodded âIf youâd like.â
You smiled, âIâd love to.â
BONUS
Anri watched from the security cameras âAhhhrgh! Are they just going to ignore the fact that they both just declared their love for each other!!!â
She slumped down on the chair âGod these two are hopelessâŠâ
A/N: Ego catchup! This was requested on wattpad, but thought i'd post it here too, bc im not sure if there's much x ego content... least theres NONE on wattpad LMAO. if you look for it, it give you reader x diego (from iceage) which i thought was dope.
istg why are all my tumblr friends beating me to your inbox đ
I WAS HER FRIEND FIRST YOU GUYS Y'ALL HAVE NOTHING ON ME
anyways welcome to tumblr!
AHHHH VEGA HIIII :DDD yes, you are infact the og đ«Ąđ«Ą (ALL YOUR TUMBLR FRIENDS ARE SO NICEEE, THE PPL OVER HERE ARE SO SUPPORTIVE :'D) Also you are my biggest guide for when im lost and confused with tumblr things, ty for the warm welcome <33
Sending Love Letters - [MUTI! BLLK X F!READER]
(SEPARATE) pt1
Staring: rin, sae, shidou, niko, kaiser
pt2: ness, otoya, karasu, Reo
[ BLLK Scenario Masterlist ]
TW: heavy ooc, bad grammar, bad spelling, bad formatting, cringe, scuff, etc.
>Rin
Rin just finished showering, and was going through his school bag.Â
He tossed a few crumpled pieces of paper away, and pulled out his homework. As he did, a neatly crafted envelope slipped out from his notebook, the heart seal immediately catching his eyes.
He put his work aside and inspected the envelope, he did get occasional confessions at school, but this is the most effort and care heâs seen in one. His name was written in cursive on the back, indicating that the letter was in fact for him.
âWho sent it⊠Could it be-No, no no. They wouldnâtâŠâ a familiar name popped into his head, but heâd never admit he was hoping it was you.
Rin sat down on his bed as he tore apart the letter carefully, making sure not to damage the paper. The letter was folded in half, little Sanrio characters around the border and neat handwritingÂ
His eyes skimmed the paper, reading every word while holding it tightly.
Rinâs face flushed as he read, by the end of it, he was red as a tomato. Heâd never gotten so flustered from other confessions, why was it he felt so⊠strange reading this one? Was it because it was written in your handwriting? Or the fact that it was your initial sighed at the end?Â
No no no, surely not. At least thatâs what he told himself. âRight⊠It could be anyone, sheâs not the only one with that initial, and thereâs no way to be sure itâs her handwriting. Sheâs probably not the one who sent me this.â
He dropped the paper, losing interest.
Not even 12 seconds passed til he picked it up again, âSh1t, what if it is herâŠâ Rinâs face reddened at his own thoughts. He looked again at the handwriting.
âIâm sure she wrote this, thatâs her handwriting. She always tilts her âEâ slightly, and thatâs her pen for sure, she always writes in 0.38âŠ. How do I know that-â He buried his face in his arms, embarrassed that he had unintentionally memorised almost everything about her.
âThis is so pathetic, what if itâs not herâŠâ he frowned at the thought, heâd spent more time than heâd like to admit on the letter, but he couldnât bring himself away. He groaned as he fell back onto his pillow. On one hand, the love of his life might like him back, on the other, it could be some extra he didnât care about.
He lay there for a few moments of silence before getting interruptedÂ
âSo, you like someone?â Sae leaned against the open door of his room, observing Rin and his red face.
âI- HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN STANDING THERE FOR!?â Rin shot up, quickly putting the letter under the blankets and threw his pillow at his brotherÂ
Sae tried to hold in a laugh as he caught the pillow âCalm down Rin, I just came to let you know dinnerâs ready.â he tossed the pillow back and waited for Rin
The younger brother rolled his eyes, face still red. But he got off his bed and closed the door behind him, heading to the dinner table.
âYou should send her a letter back, tell her you like her tooâ Sae said, walking behind him
â... I don't like her.â Rin lied, trying to convince himself more than his brother
âSure you donât, [Y/N] right? Youâve mentioned her a few timesâ
âOnce. I mentioned her once.â Rin glared at Sae
Sae just shrugged âWell, you mentioned her by name, so thatâs something. Cmon, letâs eat.â
Rin rolled his eyes, but joined Sae anyway.Â
Also Sae def threatened to tell their parents unless Rin told him more đ€, so after dinner mostly consisted of Sae bullying Rin for it :>Â
>Shidou
Shidou just finished showering, and was now lazing around doing nothing.
