Ch17 Sneak Peek :3

Ch17 sneak peek :3

I wanted to post this before I post the chapter to A03 because maybe you guys will have some theories heheheh

Warning for chuuya being angsty/depressed xd

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"Why'd you have to leave me, you ass?" Chuuya asked the air. If Dazai's ghost was lingering around in the pages still, maybe he could hear Chuuya. He hoped it was that way. "What about our plans. . .? The rings?" He huffed into the pillow, questioning if he should really be angry at a <em>dead man</em> or just. . .sad. Ever since Dazai died, and forced him into The Book, Chuuya's began to feel. . .hollow.

Like something got torn from him, something so important--replaced only by faded anger and aggression.

Was this how Dazai felt before he killed himself?

Hollow?

"I. . .I'll fucking kill you, boss," Chuuya sat up and punched the pillows, trying to release any amount of the obsessive anger he had in him.

It was futile; pointless.

"If you can't tie your own noose," He growled and hit the pillow, unhappy with how soft it was. It wasn't skin; not bones, not human. "I'll tie it for you, when I get back."

Deep beneath his anger, beneath his pure hatred he was growing for Dazai Osamu; port mafia boss, was an unbearable sadness. A sadness so deep he could drown in it.

And, in a moment of desperation for any amount of memories that Chuuya had of Dazai to remember him by, his brain goes back to the previous Universe; that hallucination of Dazai.

The hallucination had mocked and angered him, while in a state of near-death--but why? Because that wasn't the ghost of Dazai Osamu. No. It had to be something else.

right?

Chuuya's eye twitched and he stared at the pillow in his hands before he threw it childishly at a wall, got off the bed, threw on his boots and looked around the room again. There was something here. Something important--he could tell. He didn't know how, but he knew.

He began searching the bookshelves, careful not to knock any machines nearby over or as to put the books in a disarray. The titles didn't help; they were all about mechanics, machines, bolts--there was occasional poem books he recognized, though. He grabbed a book that had a scribbled out author and opened it. Flipped through it's pages.

And there it was. Right in the back of the book, by the "all about the author" section--

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Alright! that's all that you guys get unless you check out the chapter on A03 (i'll post something when it releases)

also, who's name do you think was in the back of the book?

Alright guys! chapter 22 <3

Chapter 22 is out! this also finally completes the first fiction of the "Forever, Eternally, Yours" series. Part two will eventually be announced via this account. Thank you SO MUCH everyone for supporting me.

Read the finale chapter here.

Link won't work? ; I'm SingToMeSweetTemptation on A03, my fic is called Written in my pages, between each Universe.

Special thanks to these cool people:

@deadmushroomss, for being a cool amazing online brother and spoon feeding me content from DR.

Jackson, my online son, for being an annoying little pest (/lovingly) and also making me giggle occasionally

@anticidic for being a cool tumblr person

@tobuskus for making the mistake of slowly making my MWF2/COD obsession worse. There WILL be a fanfiction in the future. I see you, toby.

And lastly, all of you! I love you all and seriously I couldn't have made it as a writer without the people who've read my work.

Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay hydrated. I love you <3

Ch17 sneak peek :3

I wanted to post this before I post the chapter to A03 because maybe you guys will have some theories heheheh

Warning for chuuya being angsty/depressed xd

꧁•⊹٭٭⊹•꧂

"Why'd you have to leave me, you ass?" Chuuya asked the air. If Dazai's ghost was lingering around in the pages still, maybe he could hear Chuuya. He hoped it was that way. "What about our plans. . .? The rings?" He huffed into the pillow, questioning if he should really be angry at a <em>dead man</em> or just. . .sad. Ever since Dazai died, and forced him into The Book, Chuuya's began to feel. . .hollow.

Like something got torn from him, something so important--replaced only by faded anger and aggression.

Was this how Dazai felt before he killed himself?

Hollow?

"I. . .I'll fucking kill you, boss," Chuuya sat up and punched the pillows, trying to release any amount of the obsessive anger he had in him.

It was futile; pointless.

"If you can't tie your own noose," He growled and hit the pillow, unhappy with how soft it was. It wasn't skin; not bones, not human. "I'll tie it for you, when I get back."

Deep beneath his anger, beneath his pure hatred he was growing for Dazai Osamu; port mafia boss, was an unbearable sadness. A sadness so deep he could drown in it.

And, in a moment of desperation for any amount of memories that Chuuya had of Dazai to remember him by, his brain goes back to the previous Universe; that hallucination of Dazai.

The hallucination had mocked and angered him, while in a state of near-death--but why? Because that wasn't the ghost of Dazai Osamu. No. It had to be something else.

right?

Chuuya's eye twitched and he stared at the pillow in his hands before he threw it childishly at a wall, got off the bed, threw on his boots and looked around the room again. There was something here. Something important--he could tell. He didn't know how, but he knew.

He began searching the bookshelves, careful not to knock any machines nearby over or as to put the books in a disarray. The titles didn't help; they were all about mechanics, machines, bolts--there was occasional poem books he recognized, though. He grabbed a book that had a scribbled out author and opened it. Flipped through it's pages.

And there it was. Right in the back of the book, by the "all about the author" section--

꧁•⊹٭٭⊹•꧂

Alright! that's all that you guys get unless you check out the chapter on A03 (i'll post something when it releases)

also, who's name do you think was in the back of the book?

Stay tuned!

Sneak peaks of ch17 may be released soon; today or tomorrow! keep an eye out, as there's a shit ton of stuff to unpack and a new development + realization for Chuuya is coming around the corner. Plus!!! plot twists!!!!!

The urge to befriend every bsd fanfic writer just so we can chaotically discuss the sheer insanity of this show and how we can unapologetically expand on said insanity with words

you write so fast, teach me how to be productive when all I wanna do is scroll tumblr 😭🙏

usually I don't like people asking me "how to" things but I actually have an awnser this time lol

MOTIVIATION!!!!

Motivation is the biggest thing ever you need when writing! Usually, to stay motivated, I personally listen to music (the ULTAKILL OST is great to motivate you for fighting scenes...ultrakill my beloved) --but I know that taking a walk or reading something can always get you thinking. For this entire time I've been writing Written in my Pages, I've been reading the "A Good Girl's Guide To Murder" series to keep me motivated!

Taking breaks :D

sometimes you just need to take a break and come back later. For example, scrolling Tumblr/TikTok/any social media, can sometimes turn your brain to icky mush. So, take a break! overworking yourself sucks so sometimes it's best to take a break.

uuuh shit what else

If this helps at all, I personally write in Google keep (which has a word count limit, so often I have to switch to A03 directly 😭) and somehow that keeps me writing. I always have the tab open and usually when I go on really long rides (for example, a few days ago, I went on a 10+ hour trip) I write.

I literally write every given hour I can in my usual day it genuinely might be an issue at this point. anyway yeah I hope that this post helps at least a few people 😭 always write with an open mind. mistakes are okay; and always remember that even if other people don't like your writing, that's okay!!

speaking of writing, chapter 20 should be coming out soon >:3