TW: Flashing Colors And Lights

TW: Flashing colors and lights

Rise of the Guardians - the mini musical from the Philippines…?!

WHAT DID I JUST WATCH.

SRSLY YOU NEED TO WATCH THIS.

PITCH’S ENTRANCE AT 3:45 IS GLORIOUS

Hi dad (yes, we brazilians call you like that, live with that), can you tell me how to not be afraid? I'm a scared person, I'm scared of the future, of myself, of what People will think about my sexually as a bi aroace woman, of the world, of love and so many things.

How do I get fearless?

Fearless doesn't mean you aren't afraid.

Fearless means that it doesn't matter how scared you are, you do what you have to do anyway.

Rant or Trauma Dump: Overblot Leona is Relatable as a Student in American Public School

Will keep this short as possible

Abstract: Leona's trauma = shared trauma but (American) 12th grader student edition. I share my experience. Am I allowed to say it's my trauma when it's just resentment?

Work count: 585

Leona expressed strong resentment at the idea of birth > skill so why r bother trying? Nobody cares. I understood it from a story writing standpoint at first then this came to me and I felt things.

Not sure how common this is around the globe but I went to an American public school for high school/secondary school education (why do I sound like a foreign exchange student haha) and every week of/before homecoming or winter break or some major event, there’s spirit week in which each grade level compete with themed outfits, lunch time activity\games, and assembly games. Win enough points to beat the other grade.

Off topic but my school’s Assembled Student Body have zero creativity for lip sync and themes because why do they keep doing Marvel and Disney? I might as well think we’re sponsored by Disney because we could’ve had HTTYD or Wonder Woman for crying out loud. Also there was a spirit day for “hype beast” in which you wear the high end stuff like Supreme. Well, I was bullied in elementary school for being NOT high income so I held resentment for those things.

Freshman year (9th grade), I did my best but we came in last place. Seniors won. Sophomore year, I felt bad for the freshmen who tried harder than us last year and they lost. Their side was decked out in white, it looked like Big Bear. Seniors won. Junior year, I figured it out it was pointless. Seniors won. Then came our turn. I noticed it. My fellow seniors would not bother trying because they knew they’d win anyway or would cheat the system like raising their hands for points even though they’re not wearing anything spirit (sometimes they be counting shoes). I hated it. I hated it more when the senior favoritism happens before your eyes.

Every winter assembly, there should be a sled race where one player is in a cardboard box and another pulls. Seniors never pull because their box has a giant hole so they can stand up and run to the finish line like a Grinch. I never saw that my senior year. Every assembly ever, there’s supposed to be a clapping game similar to Simon Says. The freshman are always duped on the first “clap” and the seniors don’t even play the game, it’s an applause! A standing ovation even! Even the seniors get to win the lip sync battle every time. Makes me wonder if they could stand in the corner then still win first place. In elective and math (above Algebra 1) classes, you would find mixed grade levels so not sure how much the point-counters scrutinize. They are not nit picky with seniors. If you raise your hand, we don’t check. Below seniors? They check. Yet, I think the cronyism is the main problem.

Seniors don’t need any skill set. They just need to be that class and bam, easy win. Any other class could try as they might and never win. I hated it more when people say, “let them win, they’re graduating.” Might as well give them all passing grades, senior year is the easiest anyways. No worries about senioritis. All the teachers love you because you’re mature baby-adults and about to leave. Hate the freshmen because they’re the hooligans. Let’s bully the freshmen.

Conclusion: Leona is relatable in the birth order > skill set resentment and not trying hard if nobody cares, because of the high school seniors favouritism I witnessed during spirit week.

just remember that anyone can be a bad person.

people need to accept that some gay/lgbt people are terrible and some gay/lgbt people are boring and it doesnt make them Actually Straight or anything

Mexican Independence Day in QSMP.

just like the last cultural event that Etoiles participated in, he doesn’t change his skin into something fun or cute. He changes his skin to something serious and security related.

very in character and I love that for him.

" #LITERALLY WORD. FOR. WORD. #that’s crazy how well it fits a character analysis #ty op for reminding me of this song I will now add it to my q!bad lore brainrot cyclone <3 #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo " i agree. i so agree. and "I know you're watching/ I can feel you out there" describes the Federation.

my demons by starset is SUCH a badboyhalo song i am like 80% sure it is also where he got that "colours washed away" grieving idea. . it has elements of his relationships with forever, with dapper, with his whole fam. "we are one and the same" he and dapper and forever destroy themselves to help people.

"I cannot stop this sickness taking over. It takes control and drags me into nowhere." bad w his sadism. dapper with his vultures. forever with the pills. "save me if i become my demons" and "become my worst enemy" . he's getting worse. he's becoming more violent. not with his family but his morals are absolutely looser. one day maybe it will turn towards the other islanders. "They wanna break me and wash away my colours." LOOk at his skin.

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