" you shit-talked me under the table, talking rings and talking cradles i wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all dancing phantoms on the terrace are you second-hand embarrassed that I can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead? "( loml - taylor swift)keys - she/they - 21 - taylor swift + bungo stray dogs blog - entp[ i will write bsd stuff for you! just put it in my askbox ]" it's hell on earth to be heavenly " (clara bow - taylor swift)please take care of yourself and feel free to converse with me if you need to talk to someone. I feel lonely too, often, and I would be honoured if you talk to me of all people for your troubles. or just shove your silly into my inbox, whatever you prefer!
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Tachihara, Jouno, + Tecchou With A TS! Reader In Her Reputation Era
Tachihara, Jouno, + Tecchou with a TS! reader in her reputation era
okay I had an idea and I knew I needed to write, so here we are. inspired while listening to Call It What You Want, but I wrote the whole thing while listening to this playlist. also, you may not know this, but Tachihara is actually one of my favourites.
brief mentions of alcohol.


Every lover known in comparison is a failure I forget their names now, I'm so very tame now Never be the same now, now
(ready for it, taylor swift)
because of his work in the mafia, you would obviously have to be private. which was easy, because you were currently keeping yourself away from society after an incident with a 'friend' that seemed to have the whole world in-the-know about it. your plans for a revenge album were partially thrown out the window when you met him. I mean, how could you NOT write songs about this man? he was drop-dead gorgeous and always tried to help you out. when you first saw each other, he recognised you instantly but did not show it because he was with Hirotsu. it was a nice surprise to him when you came across each other again at Barnes & Nobles, and you two decided to have a brief conversation. he was charming, but it took a few other meetings of coincidence for you to give him your number. you got closer by him crashing at your place. you would talk about things you didn't tell anyone else and he would start to tell you little snippets about what he carries in his heart. you casually mentioned there was a new book out from your favourite series (it's my writing y'all it's my writing I'm not a published author but your favourite series is written by Keys in this story and you don't have a choice <33) and he brought it to you the next day with your favourite dessert. you were not very affectionate with each other at first, but eventually you could not stay away from or off of each other. holding hands beneath the dinner table, goodbye and greeting kisses, and he would always go home and cuddle you until you fall asleep together (your alarm clock (which was more his, since he is the only one who really used it) always ticked you off). some nights you would talk, have a glass of something, and others you would just lay on the couch with a blanket and cry without a single word being exchanged. you would share the entire songwriting process with him and he supported you the WHOLE WAY. and when you finally released it? he attended as many shows as possible and always told you how much he adored the songs on it!


Say my name and everything just stops I don't want you like a best friend Only bought this dress so you could take it off
(dress, taylor swift)
first of all, he is not sure about the phone call. it feels fishy to him (no he doesn't feel fish thank God for that) but he still really likes your music. it does not add up because you have never seemed to be a bad person or liar before. he takes a neutral stance on the controversy until he meets you. you both meet when you're out of your house, getting something from a store, and he happens to be on a mission. he is instantly sidetracked and asks for an autograph. you end up signing his sword and you meet again at the bakery. you bonded over some obscure food opinions and hesitantly gave him your number. he seemed like a golden retriever, so it couldn't be too bad, right? the friendship progressed slowly. you were cautious, he didn't want to overstep boundaries because he's a precious baby. he doesn't really confess to you for a while later but he still does everything he can with his schedule to show that he cares. he gets the feeling you're having a bad day? he will show up at your door and give you a hug. he is not great with words and he does not really trust himself to give you good food. Jouno is really suspicious of this behaviour but decides it isn't worth his time. when you confess to him, he accepts with so little hesitation that, in the following silence, you know you're both in love. you kept some of his stuff, and he kept his word not to tell people. you spend all of the next day thinking about him and writing songs, and when he's back in the evening, you sing them. when you release your next album and come back strong? he has never been happier. even though he can't always show it with his words, you can tell, quite easily, that he loves you.
Ugh, I love him but I hate how this turned out. :/ this is weirdly hard to write???


