Your-local-vamp - Too Obsessed With Vampires!

I disappeared off of the face of the earth for a while, but I’m back ya’ll!! I need to get used to the whole writing and then posting it thing haha. Anyway! I’ve had this idea for a really long time, but was very much procrastinating on writing it. Whoops. But here it is! It’s honestly mostly focused on the whole conflict within the vampire’s mind. I like to show different sides of them. My last one was straight up a stalker, but this one is a liiiiiiitle different, you’ll see :)! I need to shut up before I spoil the entire thing out of excitement lol. Oh and also! I finally took it upon myself to research how I can write better, make it easier to read and stuff. So if there are some errors or if anyone has advice for me, please do leave a comment! Also also, I have a habit to listen to badass vibe songs while writing/reading, so if you’re interested in some recommendations, hit me up! Okay that’s really it. Have fun reading!

Again, this story contains some explicit themes (blood, character death, overall just being angsty af) so make sure to check the tags before reading!

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Running From Death

I once again find myself drinking in the bar located a few blocks from my apartment. That intoxicated feeling I get after a few glasses is amazing to me. It’s pleasant to feel good for a change.

Being here also allows me to converse with the humans. Which is… Interesting to say the least. Their different personalities, lifestyles, stories. I happen to eavesdrop into conversations from time to time, which results in me hearing the most outrageous stories sometimes. May they be true or not, they interest me.

I try not to attract too much attention to myself, but I fail in doing so most of the time. Blame it on my charismatic vampire looks, I guess. Humans often strike conversations with me, but I’m not one to complain. I like talking to them when I get the opportunity.

The bell attached to the front door rings. A woman enters the bar. “Oh god, it’s her again,” someone in one of the booths behind me sighs. Hmm, must be a regular. I come here embarrassingly often, enough to call myself a regular as well, but I haven’t seen her before. She’s very handsome looking.

My hand covered with a leather glove tightens around the whiskey glass.

“Control yourself, please. You’ve practiced this many times before.”

It repeats in my head over and over again. Unfortunate things usually happen when I’m drunk. It saddens me, because I wish to not hurt anyone. I was a human once too. And I want to remember the memories from back then. Try to do ‘human’ things. But it’s hard, especially with-

“Hey, how are ya doing?” A voice interrupts my intrusive thoughts.

I look up and see the handsome woman sitting on a stool next to me. Her voice is lively and confident. But it’s probably just the liquor talking.

“Just thinking.”

“Abouuuuut?”

Oh god. She’s totally wasted. I now notice that she can barely even sit up straight without falling over. I can’t help but smile at her actions though, it’s almost endearing in a way.

“Just contemplating life, really.”

“I came here to do the exact same thing!” the woman says.

“How so?” I ask, now completely interested in her story.

“Ugh, where do I even start? My shitty boss fired me today. And you know what the most fucked up part about it all is? The fact that I’ve been working there for years! I did so much for his company, but he decides to just fire me, because ‘he’s gotta cut some people down’. So, I came here to drink my sorrows away. Well, I may have already visited two other bars, so I’m kinda far gone already haha.” The woman keeps on rambling, without actually making eye contact with whom she’s talking to. But I happen to listen to every single word.

“Why did he have to cut people off?” I question the woman.

“Pfshh, I don’t even know. Not enough money, I guess. He could’ve fired literally anyone else, but-“ she interrupts her own sentence, while her eyes make contact with the bartender, “-Hey! Can I have uhhhh. Whatever he has?” she finishes, while she absentmindedly points at my own drink.

She seems to have forgotten what she was talking about before, she’s just staring at the bartender until her drink is ready.

“And what’s your excuse for being here?” she asks, while taking a sip of her whiskey.

“Just taking a break from drinking blood and killing people.”

Well, that’s what I should’ve said if I really wanted to be honest. But being honest isn’t my reality. Lying has become my forte over the many years I have been a vampire. I don’t exist in the eyes of humans. And it should stay that way.

“Just taking a break from life.”

Yeah, that should do it.

“I come over here to share my entire life story, and all you’ve got for me is that? Damn.”

Or not.

