Witchweslie - My Messy Stuff!

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What is life?

In life we face struggles, we face hardships and get rewarded for those with happiness, love and acceptance. Now strip away love and acceptance and what you are left with is temporary happiness. My life lately have involved dealing with sitting on the sidelines of my own life, watching others have love, have the acceptance that I want for myself. I've been the "relationship doctor" fir my friends with their relationships while I have none. My "friends" only see me when they need something from me, but when I need them, they disappear like everyone else in my life. It has left me afraid of being loved and let my defences down as everybody leaves me when I need them the most. Nobody sees the pain, my suffering, my cries for help because I hide it from everyone... I don't want to be a burden for anyone because as soon as I need something, they leave... I have on several occasions wanted to take my own life, but I haven't been able to do it.. as I know I will be alone, nobody would mourn me,nobody would care... Breaking down in tears like I am currently, it feels like I am weak, that I am nothing, I am not worth it... I am destined to walk alone,I am destined to be alone. This makes me feel like I have failed in life and moving away have thought me about one thing: life is worth living when you live for yourself. The scars I bear shows what I have been fighting. I am a fighter, a jaguar but I am also so alone. In the end life is a lonely existence and I just want to be loved

To The People Who Keep Blaming Video Games

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