He was flipping through his sketchbook until he saw a cute envelope taped to an empty page (A/N: for those who donât know, artâs actually his favourite subject :D we stan artist Shidou (all from the Egoist Bible/Wiki btw) )
He pulled it off with no particular care and wouldâve ripped it open if not for the Hello Kitty decorations. Just kidding, he admired it for two seconds before tearing it apart.
He didnât even read the words at first, he was just looking at the decorations.
That was until he noticed the handwriting, it looked exactly like yours. Then he immediately looked at who signed it, your initial.Â
He sat there for a few seconds, contemplating. Did you really write this? Was this really meant for him? The moment that thought crossed his mind, he threw the paper and balled up in anticipationÂ
He started panicking, âSh1t, did [Y/N] send this to me?? Fvck fvck fvck- oh g0dâŠâ his face heated up, he didnât care much about it until the possibility of you being the sender hit him.
Shidou immediately picked the letter back up, and the envelope it came in. His name was written in cursive on the back, and he had a strong feeling it was you. âShe has a fountain pen right? This sort of letting can only be done with those kinds of tools, and not everyone has one!â His face lit up, hoping it was you who wrote to him. âYes yes, I remember she had a bunch of Hello Kitty stickers, i think she was working on this in class tooâ Shidou recalled you writing with your fountain pen in class while he was working on a sketch. And he did leave his sketchbook open on a blank page at one point- it was very possible you sent it.
He put the torn envelope down and silently apologized for ripping it before reading the letter.Â
He was smiling and blushing through the whole thing, the thought of you liking him almost made him want to explode đÂ
He re-read his favourite part of âI like you, Shidouâ like 6 times, and was genuinely freaking out.
He pinned the letter and envelope to his wall, and stared at it for like 2 min before telling himself to pull it together (he didnât)
He promised heâd go profess his love to you tmr as well before (trying to) sleep.
Shidou was also incredibly grateful that you stuck it on a blank page of his sketchbook, for if you flipped back just a bit, you wouldâve discovered all the drawings of you that heâd make in whatever classes he had with you.
And after he remembers to confess, heâll add your letter and envelope to the little box of other drawing of you under his bed :3Â
(Also I promise he uses those pictures for NORMAL purposes-)Â
>Sae
(School AU! So heâs 3rd year highschool, Rinâs in his last year of secondary)
Sae was finally done with school, all he had to do now was to pick up Rin.
So he waited outside the school gates and scrolled his phone
âNii-Chan!â Rin walked up to Sae, having grown the same height
âHey Rinâ Sae ruffled his hair, to which Rin frowned âReady to go?â
Rin nodded before following Sae home, but then something caught his eye.
âThereâs something in your hood, hold up.â Rin plucked the envelope out and looked at it, âThereâs a heart stamp, is it from your girlfriend?â
âI donât have a girlfriendâ Sae rolled his eyes âYou can throw it outâ
âWhat? I thought you liked [Y/N]? What if she sent this?âÂ
âNo I donât.â Sae kept a straight face but paused â... Actually give me thatâ he snatched the paper out of his hands and inspected it carefully. He did remember when he was sleeping in his last class you walked by him, so there was a chance it was your doing.
Sae shoved it into his pocket, âItâs nothing, donât worry about it.â
Rin gave him a side eye, but kept quiet.
Once they got home, Sae went and locked himself in his room, which Rin did find a bit strangeâŠ.
Sae sat down and took the letter out, the possibility of you sending it never leaving his thoughts.
He cut through the envelope with a letter opener and examined the contents.Â
Sae read each word, letter them set in. His face would imply that he didnât care, but the mere action of reading it would say otherwise. His hyper beating heart and racing thoughts werenât helping either.
After he finished going through it, he had to take a moment to process. He then read it again to make sure he got it right. Sure there was no way to be sure you were the sender, but who else could it be? The 20 other people in the clash who probably also like him? Probably not.