“My life is really not that interesting,” I quickly add, trying not to blow my cover.

She takes an observing look at me. I have never felt so uncomfortable in my entire existence. She gives me the feeling like she can look right through my lies. “Hahaha, I’m just messin’ with ya. I don’t like to pry into people’s lives like that anyway,” the woman smiles.

Phew, I barely got away with that one. I return a signature smile to her. The one that makes everyone all the more invested in me, it seems.

*a few hours later*

The handsome stranger and I have been talking for hours. I lost track of time a while ago. Talking, or rather listening to her, reminds me of my human days. I used to help my elder neighbors with chores around the house, but ended up listening to them for hours and hours. I knew that when I had finished the chores, there would be a nice hot cup of tea and cookies waiting for me. The elder couple loved to share their stories with me. I know now that most of them were of pure fantasy, but at that time they were something I would so eagerly wait for to hear.

This woman gives me that feeling of nostalgia. The excitement of finally hearing the story I have longed for. It’s odd, since I have only met her a few hours ago. But somehow I feel like I’ve known her for a really long time.

“Nghn, my head hurts…” She snaps me out of my thoughts. “Woah there, don’t fall off that stool now,” I say, while carefully taking a step towards her. “C-Can you take me home?”

I look at her with disbelief.

Did she really just ask me to walk her home?

“U-Uh, I can call a cab for you? Or ask one of your friends to come pick you up maybe? I’m sure that-“

“Please.”

She looks at me with eager eyes. Her intention is really for me to take her home. If only she knew what I really am. I sigh. “Let me go to the toilet first, then I’ll walk you home.” I finally surrender to the human.

The entire way to the toilet I ask myself what I’m getting myself into. I shouldn’t be doing this, I know that all too well. But I can’t just keep hiding my true feelings all the time. I want to live amongst humans. I know that we can coexist. As long as I control myself, everything will be fine.

I sigh, take my gloves off and use the toilet. My head is suddenly throbbing like hell. I can feel that my body is trying to fight the urge to kill every single soul in this bar. Everything spins.

Shit.

“Hey, you ready or not? I feel like puking!” I hear the woman urgently knocking on the door. “Y-Yeah, I’ll be out in a sec!” I shout back.

I quickly finish and go back to the bar. “Let’s go,” we hurriedly exit the bar. She does so, because she needs to get home asap. And I do so, because of obvious reasons.

I can feel that I’m starting to lose control. It was a mistake drinking this much. I’m usually okay with drinking a few glasses, but this woman has a certain effect on me. And it’s not a positive one. Not while I’m drunk, at least.

The woman is currently walking behind me, laughing at her own jokes. All I want right now is to drop her off as fast as I can.

“Ah, shit!” I hear a loud thud.

I look back and see that she is now sitting on the cold concrete.

“What happened?” I ask, clearly concerned.

The woman shakes her head. “I’m so clumsy, I literally just stumbled over my own feet haha.”

God, we’re never going to get anywhere like this. “Oh nooo! My new pants! Ugh, this stuff always happens to me.”

I take a quick look at her leg and notice that the fabric is ripped open. She took a great fall apparently, otherwise that wouldn’t have happened.

“Damn, I’m bleeding too.”

That’s all she had to say to make my eyes turn red and making my fangs expose themselves. I quickly turn around, hoping that she didn’t notice my weird behavior already.

“Are you okay…?” she asks, proving my thoughts wrong. I disregard her question and return it with my own.

“Is it bad?”

I don’t know why I’m asking her that. No matter of how bad it is, the mere smell of her blood is driving me insane. All I can think about is that right at this moment.

“Uhm, no I think that I’m okay.” I can hear that she’s getting up and has started to walk towards me.

“Please, don’t come any closer.” I say this with a serious tone, hoping that she’d cease to move instantly.

“What’s wrong? It’s not even that bad.”

Fuck fuck fuck.

I can’t hold the urge back anymore. I never want to hurt humans, but I also can’t forget of who I have become. I’m a vampire. To stay alive, I need blood. Alcohol has terrible effects on me.