I want to wear his initial On a chain 'round my neck, chain 'round my neck Not because he owns me But 'cause he really knows me Which is more than they can say, I
(call it what you want, taylor swift)
this bitch didn't even know about the drama or listen to your music when you met. I mean, he had heard of you and that you were supposed to be really talented and all, but he wasn't invested and didn't mind. when he met you running errands for Fukuchi, you two had a brief conversation to make fun of a rude customer at the store. you got along because of mutual snarky humor and saltiness, but it eventually turned to teasing each other. you introduced yourselves, and took each others' rather shocking identities as calmly as possible. you gave him your number because it seemed like he hated most other people enough to not give it to them. because he can tell when people are telling a lie, he took the news about the drama from you with a ticked-off attitude. who else could piss you off like he could?! of course, he understood how much it hurts you, it's obvious to him. so you make fun of a certain person together and you get closer from late-night conversations. he knew when you fell for him, and he was bothered by it at first. not bothered at you, but because he returned the feelings and this could put you in danger. even when he loved seeing you mad at him, he always preferred to see you happy. he does things for you, and his love language was giving you acts of service. you, in turn, showered him with your time. with time, you became inseperable. you could not stop writing songs about him, and when you quietly sang them to him on midnights, his ears were finally soothed from Tetcho's yapping. he would never stand for someone disrespecting you, and it makes your heart flutter every time.
okay, we're done! this took a little long for me to write, and it's not well-edited. reminder that requests are open and to take care of yourselves. Have a wonderful day! (also, how would you all describe my writing style? low-key curious????)
edit: I'm not sure how to feel about this piece.
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y'all I'm sorry I'm working on another post but I'm not in a great place right now. I haven't contemplated suicide in months but it feels like all my progress came crashing down no matter how much I tried to stop it. I feel so empty, that's all I feel. I can't even feel empathy or happiness, I can't even feel FUCKING SAD or MAD because the person who I said I would happily give up everything for almost definitely has friends that she likes so much more than me and it turns out I was never her #1 after all. I just put on a fake personality again and all of a sudden all my 'friends' like me so much more. But I can't lose any of them or I'll be even more fucking alone. I just need to talk with my best friend again, I don't know if I'l even make it anymore. People don't fucking get it and nobody has voluntarily talked to me for a week, not even on Tumblr or Pinterest. please help
Hi there, how are you?? I saw that the requests are open, so I decided to try. I don't see many Verlaine fics, so if you could please write one. The idea is that he's in a secret relationship with a detective agency member. How they menage to keep the relationship going when one of their colleagues find out about them. Wish you a good day, that's allππ
So sorry I couldn't respond to this earlier, just got back home from a trip. Anyways, I'll get to writing that right away! Verlaine needs more love (I can supply such things).
Edit: aaaa it's been too long since I've actually written this and it should be easy!!! I've had so much shit and I'm dealing with certain medical things, so I'm really tired all the damn time. I will definitely write it, it jus might take a while. So sorry for the delay!
holy shit (holy mother of christ if you ask fyodor) i love this in (un)godly ways
some christian seeing fyodor and assuming by the way he looks hes either gay or severely mentally unwell: Jesus is inside us allππ
Fyodor, remembering big JC has indeed been inside him, but wondering when his dead ex had the time to get around so much to have been in Everyone else too.
Verlaine in a Secret Relationship with an ADA Member
Oh shit it's taken so long for me to get to this request, I had the longest goddamn hiatus, but hey, the new chapter came out and I'm back on the obsession.


Okay, first of all, I must address the situations with Ranpo and Dazai. They'd keep their mouths shut despite obviously knowing, but Dazai would tease you and mildly threaten you to no end when nobody else is around. The sneaking out was a little exhausting, but it was never exhausting to be with each other. You would have to be VERY close to be in a relationship with him, so you trust each other with everything and are each other's everything. It means so much to Verlaine that you think he is a human, and you make him feel human. Loving you makes him feel normal, and he'd do anything to keep that. He hates the idea of you ever being in danger, especially because of him, so the secret was his idea, but if you told him otherwise, he would go along with it in an instant. His heart is yours (people throw rocks at things that shine-). Evenings are your favourites, and you spend the early afternoons and mornings dreaming about what will happen next time you see him. Kunikida sends you suspicious looks when you smile to yourself randomly, laugh when nobody's talking, and constantly zone out. Overall, the only way they'd find out is if one of the other members saw you out and about together and told on the others. It would cause quite the split, but both organisations know that they can't lose either of you, so they learn to accept it (or at least ignore it). People tend to ask a lot of questions at first, then never dare to mention it again.
So sorry it took so long, and it's a little short. I'm so bad at writing him even though I adore him with all my heart. I love you all, have a wonderful day, KOSA IS SHIT!!!
heyyyy sis
please please please write about how verlaine and koyo (separately) would act with an s/o with an animal ability? (up to you which one) and then kyouka with a sister-figure with the animal ability
thank youuuuu
:0 can we talk about how I need koyo as a mother figure? please? no? anyways ofc I'll start writing right away!! Next post I swear.