âSh1t, what do I do tomorrow⊠do i kiss her?? No no, thatâs too soon.â Sae felt disappointed in himself for not knowing anything about romance or love. âMaybe I should just invite her to my soccer game, thatâll impress her.â
Suddenly, a knock his door was soon followed by Rinâs voice, âDinnerâs readyâ
Sae sighed and put the letter away, telling himself heâll deal with it later before joining his family for dinner
âSo, Saeâ His mother smirked, âRin told me you have a girlfriend?â
Saeâs face turned to one of shock, embarrassment and betrayal. He turned to Rin and frowned at him. âHeâs lying.â Sae stuffed some noodles into his face, not wanting to talk about it
His mother rolled her eyes, finding this very amusing. âYou should write back, itâs impolite to keep her waiting.â
âSureâŠâ Sae said, pretending to only be half-listening, âThatâs not a terrible ideaâŠâ
>Niko
âThank youâ Niko gave the school librarian a quick bow, taking the manga in his hands. He just finished a series and was looking to start a new one, luckily the librarian had some recommendations, and it seemed that she very much wanted him to read it
He went to the back of the library and sat down on one of the bean bags and started flipping through it. It was a manga about high school romance, and though this was not usually his cup of tea, it was highly rated online so he thought heâd take a look.
He sat for a few hours, just reading it, occasionally sipping snacking on some pocky
Niko had just finished the first volume, and was about to go get the second one, until he saw an envelope sticking out from the last page
He took it out and held it up to the light, there seemed to be a letter inside, and based off the heart seal on the front, it was probably a love letter.Â
âShould I open it? No thatâs rude, itâs not mine anyway⊠but how would they know? Who is this even for?â he flipped the envelope around, and there was his name written out in cursive
He had to take a moment to process, this was meant for him?? He looked around, confused. Was someone watching him? But he was the only person in the library at the time, âPlease donât tell me I have a stalkerâŠâÂ
He opened the envelope nonetheless, and started reading. He found it very hard to believe that someone liked him, barely any girls talked to him. Except for you
Nikoâs face flushed, was it really possible that you sent it to him? No no, thereâs no way you like him. Right? I mean sure, the signed initial was yours, but thereâs just no way!Â
He went back up to the front desk to interrogate the librarian. And to get the next volume of the manga
But the librarian insisted that she didnât know anything, but the smile on her face said otherwise. Niko sighed, slightly disappointed that she wouldnât tell him if you were the sender, or if it was staged at all. What if you were just trying to embarrass him?!
He took the second volume and left with the letter in hand, feeling unsatisfiedÂ
Niko couldnât stop thinking of you, even once he got home. He re-read it like 20 times, arguing with himself about what to do.
He groaned, âI should really do something else, I've been spending too much time on this.â Niko picked up his book and decided to read that instead.
But he didnât make it very far before you invaded his mind, curse the book for being a romantic one.
Niko sighed, he should really sort this out, shouldnât he? Or the feeling will eat at his heart forever. He hesitated before dialing up Aiku. Was this a good idea? Probably not, but whatever.
âHeyyy, Niko my man, wassup?â
âK so, thereâs this girl I likeâŠâ
Niko explained the situation quickly to him, and asked him for his advice
âPull her in by the hips and say her lips look lonely!â Aiku said confidently
â... Iâm hanging up.â
âNIKO NOO-â
Niko sat there in silence, wondering what to do now. âI should probably confess too⊠BUT WHAT IF SHE WASNâT EVEN THE SENDER?â
Just then, he got a text from Aiku,
âJust send her a letter back ;)â -> âThank you, for your one good piece of advice.â
>Kaiser
Kaiser had gotten back from practice a while ago, now scrolling his phone.
Suddenly, a message appeared.
[IMAGE]
Usually Kaiser wouldâve just let Ness do it for him, but Isagi called him a brainless b1tch the other day, so he felt the need to prove him wrong
Kaiser sighed as he opened the math workbook, most things being written by Ness
He flipped until he got to the assigned pages, throwing some headphones on to focus
He pulled out his pen and got to work. A pencil you say? Tch, those are for people who make mistakes, Kaiser cleared the questions easily.
âThat was easy, see Isagi? Iâm not the dumb one.â he smugly thought to himselfÂ
He was about to put the book away, until an envelope popped out.
âDid Ness leave this here?â he took the paper in his hands, flipping it around. His name was written out in fancy cursive, this definitely wasnât Nessâ
Kaiser didnât hesitate for a second before ripping it open and reading it
With every word written, his pride and ego grew. And by the end, he was 100% sure he was gonna bag you. Was it even proven that you were the one who sent it? No- but he was convinced you liked him.
He wondered how long the letter was in there for, itâs been a while since heâs touched his math homework.
A/N: Yea im just posting all wattpad stuff now.... i feel forced to put an A/N