It’s like drinking water with salt in it. You’re drinking, but it worsens your thirst because of the salt. Alcohol only enhances my thirst for blood. I’m learning the consequences of that now.

The woman has come even closer to me. I turn around, only to see a reached out hand with blood on it. I try to fight the dark side of me with everything I have. That side of me gives in, eventually. I resist the urge and grab her wrist, only to warn her to stop.

However, this action suffers a great consequence. The woman looks at me. The white of her eyes turn dark red.

Wait… I look at my hand, having a firm hold on her wrist.

“My gloves!” is all I can utter at this moment.

I have forgotten my gloves in the toilet area. How can I be so stupid… I’m unable to touch any living being with my bare hands. If I do so, it dies. Everything I touch turns into dust. It’s a curse I have carried with me ever since I turned. It has barely posed as a problem the last few years. But I… I touched her without gloves on.

“W-Wait. No. I’m sorry, please!” I beg for my actions to reverse themselves. But what happened cannot be undone.

The woman’s eyebrows furrow and her eyes look back into mine, filled with betrayal. “H-How cou-ld y-ou,” she chokes on her own blood. She is in immense pain, I can tell. I let go of her hand, terrible guilt now washing over me.

She takes a look at her shaking hand, which gets covered with popping veins inch by inch. The sounds coming from her are agonizing. She stumbles backwards, now nearing her end. Tears roll down my cheek, as I carry her.

“I’m so sorry. I didn’t know my gloves were…” I’m unable to finish my sentence, as my non beating heart breaks seeing her mouth all covered in blood clots.

It’s ironic, really. I was barely able to resist the smell of her blood before, but now even though I’m covered with it, I don’t seem to mind.

Her body shivers uncontrollably, until it stops moving at all. I hold her limp body, watching my tears fall on her veiny cheek.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” I keep repeating it, somewhere having a wishful thought that I could go back before all of this happened.

But her body stays unmoving. I scream and I scream, all of my human feelings washing over me now. This shouldn’t have happened. My ignorance allowed this to take place. And I will never forgive myself for it.

I hear sounds of a crowd nearing by. In total panic, I let go of her body and hide in a nearby alleyway. I crouch and hold my hands over my own ears, trying to ignore the screams that are coming from the spot where I just killed a human. The tears are now streaming down, my thoughts racing. What have I done? I should’ve never went to that bar in the first place.

Fuck, I need to get out of here before they find me. I try to leave the guilt there and run from myself as fast as I can. I am a monster. And no matter how hard I cling on to the little humanity I’ve got left, I will always remain one.

Tbh, it was like 2 AM when I was writing this and my brain was most certainly doing a thing lmao. I’m so weak for Whumper lines :’). Anyway, enjoy! Oh, and feel free to use them (just tag me when you do, I’d love to read what ya’ll write) :3.

Whumper lines #1

“Don’t keep me waiting, Sweetness.”

“You will regret that.”

“Are you sure?”

“Don’t run from me.”

“Cry harder, Darling.”

“It hurts, right?”

“You need me.”

“No one will ever find you here.”

“Don’t disobey me.”

“Sit/Stand/Lay still.”

“I love the taste of your blood.”

“I can feel that you’re growing weaker.”

“Sing for me.”

“Bleed for me.”

“No.”

“I will always be here.”

“You bruise so pretty.”

“Let me bite you.”

“The flesh of your neck is so soft.”

“You taste ever so sweet.”

“I want to hear your screams while I take your life.”

“Let me tie you up.”

“You have been very good.”

“Beg.”

“Don’t piss me off.”

“I’m in a particular mood.”

“I warned you.”

“Don’t provoke me.”

“Can’t you see? I’m being generous right now.”

“I win.”

“I don’t get scared, Darling. I’ve seen death.”

My masterlist!

I finally got myself to stop procrastinating from making a masterlist lmaoo. I thought, hmm maybe it’s actually a good idea to make one, if I do plan on posting a lot. So! This is it! I don’t really know how everyone does this, but I’ll just use my creativity :).

