Witchy-v1xen - There Is An Esoteric Pinnacle Within Everyone.

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I hate being the eldest daughter, eldest sibling, eldest cousin it's aggravating and frustrating. I have nobody to socialize with in my family around my age, closet person to my age is my younger brother were just two years apart and don't have shit in common. I feel like I can't have fun alone (I'm hindered really, I'm not allowed to go anywhere by myself) so, I just bed rot. Outside the house since, I come from a religious community where all the girls I hung around at some point in time were mediocre to me and we didn't have one thing in common. Being the eldest, is both a blessing and a curse, I get independence but at the same time I don't have it. I just feel so lonely. It fucking sucks and I can't help but, want to cry about it. I just want to be a kid again at this point not a senior on my last year of high school.

when you're the saddest most relatable character on the show and the writers keep fucking you up

Sending a virtual hug and manifesting the people who didn't put him for nomination get their karma.

Imagine being an actor, go beyond your limits, putting all of you in the scene, and it gets cut down. And you won't be even nominated for Emmy, even though you are the best thing in the whole season. You did something that not every actor can – made an unlikable character into something real and raw, even though writers butchered your character with every single decision.

I can't imagine it either.

We had this dilemma: “Well, where do we place Alicent?” And it seemed that there was a kind of nice irony that she would end up in Rhaenyra’s apartment. Interesting seeing as that’s where Rhaenyra lost her virginity and then that’s where she’s having sex with Cole. They both had sex with Cole in the same room. (x)

RHAENYRA TARGARYEN & ALICENT HIGHTOWER — 1.04 // 2.01

You know your fucked up in the head when you can longer make sense of what is it you feel anymore. You know your messed up when you can't tell the difference between what's love and what isn't because, some of your family members are really weird and toxic. Instead you rather wait for the 𝙊𝙉𝙀 because, you feel you'll be able to trust him more than your own kinfolk. Until that happens your an endless void of unhealed problems and people say others have it worser than you as excuse of not to hear your ranting. Why not just tell me you don't give a shit to my face? That would be better than lying about everything. If I ever get hugged again, I won't be able to get hugged without breaking down. To not have a father there too is a huge gash in my side, you get jealous seeing others bond with their two parents who are still together or just bonding with their father. You can only think about how'd you'd take all your pain out on him if he ever bothers to show back up. You crave the love and affection that you see others have and know that you'll never get it. It just consumes you and turns you bitter, making you rot on the inside slowly decaying. You manage to hide all of that though beneath your facade trying to build a strong mentality up from the that.