Tw’s for most of my writes (oh boi) : vampire (but like, a lot), blood, biting, fangs, gore (as in organs and stuff), character deaths, innocent characters, merciless characters, characters with mixed emotions, yanderes, insane characters, broken bones, whump (pls-), whump prompts, whump scenarios, a lot of whump lines, knives, ropes, pain, a lot of oofies, stalking, choking (on blood), fear, crying, characters breaking in houses, captured characters, swearing, creepy characters, a lot of pet names, losing control, bullying, angry characters, red eyes, veiny eyes, betrayal, supernatural powers, missing characters, begging, mentions of drinking alcohol, drunk characters, open wounds, scars, cuts, characters making stupid decisions, and probably a lot more but I’ll add those when I post more stuff :).

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My writings

•Aura•

•Running from death•

•Always mind your own business•

•A Special Occasion•

Just whump things™ (i DoN’t Do WhUmP, I sWeAr!)

•Whump prompt #1•

•Whump prompt #2•

•Whump prompt #3•

•Whumper lines #1•

•Whumper lines #2•

•Whumper lines #3•

•Whumpee lines #1•

•Whumpee lines #2•

Random stuff

•A tag game I participated in (cool if you wanna, like, know my favorite color lol)•

•Me as a flower!•

My fav fren writings!

•Récamier (read this, or else)•

•Four•

•A nightmare that won’t let you wake•

•Whatever this is•

•Mine•

•It’s about taste•

My introduction post

•Hi everyone!•

Peeps I would like to shoutout (bc they deserve it!)

My bestest fren @whumpitisthen ! Omg that rhymes lmaooooo. They have encouraged me to make this blog and tbh, I am so glad that they did. I’ve been wanting to post my writings for a rly rly long time, but was just too scared to do it hehe. They are always suuuuper patient with me whenever I don’t know how Tumblr works (which happens a lot. Trust me) and also they have proof read literally everything I have written so far lol. So I just wanted to say a quick thank you :3. Oh and also, read their stories please!!! The stories are very good and very whumpy *wink wonk*.

I would also like to quickly shoutout @simplygrimly , bc honestly, they have made me so happy when they commented on one of my writings lolol. I never thought that anyone would actually read my stuff, but they did. So thank you so much for that!

Taglist

@whumpitisthen @simplygrimly (comment or message me if you’d like to get tagged in future writings as well!)

Hi everyone!

Alright so, it took me a really really long time to finally make an account on Tumblr. I was just kinda nervous about it all and wasn’t sure if I should do it or not. But a certain friend of mine (yeah, you know who you are) encouraged me to stop living in fear and just do it. So here I am! I am a newbie tho, so please be kind :).

Okay enough about me, let’s talk about what I’ll be posting on this blog. I have a crazy (and probably unhealthy lol) obsession with vampires. I don’t know why, I just love em. So most of the stuff I’ll post and reblog will be vampire related. Just keep that in mind! Maybe from time to time I’ll post sth kpop related, bc I also happen to be a moarmy :). What I write really depends on my mood. Sometimes I use oc’s, other times I don’t. Just expect the most random stuff.

I really like creepy, insane and probably very deadly vamps. Biting, choking and killing will happen. Whoops. Characters will die and people will get hurt. That’s just how I like it. There may also be bits where I write about tools, such as knives/ropes. Blood is a huge thing to vamps, so if you don’t like blood, then this blog might not be the right fit for you. My vamps are usually the more modern kind, so no garlic and inviting into houses necessary! However, now that I think about it, I like all of them I rly can’t choose a favorite kind :(. Oh! And I swear. Like a lot lmao.

Now to what I prefer not seeing on my blog. I write about explicit stuff for sure, but nothing too detailed. So whenever a vamp rips someone’s heart out, don’t expect me to write every single aspect of it. Believe it or not, but I get super grossed out when I read too detailed gory stuff. Yeah, I’m confusing as hell. Romance is fine, but only to a certain extent. I prefer the creepy vamps.

I can’t stress this enough, but do not hate on this blog! Advice and straight up hating are two completely different things. Don’t get mad at me if I tell you off for hating on me or anyone else that visits my blog. I post to entertain/talk to people and share my stories, not to get hated or judged on. Long story short, there’s just one important rule on this blog. Have fun, be nice! :)

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